Miracle Healing from Mother Earth of March 21, 2015

*Note: this is an email I sent out to my friends and posted on a couple of sites I'm on.

Hello everyone. 

I have been away from the writing and speaking platforms for a while because I needed to gain more knowledge. Let me be a bit more clear about that, I needed to gain knowledge, not information, two different things. Information changes like the winds, but knowledge remains steadfast and is helpful.

I want to talk about the healing I received from Mother Earth but give a bit of background.

Lately I've been listening again, after a hiatus for a while from alternative media and all such things, to those who are speaking about what is happening beyond lame stream media. When I left it, my specialty or focus or passion was and still is to reveal the hidden controlling beings behind all of human activities. Be they natural, human, non human, jinn, archons, interdimensional, aliens, what have you, it is my goal to inform the greatest amount of the human population as possible of these forces which have been manipulating humanity in the most negative ways, beings who prefer to remain hidden. I do this because since a child of 6 I have seen this planet is in such an indescribably unnatural state it has been heartbreakingly difficult to merely survive here. But humans need more than anything to understand and know why we are in such a state. There is nothing natural about what is happening on this planet, however everything happening is considered ''normal'' merely because it has been taking place since human memory.

I left the media for a while and came back to find there are many speaking about this same subject to my great delight, the term ''archons'' being now widely used to describe more than archons and their nefarious purpose, but many manipulative beings are under the umbrella term of ''archons'' or as ''archontic'' behavior. These media people have courageously suspended belief systems because their desire for truth superseded any belief systems, as their integrity demanded ''the truth'' no matter how much it hurts or how bizarre, they want the truth, and in finding it, it explains everything we are seeing from historical perspectives to the present.

What I have realized since a child is how little humanity is connected with, in love with, The Mother....specifically Mother Earth, or Gaia. I have found this an atrocity of the human condition and yet have seen why this is so with misogyny as a cancer metastasized within all of Earth's consciousness via patriarchal controlling systems and institutions all across the planet. So. Humanity suffers, how else could it be when the Feminine is so heinously and violently opposed. I will speak more on that another time.

However, this was not going to be my mistake. I have love for Gaia and all Womanhood and have seen the most heroic, humane, tolerant, forgiving and loving deeds repeatedly throughout my long life by women in our world and yet never recognized. I would not make that mistake either. Except I had.

Somehow, over the years, living in this matrix or patriarchal matrix called the patrix, I have gotten lost. I got lost in the way of life created by them, lost in father time, and father presidents, and father priests, and father militaries and father bosses, and father gods, and father laws and father bureaucracies, and father media, father entertainment, father chemtrails, father wars and father this and that, and no where was the Mother. I could not find her except in my own small heart. The patrix won out because apparently my ''reality'' is soaking in their holographic matrix that is 100% saturated with the creations of all kinds of ''fathers'' in every system we encounter from the moment we open our eyes, to even our sleep state to when we open our eyes again in the morning to the sound of rude alarms telling us little slavelets we must get up to ''earn a living''. I never understood why I had to earn something called ''money'' to have a home to live in on a planet I was born on! This irked me and still does.

Living in this reality has made everyone sick, especially me.

I learned however, by the age of 21 that my ailments were due to all foods that were natural but were moronically altered by those who control our foods, to the point that I was having horrid reactions from eating what the aberrations they called ''food'',namely white breads, pastas, sugar and all those things. Doctors wanted to remove my lymph glands, and remove this and that before I was 18 years old. I had to take matters into my own hands and learned natural medicine and healing. For over 30 years I've been living this way eating organically as often as I can afford, and making my own medicines and healing myself and others in my life of any and all ailments I had, with the medicines that came from Gaia, the Mother.

I've only seen myself as a model hard body to my dying breath.I was a natural bodybuilder for over 20 years, I jogged 3 miles 3-4 times a week, did stretching, calisthenics and yoga since I'm 21 years old. I planned to die a hardbody at any age.

However, recently I've had something I could not figure out. Somehow my ability to walk was diminishing and as an athletic type for 35 years now, I could not have imagined such a thing. I would go for my walks and jogs and not be able to do so without pain. I know pain well, I lived with fibromyalgia too for over 20 years and this is pure body pain, but I got rid of that with a machine called a Molecular Enhancer. I know how to work through pain and know when to push and when to stop but mostly I push through.

