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Wednesday, August 26, 2015

How To Know If You're An Empath 30 Traits

I hope it is ok to reblog this one, but it is a good one.

30 traits of an Empath (How to know if you’re an Empath)

By: Christel Broederlow

What is an empath?

Being an empath is when you are affected by other people’s energies, and have an innate ability to intuitively feel and perceive others.  Your life is unconsciously influenced by others’ desires, wishes, thoughts, and moods.  Being an empath is much more than being highly sensitive and it’s not just limited to emotions.  Empaths can perceive physical sensitivities and spiritual urges, as well as just knowing the motivations and intentions of other people.  You either are an empath or you aren’t.  It’s not a trait that is learned.  You are always open, so to speak, to process other people’s feelings and energy, which means that you really feel, and in many cases take on the emotions of others.  Many empaths experience things like chronic fatigue, environmental sensitivities, or unexplained aches and pains daily.  These are all things that are more likely to be contributed to outside influences and not so much yourself at all.  Essentially you are walking around in this world with all of the accumulated karma, emotions, and energy from others.

Empaths are often quiet achievers. They can take a while to handle a compliment for they’re more inclined to point out another’s positive attributes. They are highly expressive in all areas of emotional connection, and talk openly, and, at times quite frankly. They may have few problems talking about their feelings if another cares to listen (regardless of how much they listen to others).

However, they can be the exact opposite: reclusive and apparently unresponsive at the best of times. They may even appear ignorant. Some are very good at “blocking out” others and that’s not always a bad thing, at least for the learning empath struggling with a barrage of emotions from others, as well as their own feelings.

Empaths have a tendency to openly feel what is outside of them more so than what is inside of them. This can cause empaths to ignore their own needs. In general an empath is non-violent, non-aggressive and leans more towards being the peacemaker. Any area filled with disharmony creates an uncomfortable feeling in an empath. If they find themselves in the middle of a confrontation, they will endeavor to settle the situation as quickly as possible, if not avoid it all together. If any harsh words are expressed in defending themselves, they will likely resent their lack of self-control, and have a preference to peacefully resolve the problem quickly.

Empaths are more inclined to pick up another’s feelings and project it back without realizing its origin in the first place. Talking things out is a major factor in releasing emotions in the learning empath. Empaths can develop an even stronger degree of understanding so that they can find peace in most situations. The downside is that empaths may bottle up emotions and build barriers sky-high so as to not let others know of their innermost thoughts and/or feelings. This withholding of emotional expression can be a direct result of a traumatic experience, an expressionless upbringing, or simply being told as a child, “Children are meant to be seen and not heard!”

Without a doubt, this emotional withholding can be detrimental to one’s health, for the longer one’s thoughts and/or emotions aren’t released, the more power they build. The thoughts and/or emotions can eventually becoming explosive, if not crippling. The need to express oneself honestly is a form of healing and a choice open to all. To not do so can result in a breakdown of the person and result in mental/emotional instability or the creation of a physical ailment, illness or disease.

Empaths are sensitive to TV, videos, movies, news and broadcasts. Violence or emotional dramas depicting shocking scenes of physical or emotional pain inflicted on adults, children or animals can bring an empath easily to tears. At times, they may feel physically ill or choke back the tears. Some empaths will struggle to comprehend any such cruelty, and may have grave difficulty in expressing themselves in the face of another’s ignorance, closed-mindedness and obvious lack of compassion. They simply cannot justify the suffering they feel and see.

You will find empaths working with people, animals or nature with a true passion and dedication to help them. They are often tireless teachers and/or caretakers for our environment and all within it. Many volunteers are empathic and give up personal time to help others without pay and/or recognition.

Empaths may be excellent storytellers due to an endless imagination, inquisitive minds and ever-expanding knowledge. They can be old romantics at heart and very gentle. They may also be the “keepers” of ancestral knowledge and family history. If not the obvious family historians, they may be the ones who listen to the stories passed down and possess the majority of the family history. Not surprisingly, they may have started or possess a family tree.

They have a broad interest in music to suit their many expressive temperaments, and others can query how empaths can listen to one style of music, and within minutes, change to something entirely different. Lyrics within a song can have adverse, powerful effects on empaths, especially if it is relevant to a recent experience. In these moments, it is advisable for empaths to listen to music without lyrics, to avoid playing havoc with their emotions!

They are just as expressive with body language as with words, thoughts, and feelings. Their creativity is often expressed through dance, acting, and bodily movements. Empaths can project an incredible amount of energy portraying and/or releasing emotion. Empaths can become lost in the music, to the point of being in a trance-like state; they become one with the music through the expression of their physical bodies. They describe this feeling as a time when all else around them is almost non-existent.

People of all walks of life and animals are attracted to the warmth and genuine compassion of empaths. Regardless of whether others are aware of one being empathic, people are drawn to them as a metal object is to a magnet!

Even complete strangers find it easy to talk to empaths about the most personal things, and before they know it, they have poured out their hearts and souls without intending to do so consciously. It is as though on a sub-conscious level that person knows instinctively that empaths would listen with compassionate understanding. Then again, for empaths, it is always nice to actually be heard themselves!

Here are the listeners of life. They can be outgoing, bubbly, enthusiastic and a joy to be in the presence of, as well as highly humorous at the most unusual moments! On the flip side, empaths can be weighted with mood swings that will have others around them want to jump overboard and abandon ship! The thoughts and feelings empaths receive from any and all in their life can be so overwhelming (if not understood) that their moods can fluctuate with lightning speed. One moment they may be delightfully happy and with a flick of the switch, miserable.

Abandoning an empath in the throes of alternating moods can create detrimental effects. A simple return of empathic love–listening and caring compassionately without bias, judgment and/or condemnation–can go an incredibly long way to an empath’s instant recovery. Many empaths don’t understand what is occurring within them. They literally have no idea that another person’s emotions are now felt, as one’s own and reflected outwardly. They are confused as to how one moment all was well, and then the next, they feel so depressed, alone, etc. The need to understand the possibilities of empath connection is a vital part of the empaths journey for themselves and for those around them.
Empaths are often problem solvers, thinkers, and studiers of many things. As far as empaths are concerned, where a problem is, so too is the answer. They often will search until they find one – if only for peace of mind. This can certainly prove beneficial for others in their relationships, in the workplace, or on the home front. Where there is a will, there is a way and the empath will find it. The empath can literally (likely without the knowledge of what’s actually occurring) tap into Universal Knowledge and be receptive to guidance in solving anything they put their head and hearts into.
Empaths often are vivid and/or lucid dreamers. They can dream in detail and are inquisitive of dream content. Often they feel as though the dreams are linked to their physical life somehow, and not just a mumble of nonsensical, irrelevant, meaningless images. This curiosity will lead many empathic dreamers to unravel some of the “mysterious” dream contents from an early age and connect the interpretation to its relevance in their physical life. If not, they may be led to dream interpretations through other means.

