First Entry: What I am Doing and Why, The Beginning

Hello and Welcome,

This will be my online journal of the energies I am not only clearly sensing now, as I have discerned on several levels in several ways including the proverbial holy 2x4, but also the energies of our relatives, the greater bodies of the cosmos felt as Celestial Symbiosis, as I'm calling it now, and energies of falsely manipulated energies as from technologies of all kinds from ELF's, EMF's, Cern, cell towers, spiritual energies, entities, timeline manipulations, and others.

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Though I will try to keep these loggings short, they tend to run into explanations as I try to make myself clear and only more words seem to do that, so forgive me if they run longer. My ideal entries would be something like this:

''Today I experienced (fill in blank), I discovered it was from (blank) and I remedied it by (blank) and it was taken care of but I learned from it.'' ~end.

But alas, this will happen in time. For now I must play catch up, and then the entries will shorten.

Though I have put this off for years, I have been prompted by my Spirit to begin this journal for us. I sense not only energies moving around in my personal life but in the world as well and often these are clear to me, often validated later through other "Sensitives" (bless those women!) but also because I have the 'gift' of being one often referred to as ''the canary in the mine'' but in our days of course doesn't refer to miners gases, but the ambient environment on the surface or in space, which includes all of the energies and sources mentioned above and then some. There is ALOT !

* These energetic updates will NOT be daily.....only when I feel something distinctly and strongly.

And since I know I am not alone, I am writing this online hoping to reach others who need to see there are others like them, like me, who are feeling these myriad things..... to share, to relate, to bring us to better understandings of who and what we really are, so we know we are not so alone. I hope to meet experiencers, Sensitives, Earth Sensitives, Empaths, Intuitives, Kind, Intelligent, Heart based, Caring and loving beings and bring those Beings of Loving Living Light into my new circle of friends. I am not much longer on this Earth and I wish to spend my last years in the company of such Beautiful Souls.

In the future postings of my ''senses'', and so that I can be as precise as possible I will be giving dates and times to the best of my non linear ways. I experienced time and calendars as types of prisons and as a Spirit I needed to extricate myself from those devices to begin to Be. It has served me well to do this however I often do not know what month it is, nor do I care. I go by Seasons and by Nature.

One example of recent energies was on May 1, 2015. I experienced a sudden deep ''hit'' of nausea and sickness, queasiness and migraine, as if a sudden magnetic or electrical field went ''wrong'', and for the rest of the day I was out, as in bed sick. The next day I found out why through a woman who is in contact with other Earth Sensitive Beings and there was an event that caused my body to respond in such a way, being connected symbiotically to all of Earths Energetics, and those humans who are truly human.
There are people who are not connected, but that is for another blog.

I feel we need to keep abreast of these things, know why we're feeling them and be wiser to what is happening around us, rather than being merely tumbleweeds to these energetics. WE need to know how it affects us, why it affects us and what we can do, if anything.

I will be brainstorming every angle leaving no stone unturned in my quest. Everything is investigated. This blog is not for the feint of heart nor for closed minds or those invested in ''believing''.

I will be offering my thoughts and feelings on all these various energies, as well as solutions because I know there are solutions for everything, and I am solution and correction oriented. I find this has been the single greatest character advantage in my life which has molded me to being not only my own personal healer but I have helped many people along the way. I have a trail of people behind my life path that have benefited from my medical intuition as well as practical experience, knowledge of nutrition and herbs and foods, from being organic and athletic and studying the body and what I call Esoteric Nutrition for over 30 years. As of now I am regaining my youth. I do not have papers or initials after my name but I have gifts and many skills.

Conversely, anyone who feels something and would like to bounce it around with me, contact me.


What you should know about me.

~ "WHY"....is my favorite question......I must KNOW.