But this walking pain was not getting better even as I laid off. One day returning from a walk when I reached my porch I realized I could not lift my leg to take the two small steps up. I had to literally pick my leg up with my hands to make them. I realized I had a problem then. I took a break and assumed it would heal, but it didn't. I found that as I sat at the computer I could not get up properly, and had to wait a few seconds before being able to take a step and then when I could I was hobbling. I didn't pay attention to this much either, until one day I couldn't move at all. I had to locate the specific area of pain and it was the hip joints especially the right one. I could not walk around the house unless I was held up by the walls and hanging onto furniture.

I thought it would just go away because I commanded it to, and since my body has been under my care and control for over 30 years, I commanded it to heal, but nothing changed. I could not go out, I could not garden, I could not work, nor sit at the computer for all the hours a day it takes to do my research. I could not sit and watch lectures, the pain was excruciating. For over 7 months I've been in agony, and in a humiliated demeaned state of cripple, and this was never in my plan!

One day, I felt a sickness in my stomach when I couldn't move. The sickness was fear, something else I am not good at, I don't like fear. But there it was in my gut making me sick. I began to imagine myself in a wheelchair and no one around to push me. I had no one. I could not afford to be cripple, not even sick. I do not believe our bodies were designed to be sick, they are designed to be in equilibrium, always in a state of repairing and healing, so I never ever imagined I could fall ill to anything. Yet here I was unable to walk and no one around and feeling the sickness of fear. I had no clue what was happening. The agony was daily and all night long. I was aware of every move I made during the night and could not move myself to turn over unless I hoisted myself up with my arms to move and drag my leg. My right hip joint was much worse than the left. I knew I had to take this seriously and treat it myself as I do not go to doctors since I'm 21 mostly since they wanted to do so much surgery and give me drugs but also because I do not work, no insurance etc. I try not to engage the matrix at all. I had to heal myself. I am the type of person who will do all the necessary things to heal. I do not procrastinate, once symptoms appear I get right to giving my body whatever it needs, from the right nutrients, to herbs, to supplements and I will take anything to heal. But this time I was slow. I was inured to pain.

At first I thought this may be arthritis since I was ''diagnosed'' with arthritis at the age of 13, but I got rid of that. But maybe after decades of jogging I may have done some damage so I treated it for arthritis and took everything I knew to heal it. It didn't work after a month of tenacious treatments, from supplements to far infra-red sauna, nothing helped. Some days it appeared to be much better then the agony would return. Since it didn't respond to that I thought maybe it was an injury I somehow sustain during my sleep time since I did nothing during the day to cause this, it had to have happened at night. We do travel and do many things in our astral realms during sleep. So I spent a month treating this as an injury and rested alot, literally doing nothing during the day, giving myself injury treatment, hobbling from room to room. But my hip joints didn't respond to a month of rest and healing treatments either. It was not following any known pattern.

I didn't know what it could possibly be. I know the body is always in a state of healing and repair, so what was causing this agonizing pain to remain no matter what I did or ingested?! I became desperate because a wheelchair was not how I was going to spend my days. I have come too far with too much, and this I came to realize was not natural, or a normal ailment.

I know I suffered from migraines all my life, horrendous debilitating migraines, until one day in 2009 a man offered me spiritual protection. I didn't take it seriously until after 3 days of no migraines I had to question why this was so. I never went 3 days in a row without a migraine for over 25 years, so what was different now? I went through everything I had done and eaten the past 3 days and found nothing different. Except that man who offered me spiritual protection. Days went by and I watched for this and when after 2 weeks I had no migraines at all, I sloooowly came to understand what had been happening all these years. I was not sick, had no ailment, no disease.....all those sickening nauseating migraines had been dark forces attacking me, which spiritual protection removed. When I realized this, and I had no no choice but to accept it as real, I fell to the floor and bawled and cried in rage and anger and hurt, that something I had never believed in, namely dark forces, had in fact been affecting me despite my belief otherwise, and were the cause of such a lifetime of agonizing blinding migraines.
I have experienced dark psychic attack in the forms of depression, confusion, bewilderment, even suicidal tendencies, and intense pains and discovered smudging with sage and sea salt showers can remove these. It is quite amazing what the invisible entities can do to a body and how it can create pains and ailments. I wonder how many people are physically sick and in pain suffering from entity attack which smudging with sage and sea salt would remove, albeit repeatedly?