Empaths are daydreamers with difficulty keeping focused on the mundane. If life isn’t stimulating, off an empath will go into a detached state of mind. They will go somewhere, anywhere, in a thought that appears detached from the physical reality, yet is alive and active for they really are off and away. If a tutor is lecturing with little to no emotional input, empaths will not be receptive to such teaching and can (unintentionally) drift into a state of daydreaming.

Give the empath student the tutor who speaks with stimuli and emotion (through actual experience of any given subject) and the empath is receptively alert. Empaths are a captivated audience. This same principle applies in acting. An actor will either captivate the audience through expressing (in all aspects) emotions (as though they really did experience the role they are portraying) or will loose them entirely. Empaths make outstanding actors.

Empaths frequently experience déjà vu and synchronicities. What may initially start as, “Oh, what a coincidence”, will lead to the understanding of synchronicities as an aspect of who they are. These synchronicities will become a welcomed and continually expanding occurrence. As an understanding of self grows, the synchronicities become more fluent and free flowing. The synchronicities can promote a feeling of euphoria as empaths identify with them and appreciate the connection to their empathic nature.

Empaths are most likely to have had varying paranormal experiences throughout their lives. NDE’s (Near death experiences) and or OBE’s (Out of body experiences) can catapult an unaware empath into the awakening period and provide the momentum for a journey of discovery. Those who get caught up in life, in society’s often dictating ways, in work etc., can become lost in a mechanical way of living that provides very little meaning. All “signs of guidance” are ignored to shift out of this state of “doing”. A path to being whole again becomes evident and a search for more meaning in one’s life begins.

These types of experiences appear dramatic, can be life-altering indeed, and are most assuredly just as intensely memorable in years to come. They are the voice of guidance encouraging us to pursue our journey in awareness. Sometimes, some of us require that extra assistance!
For some empaths, the lack of outside understanding towards paranormal events they experience, may lead to suppressing such abilities. (Most of these abilities are very natural and not a coincidence.) Empaths may unknowingly adopt the positive or negative attitude of others as their own. (This, however, can be overcome.) Empaths may need to follow interests in the paranormal and the unexplained with curiosity so as to explain and accept their life circumstances.

Here are 30 of the most common traits:

1. Knowing: Empaths just know stuff, without being told. It’s a knowing that goes way beyond intuition or gut feelings, even though that is how many would describe the knowing. The more attuned they are the stronger this gift becomes.

2. Being in public places can be overwhelming: Places like shopping malls, supermarkets or stadiums where there are lots of people around can fill the empath with turbulently vexed emotions that are coming from others.

3. Feeling others emotions and taking them on as your own: This is a huge one for empaths. To some they will feel emotions off those near by and with others they will feel emotions from those a vast distance away, or both. The more adept empath will know if someone is having bad thoughts about them, even from great distance.

4. Watching violence, cruelty or tragedy on the TV is unbearable: The more attuned an empath becomes the worse it is and may make it so they eventually have to stop watching TV and reading newspapers altogether.

5. You know when someone is not being honest: If a friend or a loved one is telling you lies you know it (although many empaths try not to focus on this because knowing a loved one is lying can be painful). Or if someone is saying one thing but feeling/thinking another, you know.
6. Picking up physical symptoms off another: An empath will almost always develop the ailments off another (colds, eye infections, body aches and pains) especially those they’re closest to, somewhat like sympathy pains.

7. Digestive disorders and lower back problems: The solar plexus chakra is based in the centre of the abdomen and it’s known as the seat of emotions. This is where empaths feel the incoming emotion of another, which can weaken the area and eventually lead to anything from stomach ulcers to IBS (too many other conditions to list here). Lower back problems can develop from being ungrounded (amongst other things) and one, who has no knowledge of them being an empath, will almost always be ungrounded.

8. Always looking out for the underdog: Anyone whose suffering, in emotional pain or being bullied draws an empath’s attention and compassion.

9. Others will want to offload their problems on you, even strangers: An empath can become a dumping ground for everyone else’s issues and problems, which, if they’re not careful can end up as their own.

10. Constant fatigue: Empaths often get drained of energy, either from energy vampires or just taking on too much from others, which even sleep will not cure. Many get diagnosed with ME.

11. Addictive personality: Alcohol, drugs, sex, are to name but a few addictions that empaths turn to, to block out the emotions of others. It is a form of self protection in order to hide from someone or something.

12. Drawn to healing, holistic therapies and all things metaphysical: Although many empaths would love to heal others they can end up turning away from being healers (even though they have a natural ability for it), after they’ve studied and qualified, because they take on too much from the one they are trying to heal. Especially if they are unaware of their empathy. Anything of a supernatural nature is of interest to empaths and they don’t surprise or get shocked easily. Even at the revelation of what many others would consider unthinkable, for example, empaths would have known the world was round when others believed it was flat.

13. Creative: From singing, dancing, acting, drawing or writing an empath will have a strong creative streak and a vivid imagination.

14. Love of nature and animals: Being outdoors in nature is a must for empaths and pets are an essential part of their life.

15. Need for solitude: An empath will go stir-crazy if they don’t get quiet time. This is even obvious in empathic children.

16. Gets bored or distracted easily if not stimulated: Work, school and home life has to be kept interesting for an empath or they switch off from it and end up daydreaming or doodling.

17. Finds it impossible to do things they don’t enjoy: As above. Feels like they are living a lie by doing so. To force an empath to do something they dislike through guilt or labelling them as idle will only serve in making them unhappy. It’s for this reason many empaths get labelled as being lazy.

18. Strives for the truth: This becomes more prevalent when an empath discovers his/her gifts and birthright. Anything untruthful feels plain wrong.

19. Always looking for the answers and knowledge: To have unanswered questions can be frustrating for an empath and they will endeavour to find an explanation. If they have a knowing about something they will look for confirmation. The downside to this is an information overload.

20. Likes adventure, freedom and travel: Empaths are free spirits.

21. Abhors clutter: It makes an empath feel weighed down and blocks the flow of energy.

22. Loves to daydream: An empath can stare into space for hours, in a world of their own and blissfully happy.

23. Finds routine, rules or control, imprisoning: Anything that takes away their freedom is debilitating to an empath even poisoning.

24. Prone to carry weight without necessarily overeating: The excess weight is a form of protection to stop the negative incoming energies having as much impact.