~ In metaphysical terminologies, I am referred as many names, which I will not use because not only are they claimed falsely by too many but the English language is entirely an ambiguously euphemistic form of linguistics easily distorted by any listener or reader so I will refrain from many terms, using them loosely only for reference. I will try to keep all my writings very simple and to the point. I do not believe in ''presentation'' or ''spin'' I find those routes to gain interest of a persons mind through ''the back door'' abhorrent. In fact I find all kinds of manipulations of any kind from the obvious to the very subtle intolerable. I like clean clarity and being succinct, leaving no room for error. Empaths know this and find language a crippling form of communication, hence the intolerance for ''spin'' or ''set up''....which I consider cunning, clever and demonic, for only that sort need to 'spin' anything for your mind to their directives.

In my ways, in my world, Empathy is the only form of truthful communication which is so pure and light, efficient and thorough that it is far more than communication, it is Communion. Its lack on this planets peoples is the block to all truth and petri dish for deceit and corruption. For through empathy there is literally no room for deceit or error because the 'inner being' senses (feels) All in a second, nothing can be hidden, there is no confusion, only pure truth. But in this world, people do not engage this and use only intellect, their minds, speak what they want, in the tone (frequency) they want hoping to elicit specific responses. This is not only primitive, but reflects cunning hidden motives.

~ I much prefer people to ''see'' me from the inside, clearly, feel my heart and see all there is. This is the only way to "know" a being.
There is an expression used in the movie "Avatar" where the woman teaches Jake how to see more. Their greeting expresses this, they say "I See You".....which means they see all you are from the inside out, you are connected to me, you are family, you are home. 

~ I have watched this world and questioned its insanity for over 50 years now and have gone into many rabbit holes to find out all I possibly can about this insane world. I am not afraid of truth, though often it sickens me. I have seen and known the root cause of all sickness and the hypnosis to keep it hidden.

~ I am resolutely Feminine of mind and heart and because of this Wisdom continues to fill my bones and my cells, they literally speak to me, give me information, knowledge, insights into various things, from the workings of the cosmos, to an individuals needs. I never guess. I never speak what I do not know. Though I am ever searching for more truth and filled with query. The 'male' side of me is also in full capacity, simplistic in its essence, being primarily of logic, reason, step-by-step mechanistic thinking or scientific thinking for which I am grateful as these are basic tools which I keep and use always. However, they do not run my consciousness and this is why I have a greatly augmented knowledge base as I do not limit myself to its 4% box of popular theories nor have I allowed them to make the left brain my only reference for 'learning' as they tried to do to me in school. This is intellectual and Spiritual castration. By the time I was 10 years old I understood this deeply and resolved to not only NOT let them ''mess me up or take me in'' but to watch for other methods they use on unsuspecting children to falsely teach, indoctrinate, lie to and derail. I have been vigilantly watching these things for over 40 years and their sources. I have seen alot.

~ My GOD is My Spirit which is a fractal of the Whole of the Divine Creator, Source, GOD, One God, whatever term you care to use. But my Femininity is what has given me the grandeur of what it means to be Humanely Human.

~ I live organically, am a gardener at heart, an investigative journalist and a firm believer in living in pure joy and bliss eternally. I try to grow as much of my own foods and veggies as possible using strictly non GMO heirloom seeds because I do not want to become a GMO being from eating mutated foods. I garden during the day. I eat naturally concentrating on the greens of the plant kingdom as their Mother blood of chlorophyll is what keeps my red blood cleaned and informed and connected to the Wisdom of the Green Kingdoms. I cook all my own meals, surround myself with flowers and beauty. I have given up the slave work force for living as a Being of Spirit, resolutely live in opposition to clocktime,  the matrix and the patrix (= 'patriarchal matrix' a term created by Alisa Battaglia). I think spherically, and excel at the rejection of all the patrix insanity.
I do well.

~ I am not here to impress, for ''likes'', for popularity. I have nothing to sell, I am not an author, I do not do workshops, seminars nor am I on FB or any other media. I keep it simple. I neither care what anyone thinks nor should anyone care what I think. I am here for sharing, a service for those ''sensitives'' on this planet.

I may add to this list as time goes on (which I have done a few times already :D)

There is alot more I can share here, but I will stop for now.

Since I have recently experienced in a short time several huge changes for ''no apparent reason'', I must backtrack a bit here and begin with my Miracle Healing of March 21, 2015 which will be my next post.



I hope to hear from you soon.