This was my rude awakening. I learned about dark forces and what they are capable of. And whether one believes in them or not, they can and do affect us.

However, it did not occur to me this was the case, until recently when all my treatments of these hip pains did not respond when according to the laws of the physical body, they should have. Something here was unnatural. Dear god, what is going on?! I was being made into a cripple and nothing I did was working. How do I deal with this?

I commanded my body, I prayed to god, I meditated, I relaxed. I did everything. But I certainly was not going to accept being cripple at all. No. This is not my way and I will not succumb. I decided one day a couple of weeks ago then, because this seemed unnatural to me, that it could be another dark attack, an illusion, much like all the other migraines and other pains I've had which smudging with sage removes immediately. But the smudging didn't work. I decided to plow through the pain and go for a walk to see what would happen. It had been almost a year since my last one and in all this time I only walked to the edge of this property and back inside. I began very nervously forcing one pained leg in front of the other and hoping no one would see me hobbling like this. I was determined to plow through this and see if my will would make a change. I was gritting my teeth, fists clenching and breathing shallowly as I walked in agony. I looked ahead of me at the stretch of road and thought to take a short one and hope I could make the return trip. Once at the end of the stretch I had to turn around and make it back and I was hurting so much I thought I'd have to sit on the ground and hope some kind person would offer me a drive home. But being in that vulnerable position was not acceptable. I would plow through the pain and walk back on my own. I did. I made it home and I could pick up my legs the two short steps on my porch. I was not worse, so this was something positive to me. I did it again the next day, and it was the same. More painful at first, then fading a bit, but not worse when I got back. This is strange. It didn't make any sense.

Recently I've been listening to someone speaking about connecting to Mother Gaia for our reconnection to Source and the planetary timeline. Her name is Lily Earthling. I knew this to be true, but somehow I got lost. I was not speaking with Mother nor communing with Her as I used to. I could hear the love in this womans voice and knew her to be speaking Truth from personal revelation. Listening to her I began to feel this Truth again in my own body. I was physically reminded in every cell of my body what it feels like to be connected to Divinity and to Life. I was sorry I had gotten lost and forgotten.

A couple of days ago I was in alot of pain but refused to accept it anymore and I wanted to walk. I began as usual with pains, hobbling and gritting my teeth but forcing it. Then I remembered this woman who spoke of reconnecting to Mother Gaia and speaking with Her. On my return path, I thought could not make it home that I would have to sit on the ground and wait for a kind person to offer me a lift home. This again disgusted me and I said no, with all the strength I could muster after all this time of living in agony all day every day I decided to speak to Mother Earth and ask her to heal me now. I did. I was so determined to walk normally again and to run again, but the pain I was in was secretly hoping for a ride home. I decided again no, I am not only going to walk, I am going to run and run now. And I started jogging like a crazy person while commanding Mother Earth to heal me now. So, either I was going to break my hips or I was going to get healing. As I jogged I slowly started to feel less pain. My stride got longer and my pace faster. I reached the home stretch. I was feeling better, significantly better! Oh Mother, something WAS happening! I slowed down and took an internal stock of my condition and realized I was feeling much better. I had to test this. So I turned around and did the stretch again, walking and jogging intermittently, and found that I was in 80% less pain. I made it home jubilant and in awe. Could it be?

What happened? Mother Earth happened.

I had energy even when I got home to do all my tasks without a problem. In the evening I had so much energy I was feeling a bit warm and took a cool shower. When I came out, I felt normal, 100% free of the hip pains and walking and moving around like my usual self. But more importantly I was in the midst of experiencing a miracle.

I walked around the house and moved my leg up, down, around and bent and did all my movements and no pains were to be felt in either hip. It appeared I was healed.

During the night, no pains, I slept. The next day am still free of pains and moving normally mostly. Today 3 days later, there is only a small remnant of the pains but I am walking normally and went for a jog today too. I have my energy back too, so that I am not exhausted by 11 am. I have lots of my normal energies.

I have been healed and I am in such a state of gratitude and awe and delight and joy. The Mother Gaia healed me and I am wanting to be more in touch with Her and to hear more of what She has to say and to teach me. I got off course for too long, lost for too long, disconnected for far too long. I love Mother and what She has done for me. I will never forget.

What is your relationship with Mother Gaia like? Can you afford some of her beneficence?

Blessings. 
~end.

I have since experienced other things, good things, which I will post on next.