25. Excellent listener: An empath won’t talk about themselves much unless it’s to someone they really trust. They love to learn and know about others and genuinely care.

26. Intolerance to narcissism: Although kind and often very tolerant of others, empaths do not like to be around overly egotistical people, who put themselves first and refuse to consider another’s feelings or points of view other than their own.

27. The ability to feel the days of the week: An empath will get the ‘Friday Feeling’ if they work Fridays or not. They pick up on how the collective are feeling. The first couple of days of a long, bank holiday weekend (Easter for example) can feel, to them, like the world is smiling, calm and relaxed. Sunday evenings, Mondays and Tuesdays, of a working week, have a very heavy feeling.

28. Will not choose to buy antiques, vintage or second-hand: Anything that’s been pre-owned carries the energy of the previous owner. An empath will even prefer to have a brand new car or house (if they are in the financial situation to do so) with no residual energy.

29. Sense the energy of food: Many empaths don’t like to eat meat or poultry because they can feel the vibrations of the animal (especially if the animal suffered), even if they like the taste.

30. Can appear moody, shy, aloof, disconnected: Depending on how an empath is feeling will depend on what face they show to the world. They can be prone to mood swings and if they’ve taken on too much negative will appear quiet and unsociable, even miserable. An empath detests having to pretend to be happy when they’re sad, this only adds to their load (makes working in the service industry, when it’s service with a smile, very challenging) and can make them feel like scuttling under a stone.

If you can say yes to most or all of the above then you are most definitely an empath.
Empaths are having a particularly difficult time at the present time, picking up on all the negative emotions that are being emanated into the world from the populace.

reblogged from http://themindunleashed.org/2013/10/30-traits-of-empath.html

Tuesday, August 11, 2015

KALI Destroyer of Evil In New York

It has come to my attention that recently Kali The Hindu Goddess of Destruction of Ego and Evil, lit up the Empire State Building.

Other images were also lit up such as lions etc. But I want to speak of Kali and negate any ''dark'' messages here about who she is especially that Kali may require sacrifices which is utter nonsense.


We are in a battle. It is of a Spiritual Nature. It requires Spirit Warriors. There comes a time when peace and love equates to resignation to those who are out for the kill. There comes a time when the Good Fight must be fought. Some say we cannot become the fighter to fight. Some say we must accept all that is. Some say we must rise up and defend, protect and fight for our lives and loves.

I looked into this to see if this Goddess of the Hindu tradition was understood as to HER purpose or was she demonized as the demon...and it was someone who understood that Kali was the Destroyer of Evil and I take this as an invoking, and a message to those who are the evil forces.

Artist Android Jones designed the fierce portrait of Kali, who is the Goddess of Time, Change, Power and Destruction, to make the point that Mother Nature now more than ever needs a fierce avatar to fight the dangers of pollution and extinction.It was the last, most captivating artwork in the exhibition by filmmaker Louie Psihoyos called Projecting Change, which projected pictures of endangered creatures onto the NYC skyline with San Francisco based Obscura Digital. It was meant to spark awareness of massive wildlife extinction, and to draw attention to the alarming rate at which species are dying. The show ended with a representation of Kali - the goddess of darkness - imploring people world over to fight the darkness and to take up conservation. ~end.

It is portentous. :-)

Typical of the fragmented way of "informants" who give out distorted or partial ''info'', their description of Kali is cut short by what I can only imagine is an autistic distortion by saying merely that Kali is a Goddess of Destruction. Period. What they left out is that She is the Goddess of Destruction of Evil and Ego and Demonics, the Goddess who is the only one capable of destroying unleashed demonics who are out of control.

Another common error is in relating Goddess Kali with the Kali-Yuga time period. These two are utterly unrelated. Whist I abhor demonization of women because ''they wear necklaces of gold'' or are ''choosing their own 'lords' for marriage''...and my favorite ''being sharp of speech and fond of weeping''....yes these are described as some of the ''evils'' of the Kali-Yuga, there are still real and visible truths to what some of it describes as our times now:

The Kali-Yuga briefly summarized here, it is a long epistle, so I will only post its essence:

O Pandava, the Brahmanas (Brahmins) and Kshatriyas and Vaisyas and Sudras, (in the Kali age) will practise morality and virtue deceitfully and men in general will deceive their fellows by spreading the net of virtue. And men with false reputation of learning will, by their acts, cause Truth to be contracted and concealed. And in consequence of the shortness of their lives, they will not be able to acquire much knowledge. And in consequence of the littleness of their knowledge, they will have no wisdom. And for this, covetousness and avarice will overwhelm them all. And wedded to avarice and wrath and ignorance and lust, men will entertain animosities towards one another, desiring to take one another’s lives.

These kings, O Parikshit, who will all be contemporaries, will be no better than Mlecchas (in their course of conduct) and will be given over to unrighteousness and mendacity, illiberal and furious ways. They will kill women, children, Brahmins and cows. They will covet other people’s wives and other people’s wealth. They will experience vicissitudes of fortune in quick succession and will be poor of strength and courage and will be short lived (too). They will cease to perform purificatory rites, will be devoid of righteous actions.~end.

Who is Kali?
She is the Fearful (to demonics) Goddess with the Heart of Mother.

Western thinkers have attempted poorly to listen to Eastern people explain who Kali is, and with sophomoric mentality have added and subtracted some attributes to this Eastern Deity erroneously notorious as they are for misunderstanding the complexities of ancient cultures which utilize both corporeal and non-corporeal as reality. It takes spherical thinking to understand the East as well as requiring a genetic Ancient Sense of Place and Space to guide this thinking. The History that is in ones genes and DNA will help inform the thinker. So Westerners especially males will be too deficient to comprehend Eastern Cosmology, and most especially Goddess Power and Tradition.

I will not post here the written errors of gross thinking but only the essence of Kali's true nature.

From Various Sources:


Kali’s Birth
There are several traditions of how Kali came into existence. One version relates when the warrior goddess Durga, who had ten arms each carrying a weapon and who rode a lion or tiger in battle, fought with Mahishasura (or Mahisa), the buffalo demon. Durga became so enraged that her anger burst from her forehead in the form of Kali. Once born, the black goddess went wild and ate all the demons she came across, stringing their heads on a chain which she wore around her neck. It seemed impossible to calm Kali’s bloody attacks, which now extended to any wrongdoers, and both people and gods were at a loss what to do. Fortunately, the mighty Shiva stopped Kali’s destructive rampage by lying down in her path, and when the goddess realized just who she was standing on, she finally calmed down. From this story is explained Kali’s association with battlegrounds and areas where cremation is carried out.

In another version of the goddess’ birth, Kali appeared when Parvati shed her dark skin which then became Kali, hence one of her names is Kaushika (the Sheath), whilst Parvati is left as Gauri (the Fair One). This story emphasizes Kali’s blackness which is symbolic of eternal darkness and which has the potential to both destroy and create.

In a third version, men and gods were being terrorized by Daruka who could only be killed by a woman, and Parvati was asked by the gods to deal with the troublesome demon. She responded by jumping down Shiva’s throat. This was because many years previously Shiva had swallowed halahala, the poison which had risen from the churning of the ocean during the creation and which had threatened to pollute the world. By combining with the poison still held in Shiva’s throat, Parvati was transformed into Kali. Leaping from Shiva’s throat in her new guise, Kali swiftly dispatched Daruka and all was well with the world once more.

Finally, in yet another version of Kali’s birth, there is the story of the terrible demon Raktabija (Blood-seed). This demon was, like most demons, causing a great deal of trouble with people and gods alike but even worse was his ability to produce more demons every time a drop of his blood spilt to the ground. Therefore, each time Raktabija was attacked, the only result was more demons to deal with. The gods decided to work together and combine all of their shakti or divine energy and produce one super being that could destroy Raktabija; the result was Kali (in another version only Durga produces Kali). Given all the divine weapons of the gods, Kali swiftly sought out Raktabija and his demons and proceeded to swallow them all whole so as not to spill anymore blood in the process. Raktabija himself was killed when Kali lopped off his head with a sword and then drank all of his blood, making sure none fell to the ground and thereby ensuring no more demons could menace the world.

Another famous story involving Kali is her escapade with a band of thieves. The thieves wanted to make a human sacrifice to Kali, and unwisely chose a Brahmin monk as a likely victim. Dragging him to the nearest temple, the thieves prepared to make the sacrifice in front of the statue of Kali when suddenly the statue came to life. Outraged at the thieves' plan to kill a monk, the goddess took swift revenge and decapitated the whole gang, even tossing their heads about for fun, whilst naturally the Brahmin escaped to continue his life of scholarly reflection. ~end.

From this site http://www.hindunet.org/alt_hindu/1995_Jan/msg00112.html :

The gods and the titans engaged in a great battle. There was one particular titan who was too powerful for the lesser gods to defeat. Durga, the Warrior/Mother goddess, was then called upon for aid. She arrived in splendour, riding a lion into battle, Her ten arms each bearing a magical weapon, Her ten faces each displaying a serene calm. She became the center of a cyclonic force of destruction. Durga wounded the asura king (who was Her main opponent and the hub of his army). From his wounds the blood flowed to the ground, yet where each drop touched the soil a 'clone' of him appeared. The more quickly and fiercely She attacked, the faster his reproduction took place. In the heat of Her frenzy, Durga called forth Her most powerful (and gruesome) aspect. From Her brow emanated Kali, the Destroyer. Kali was as black as the night, draped in a tiger's skin, was wearing a necklace of skulls, a skirt of severed hands, and had a gaunt, ghoulish countenance. She was the very essence of wrath. With the fierce passion of a mad mother protecting Her children, She began to eat the asura army. Kali's intense hunger and lust for blood were the necessary elements for victory. She gobbled up the new forms of the asura king, slurped up the blood escaping from his wounds, finally devouring him whole. The army, defeated and demoralized, quickly dispersed and peace was again restored to the realm of the gods. In many ways the asuras were the manifestation of malevolent masculine energies. They are most often depicted in male form and almost always as feral, animal-like beings. They are the brutish, coercive aspects of the Cosmos. In this story Kali is a savioress despite the gruesomeness of Her appearance. She enters as the Queen of Battle in order to quench the demon-fire that ravages the heavens (and by fallout, our world). Her main strengths are Her passion and Her ability to take others into Herself: to consume. This is an important point. Kali is the powerful, hungry feminine. The consumption of the masculine is therefore necessary and transformative. ~end

In the tradition of those who understand Kali and the necessity of HER birth into existence, we can see that Her benevolence and fierce destruction of evil and ego is very needed right now.

I hope this is a warning that has been well noted.

Serena, Lady of the Woods

Sunday, August 9, 2015

We Do NOT Need "Lessons", Only Love

Hello Beautiful People,

A concept has come into mind about ''lessons'' and I wanted to speak on this. I am no teacher nor am I promulgating, just sharing my thoughts and perspective. I invite others to add to this.

Many people say.....you know....''those people''.....whoever they are......that we are here on this planet to learn lessons. I wonder what they are talking about. I have had a hard time trying to understand this for decades. I have listened and read tons of materials from all kinds of beings, people who read and repeat....people who channel ''info'' from so called ''higher realms'', to some concepts which are touted in religions....that Earth is merely a school and humans here to learn lessons. I have tried to understand just what these lessons are. Some say, we need to learn how to love. Long pause here.....really?! Does this mean when we were born we did not know love? We had to ''learn" it?
Already I have a hard time understanding this.
Often I have realized that the reason I have such a hard time ''understanding'' some concepts is they just do not compute. They make no sense, and try as I might I don't get it. I must put myself in their stance and try to feel it out.
When I was born, I do not remember, but by the time I was 4 or 5 I clearly remember feeling tons of love, my heart was all there was. My Mother was a loving woman who loved her children fiercely and I loved that about her. I have an older sister and I loved her. When my mother had another child a year after me, I loved her too. I do not see how I learned this, I know it was already within me and Love was there was for us all.

My mother also loved animals and we had birds, cats, dogs, turtles, chickens even, and we loved them too. I didn't learn this, none of us did. We took care of them, fed them and enjoyed their antics and behaviors. We laughed joyfully at birds chirping and flying, and we laughed affectionately at baby chicks running in a line one after the other and sliding clumsily on the slippery waxed floors. We loved them and how they acted. We loved their beauty. We treated them gently, softly, careful not to hurt them. The dogs loving us as we loved them. Cats purring. Birds singing. Love was natural.....from the beginning. We did not learn this. Love was what we were/are.


This love did not need to learn anything. Love knows what to do. It is language-less and natural. It comes with the hearts we are all born with. It is alive and possesses an intelligencia that knows no bounds. I love that aspect of love, that it doesn't need language, nor learning, it is simply always there and all knowing and that I act from it, that love feels me, touches me, informs me, and it is good. For all.
It is beautiful to watch and observe like when my mother would try to chirp to the birds and they chirped back to her in response. Or when the dogs would lay their ears back softly and offer up their heads to be petted as they furiously wagged their tails in joy. It was beautiful to experience lying next to furry animals who were well fed and peaceful and who kept us company as we moved about the home. There was no language between the various species of human and animals, but Love. It was understood by us all, unspoken, but understood, expressed through feelings and returned a thousand times over. Eternity is not long enough to experience this.
There was no way that anything hurtful could ever be done to those animals, nor to us, by anyone of us. There was love and love was all caring and beautiful, wise, nurturing, joyful and life affirming.
Love possesses All there is to know.
Why do people think this needs to be learned?

There is love....and there is everything else.

What else do people think needs to be learned? Once you have love, there is nothing else that needs to be learned to my knowing. Does one need to ''learn'' not to kill? Does one need to learn that hurting, raping or killing another is wrong? Does one need to learn how to live? Does one need to learn...whatever...''they'' say we are here to learn once you have love in your heart?
I do not believe that. I do not understand it. Nor is it my experience, nor do I witness this need for learning in those who possess love whether human or animal.

Love possesses everything we need. What else is there to learn ? Someone please tell me.

Love is supremely expressed through feelings and heart regardless of species, language, culture or wherever you are born on this planet. Love is the same. If one is mute, they can still possess love. If one is blind they can still possess love. If one is a physical vegetable they can still possess love. If one is a dog, cat, animal or tree, there is love.

So where does this idea of needing lessons comes from? Who is it that needs to learn?

I think there are some people on this planet who do not possess this intrinsically Godly aspect called ''love'', and that these people are not really people, or humans, they look human but are not. We know now about clones. We know that spiritual possession is real, and that the soul of a person can be hijacked, broken, replaced and all kinds of things and Spirits can control a person, sometimes multiple Spirits. Those people often are deficient and this deficiency expresses itself in violence and all kinds of psycho ailments and are acted out as they hurt other people either physically, or needing to control and dominate others, to emotional manipulations. These ones may need to learn things because they are not in possession of Love as is natural and inherent within real humane beings. However, when one is deficient in love and needs to learn things, this is backwards and upside down, working from the bottom up since learning without love is a painfully long process. It is inverted here on Earth. Whereas Love contains within it all that is needed. I think the idea of needing to learn lessons comes from artificial intelligence/A.I. or heart deficient beings either by simply being deficient or possessed by spirits or souls who do not possess love.....which makes one ruled by mind, and who can and do take over some people. Maybe these ones need to learn lessons but many of them are simply sick with deep psychosis some call psychopathy and are incapable of learning. Literally. Or, they are trying to learn what is this thing which organic humans with heart have called Love which is the ineffable presence of the Divine. Maybe both are happening......those who are totally lacking and those who are trying to learn.

Some who do not possess love are capable of doing terrible things. Others with heart and who know these behaviors as being ''off'' wonder about those who do terrible things, and tend to conjure up all kinds of reasons and excuses for them. Some say, they have to learn how not to do those things. Sorry, anyone who has to learn not to hurt others is born deficient, hence dangerous to themselves and others. If I didn't have to learn 'not to hurt' others, then what is the difference in us?
Some say they do terrible things because it was done to them and so they become what was done to them. Really?
I have had terrible things done to me, like many attempts on my life by men with guns etc. However I could never, ever do that to another, neither for ''experience'' nor in retaliation. I do not need to experience this to know never to do this. That kind of thinking already comes from a hijacked mind. A knowing and loving heart knows already that to hurt another is UnGodly, and could never. Even when terrible things happen to them they could never turn around and do them to others, especially when they experience the pain and suffering, they know this so deeply it is anathema to even think for a second they could do this to another. These ones often become the protectors for those who have been hurt and their voice of defense. But never do they turn around and become what has been done to them. Never.
Some say that psychopaths have a brain dysfunction which allows them to do terrible things. That their frontal lobe is completely absent or disabled so they have no remorse nor sense of right or wrong. If this is true then why when we leave our bodies at night when we sleep and do not use the brain, are still aware of what is hurtful, right or wrong and that even during astral travels many report the experience of knowing what is good or evil, right or wrong? This knowledge obviously doesn't use the brain. This knowledge of morals is part of Love and Love knows......physical body or no physical body.

So what are these lessons?
I knew by the age of 4 or 5 years old, that this planet was not a place I wanted to be and began demanding at that age to be taken back to my ''real home and real family''. I knew that I could never listen to these crazy people nor do what they do. That was not even a thought. It was more what I felt was that I would not ''take in'' to my mind/heart/body what was happening here, that I would remain "my self" and live from "my self". I now have the vocabulary to express what I felt at that tender young age knowing enough from what I'd already seen of this planet and its peoples that I would follow only my own consciousness which already knew what I needed, already possessed what I needed and all I possessed was more than what I was seeing around me. To keep myself protected from the insanity around me I vowed to only follow what I knew. This is called I'm told, the level of consciousness. Apparently when I was a child I knew to live from my own level. I'm glad I did.

I lived that and watched as I grew older and all I knew was confirmed over and over as the years and decades went by. Something was terribly wrong here. How do these people do what they do?!?
I already knew love and love is incapable of insanity or the ability to hurt others. Respect for others is built in to love, even dogs know this. With a dog who is large for example, who is introduced to a new born baby, the dog will sniff around the baby aware of its size and is careful not to overpower the baby and be gentle with it. Dogs know this. They know to respect those who are sleeping. I had a german shepard who though he had to go out to do his thing was intense, waited until I opened my eyes before letting me know. Such a respect was given to me even at his own discomfort that tugged at my heart. Dogs know this. Cats know this. Love knows respectful boundaries and cares about them regardless of species. How do so many humans not possess this?

What is it that we need to learn?
Who is it that does not possess what is natural to humane beings and who do terrible things to other life forms of all kinds? Does love do these things? I would say emphatically NO.
Not the humane beings. There is something else at work, and it is a creature lacking Love.


The heart is the true essence of Godly beings, and we live through this. The heart is where we live from and think from, if we are smart. The mind has been taken over, some say the archons have given us their mind and I see this evident throughout human history.....that those who make the mind their ruler becomes beastly in a way that the animal kingdoms could never stoop to.

In fact, what is ''learned'' on Earth here I would say, is everything not to do. Love does not come here to learn, I do not know why love comes here, maybe love comes to soothe the unlearned or to be an example. Here all love learns is what is not love.....in every expression one can imagine.

Love is who we are in essence. But what of those who are not? Who are those who do not love and hurt others? How is this possible? Only the absence of love and the presence of something evil seeks to destroy, hurt or annihilate. But those who do this, cannot learn of love by hurting others. They cannot learn love by being imprisoned for their crimes. Those who rape and kill people and animals, and destroy forests, manipulate others Spirits, megalomanics needing to control other people cannot learn love......they are void of it and this is what allows them to do what they do in the first place. Are they redeemable? Maybe if they experience remorse and desire to correct themselves, maybe. But statistics, increasing psychos and overloaded prisons show this sickness is on the increase and those labeled psychopaths have no remorse, nor any sense of right or wrong like even animals do. Their frontal lobes are dead, they say. They are more like a cancer that destroys life and all that is beautiful. They say it has to do with the brain, or chemicals, etc, but even when in spirit, they do terrible things....not using the physical bodies brain, in spirit they are still destructive. It is a lack of love of that spirit, whether in body or not.....that torments others. It is a cancer.....whether they are physical or not. So has nothing to do with the body or being physical.


Love doesn't act this way, it is incapable. Life on Earth is infected with those incapable of learning love. The human cannot grasp what is not inherent within them and so does not realize this infection is causing untold sickness and is unteachable. We continue to seek to make excuses for these ones inventing reasons based on human thinking which is not capable of understanding where these unloving beings are derived from. There is simply a force that is against love. I do not know what to make of these. But their existence is undeniable.

I do not believe Love is something we learn. It is something we either possess or do not.

I think, we need to rethink what is Love is, what is Spirit and what is Soul....what is actually our essence and what are those who do not possess love, why and how. Is love learned? I do not think so. Though I do believe there are beings who try to mimic it. And this is where untold suffering derives.
I believe it is our natural essence, the original aspect of GOD/Source Beings whose throne is the Heart, the ruler of true HumanKind.

What about the soul?  I used to think the soul was the aspect of our humanity that was eternal, the part of GOD/Source that we were all born with, but I am seeing how traumatized souls can fragment off and fly away, leaving a person damaged, and that souls are recycled back into another life repeatedly reliving past life traumas. Why? This is a diabolical level of control. It is programming and those who installed this ''soul'' are demonics. I used to love saying things like, "ohhh....I feel this deep in my soul". But now, learning about how everything, everything is not what we have been led to think or believe, it takes a sleuth to figure out bits of truth. What I'm learning about ''soul'' I do not like at all. Soul runs deep and throughout the lifeline of the immortal Spirit and is controllable and programmable. Anything of True Source is uncorruptible, I feel, and anything that is controlled by others is not of True Source.

The Spirit I felt was like the personality of an individual which is what makes us all unique and different, preferring one color over another and being either lively or demure, or amiable or obnoxious, etc. Some say, the Spirit is the true aspect of GOD/Source. The part that lives forever. I am going with this now. I think the Spirit is a nebulous thing we can play with, keeping it nurtured with love and playful. If it is the eternal aspect which leaves our bodies after death, it is of Source. I think the Spirit is an innocent thing, doesn't need soul, but does need Heart. It is the innocence of the Spirit which remains undamaged after life, which keeps life ever interesting, exciting and wonderful even through eternity. Anyone who says ''being always good is boring'', has obviously never experienced it.

After much research and reading, the soul seems to be an aspect of us that was ''given'' to us to function as a software that is programmable by whoever or whatever species installed it.....based on shamanic soul retrieval work, the aspect of those E.T.'s who say they can remove one soul and implant it into another body, and those who lose fragments of their soul which continues to relive their experiences repeatedly just like programs on repeat. It is manipulable. I do think now the soul may be a software which may soon become obsolete. What a concept. This disengagement may relieve us of all that is manipulable. We do not need programming, or repeated lives or traumas following us lifetime after lifetime. We do not need mind wipes, recycling or reincarnation, or having our ''souls'' fragmented for who knows how long, lost, hiding, making us fractured and reliving terrible things over and over until a healer reintegrates our soul. Look at repeat offenders who often say, "I don't know why I keep doing this, a voice keeps telling me what to do." They are not learning, they are repeat criminals and traumatizers.....what does that serve?

I think the mind (not brain) is also an ''installation'' like Don Juan says about the archons who ''gave us their minds''. Just look at how much trouble we get into being overly mental via ''information'' which is ephemeral and changes constantly as opposed to wisdom and knowledge which is interminable. Minds can be and are tormented by matrix antics and spirits who can telepathically interface this mind and manipulate us. Look at mind control programs. Why would Love give us a mind that is vulnerable to its enemy? They can't do this through the Heart, only the mind. They can do this through the soul too. And if we bypass the mind and live from the Heart and act out of love we can step away a bit from the matrix paradigms imposed upon this planet.
We always need to detox from too much mind. Who needs to ever detox from too much Spirit? or from too much Love?


I think the soul does need reintegration, healing, and clearing and possibly extraction eventually. I think the mind needs to be silenced and that we need to take that bull by horns and take it into our own control via Spirit. I can imagine living without mind but with Spirit and Heart only. This thought feels unlimited to me. The Heart speaks to me all the time, via feelings and yet its silence is golden.
We are interesting creations. We have an archontic mind which takes over the gentle Heart in negative ways, and a soul which repeats traumas and takes over the Will of Spirit in negative ways. Both are bullies. I say we've been tampered with.

Our bodies have, I feel, have three aspects of true intelligence found in the Heart where Love guides our behaviors to live in beauteous ways with others, the abdomen where WILL resides which is the Spirits ability to Create along with prana which is regenerated there, and the brain which informs our bodies through interfacing and can perform miraculous healing and rejuvenating abilities, possibly allowing us to live youthfully for long periods of time and inter-dimensionally, if our bodies, genetics, DNA etc were not tampered with. Still now many can perform miracles in bodies. I think with restored and cleared genetics, and DNA which is ''online'' and which I also believe allows us to live and experience consciously inter-dimensionally, from traveling through cosmos to being physically any type of corporeal being we choose, from a dense being as we are now to light beings.

This leaves us with that which is in our best interest.....the Heart which seems to be the one thing that doesn't seem to be ''programmable'' and the playful Innocence of Spirit. I believe the Heart is full of intelligence and informs us well, even for eternity. It can be hurt, but never destroyed. It can be broken but can heal. It can be forgotten but never lost. Maybe between the Heart and our Spirits and fully online DNA active physical beings......we can live all that is needed, uncorruptible and eternal.

Serena, Lady of the Woods

Wednesday, August 5, 2015

Energetics: Frequency Wars and Attacks *updated

Hello People,

today, though I have been personally discombobulated with personal things for over a month now, I have to make this quick energetic post to comment about what I am sensing with about 98% conviction that there are frequency attacks being done to people on a hitherto unknown scale.
I have gone through the normal psychological checkpoints for personal discord, but have done those and this is external based. There is a distinct inorganic technology being used. It is the same type of thing I feel when I put a cellphone to my head, which I do not own and never will.....but magnified many times over.

I am feeling and seeing myself, some symptoms that can only be attributed to either electron, scalar, radiation or whatever, because this is precisely what it feels like. I have experienced dizziness, which I never do, odd waves of nausea and I never ever get nauseous.....and recently energetic attacks that begin in he middle of the night causing anxiety, when I had gone to bed feeling well, in good humor and even peaceful.....to wake up with mysterious anxst, a general allergy to the outdoor light, which though I do love the sun, on these days is way too much......also heightened sensitivity to any noise at all from the air conditioner to even voices or any sounds at all.....just a sensitivity that is too great for anything, when normally I can tolerate the common everyday sounds, including soft music.

The unusual waves of nausea and dizziness are particularly telling as I never get that way, ever. Also the torture of any sounds means frequencies are being broadcast at such high levels, any sounds become greatly abnormally exacerbated and intolerable. This is not normal every day stuff, this is the dark lords turning up the volume to their technologies. At the same time I see others who seem agitated but who do not know what to make of it, and usually will think it is their own usual vicissitudes and thinking they are just having a ''bad day''......it is not, the negative frequencies have been amped up, literally like a volume turned up.

I feel the air around me as way too staticky and it is tangible. Every sound in the outer world is magnified many times over. The people I am speaking with are experiencing every ailment and complaining about ''not doing well''.....so all their health weaknesses either physical or mental or emotional are being severely compounded. Being the canary I feel this more acutely than others as it doesn't feel like normal body stuff.

I have other indications of this of a bizarre nature which I will not go into but which fits perfectly with the technology frequencies being turned up and then down. I feel these acutely in all of my body systems as clear as day and night but as of now, for no reason of my own doing, my state of today completely did a 180.....with nothing I did, and this was reflected also in the sudden "quiet" of the neighborhood at the same time which was picked up by my housemate, so it wasn't just me.

I have more to add to this and will do so later. I just wanted to give people a heads up as to what is going on. I decided to report this at this moment because of the sudden and complete reversal of all this attack, exactly as if a switch was turned off, and I am totally back to normal, and the housemate also saw it as clear as black and white on his own. This in the past half hour alone around 4:30 pm on Wednesday. This total ''switch off'' has happened many times the past months.

Will be back to update.

*next day update: I have contacted someone who is a very tuned in woman, and when I mentioned the volume up and sudden ''switch off'' she said that is exactly how she is experiencing this, like a switch. She says "everyone is losing their shit". I am thinking these are other people who are appropriately sensitive to the unnatural frequencies and who are responding to them as organic beings do. I am also thinking that those who do not are indicators of their already being more transmutated by technologies possibly nano-robotics and who are now more tuned to inorganic than organic. This would make it clear who is responsive and who is not, possibly a ''sussing'' mechanism, who is resistant and why. Nothing is too far fetched. In fact I'm very ignorant of all that is being done.
I have another indicator that is in my body that I am watching. It is the oddest thing, and I don't know what to make of it. It also seems to be doing a 'switch on' and 'off' and various ''volumes'' in between, having a tendency to ''switch off'' between 10-11pm. I will report on that later when I am totally convinced all other internal/personal monkey wrenches are not the cause.

This 'could' also be energetic ''waves'' of various natures too.

Serena, Lady of the Woods

Monday, August 3, 2015

What Your Frequency or Vibration Is and Is Not

There is alot of talk about ''raising your vibrations''....as if this will qualify you for higher information, ascending, connection with God, and all of that, including being impervious to negative entity attacks and ''bad luck''. Do you understand all of this? Do you understand what they are telling you?

I have alot to say about this both from seeing beautiful souls being tormented out there from living in totally sick patriarchal dead systems of all kinds, to my personal experience.
When I speak of people here, it is mostly those humanE beings, not merely human beings. There is a huge difference, and I speak to humane beings.

What happens when one is born is they are born with an already pure light and innocence which is already high vibrational. If horrid shit happens when you're a baby, then your ''vibration'' goes down with the trauma, they say! Usually traumas continue especially if you have parents who did not plan for you in love, conceive you in love and set up a life for you with proper home and natural elements for you to learn from and grow up in. All of life on earth is set up by sickness and systems designed by the male/alien mind from schooling to religions, to how cities are planned/developed, concreted over and everything regimented into corporate feeding dens of stupidifying intentions. You are simply there to feed the execratory corporate bottom line. This is also traumatizing to the Spirit and will make it sick. They may install ''parks'' but if you see the ones here they are merely trees with a few wooden borders to walk on but traffic all around. These they call ''parks''. It is supposed to be enough for your Spirit. It is not. Not for the true Spirits who are aligned with Soul and Love. We need natural landscapes unscathed by man, to live in and surrounded by. Nature feeds our Spirits.

So one is tormented from birth in many ways, then life is often set up by unseens and diabolical soul contracts we supposedly agreed to in ignorance on the "other side". Shit happens. Alot. You are told to suck it up and move on. Ignore them, send out love and light and you will be fine. But traumas get locked into your cells and though they scream for help, you do not realize how your own body energy systems work. You ignore the screams, go to school then to work. They say, Your ''vibration'' goes down. They say. You become a low vibration person because you are hurting, in pain, suffering. After years of this you get frustrated, angry (understandably), sick, are filled with pains and often disease. All of this due to energetics that were inflicted upon you and you didn't know how it works, or where it came from or how to remediate them within yourself. You get further sick. You go to doctors, but though they diagnose and prescribe, they offer no cures. Curious this, that the medical industry offers no cures for anything, but they have tons of drugs to choose from to ''treat'' your thousands of symptoms. You again are serving a patrix system devised by male minds to enslave you.
We all have Post Traumatic Stress, and are living with mild to acute Stockholm Syndrome which ''they'' are trying to blow up full on for everyone. CONSENT DENIED!
The cures of the Mother are ridiculed by the very ones who rape our natural forests, by pharmacists to find the medicinal plants they can mimic chemically and poison you with the fake version, while the natural ones that heals are made illegal, in favor of their chemicals. The Mother cries.


Natural Energy and psi abilities in people vilified. Naturally psychic women were called crazy but are now drafted and weaponized. You did not create this.

These same psi abilities prevalent in women are extorted by black governments and military to have power over you. You did not create this either.

Your drugs and medications bring you lower in ''vibration'', they say. Yes, you will feel like shit, but your essential "Vibration" remains.
Years go by. You seek and often never find relief or help. Some remedies and alternative treatments may work for some but not all. Why is that? Why is this ambiguous and complicated? How deep does this go?
So you wonder again, why the pain and suffering, and you can give in or give up, or continue to inquire even more deeply if you are determined to live free. You read or are told repeatedly your vibration is low, if you raise your vibration you will not be sick, not be hurt, you will be able to manifest anything and your life will be in your own control. You do all they tell you, for 5, 10, 20 years and still nothing really improves. Often you get worse. Why is that? They tell you again and again, your vibration is low. You meditate, walk in nature, get a dog or a cat and find love there, but your life is slipping into aging. You still seek.
You are told that the reason terrible things happen, you are raped as a baby etc, whatever the horror is, is because you were a vibrational match to it. How is a baby a vibrational match for rape?!

They tell you your life is shit because you have been vibrating at such a low level for so long you have created a life of suffering all by yourself, it is all because of you.

It turns out the people of this planet do not know they swim in a sea of energies, and entities, all of whom can see Beings of Light and they affect you, and others thoughts affect you and can create the mood of your day by their strong thoughts and emotions and we swim in this sea of unseen forces moving everything around us every moment of our lives. You are not alone in what is happening around you or with you nor did you create your life all by yourself, not by a long shot! There were many many other energies which created with you, a plethora of energies, and these are creating your life with you, some with intent and some through sheer ignorance. Those mostly in ignorance would be the people who walk around you, but those who do so with intent are mostly unseen. They have created some of your life for you.

For some, those unseens are in great numbers to deliberately take you off your course of Living in your Light because of your Light. Moths fly to a flame and if your flame is bright they will come in great numbers and they will not go away. They will cloud your Light, and you will feel this cloud. You will feel a sense of ickness or darkness around you all the time thinking it the dross of the outer world and never understand what it is or its source. You can feel your self inside and be happy to be out sporting, gardening, shopping, cooking etc, but this cloud around you remains a mystery. These ones also attract other clouds of darkness to them and to you too. More shit happens. It is not your fault. You are a feeling being, unaware of how your emotions are also entities becoming. They don't teach this in your schools, but the dark forces have esoteric schools which teach this to the controllers. Instead those forces who design your schooling and religious systems will give you useless algebra or will teach you how to pray and implore some god for help for your sins. BULLSHIT. Its all a set up against you. YOU must be something!
And there are far more creatures in our plane of existence both physical and non that are aware of how energies are created and that they do this to you on purpose for the duration of your life. All you know is how you feel. You do not know why or how all of this is created. "Raise your vibration" they tell you. Go meditate by a tree. Get a crystal. Do affirmations. All partial truths hence lies.
It is not your fault. It does not work that way. You cannot just meditate and find release or relief. Maybe some do but they do not have serious problems. I am not talking about merely having traffic frustrations, or inability to make money, I'm talking sabotage on the energetic levels designed to ruin your life.
The lies they tell you are lies because they are only partial in truth, and omission is egregious lie. It is a crime. A crime against you for not telling you how it all works. And high ignorance and popular beliefs are the most promulgated.

Your vibration, I will tell you now what it is and why this archontic lie of you needing to raise your vibration to ascend, to be able to manifest, to feel good and happy, to be impervious to dark attacks etc is bullshit lies.
Your vibration is what you are in essence, what you are at birth before you were born and just what this essence is is pure love and is high and loving and peaceful and innocent. I cannot tell you just how high is the consciousness of those beings who are innocent, it is the very foundation of love itself and cosmic benevolence.  You are born this way. If what those people say was true, that you attract negative things to you because your vibration is low, then when you are pure and innocent and vibrating as high as a baby, why does horrid shit happen to you? Lets take this a bit further and ask also Why do dolphins and whales get mutilated in the oceans for sport?


Are they low vibration beings? Did they attract this brutality because they vibrate low?
Neither are you a ''vibrational match'' to being bombarded with elf frequencies deliberately done to the masses with technologies to make you sick, confused and electro-magentically unbalanced. You did not do this and neither did you vibrate at that technology level. "They" do that to people. Not you.
I could go on and on with this but you get the point. It is not you.

What happens to you when you are innocent YOU DID NOT ATTRACT TO YOU. YOUR VIBRATION WAS ALREADY HIGH. THESE HORRORS DO NOT HAPPEN BECAUSE YOUR VIBRATION IS LOW...... THEY HAPPEN TO YOU BY DEMONICS BECAUSE YOUR VIBRATION IS HIGH. Then when you begin to suffer from them because they have not been healed, your emotions go down, you get sick, and suffer for long periods of time, often an entire lifetime not knowing what you did to deserve this.
It WAS NOT YOU. It was solely the forces of darkness which abhor your Light and Innocence and do all kinds of things throughout your life to make you suffer even more. It is all about keeping your emotions in pain so you do not rise to your own occasion. It is all about suppression, clouding your light, smothering your light and love so you do not feel free enough from hurting to enjoy your own light and to share it brilliantly and beautifully with others.
It is not your fault.

The fact is, your vibration is what is in your Heart and in your Spirit as the Innocent you were born as, and this remains your vibration no matter what. You are your Hearts Signature, not what your emotions feel! Please know this. You are always the love and beauty that you were when you were born, not what happens to you. You are not what happens to you. You are who you were created as and that is a being of Loving Light.
Your emotional state does not dictate ''what your vibration is''.....and if you are hurting for a lifetime, it does not mean you are a low vibration person. This is slapping the victim, do not fall for this.

Many of us are broken, hurt, diseased, in pain, coping and confused at what all is happening on this planet and seeing what is happening to others hurts us too. WE cannot escape hurting from assaults coming from every direction possible, but this in no way makes you a low vibrating person and attractor for dark attacks, disease, entity attachments, or bad luck or anything like that.
It is not just ''like attracts like''! The other law is that "opposites attract'' too and if you are a high vibrating person then you will attract some ugly shit for as long as you are a high vibrating person! This could be your entire life especially if they have not broken you or your heart. The times coming will be a huge test.

Pain and hurt gets trapped in our bodies, in our cells and we continue to hurt not knowing how to heal that trapped energy. This creates ongoing pain too, make no mistake, but it was not your cause nor your fault.

There are techniques we can use to release these energies and one of them Emotional Freedom Techniques which can be found on youtube. I would suggest spending lots of time understanding this technique which is ridiculously simple and easy to do, often profoundly effective, and doing these for as much time as it takes to effect positive changes. Millions of people are experiencing dramatic healings from this. I like non invasive easy to do, at home treatments.
Devote yourself to your healing in gentle and powerful ways.
This particular video blew me away! Her story involved so much dark shit that she herself had nothing to do with creating except for living in circumstances which were beyond her control and which she did not set up or create herself but unknowingly got into, for example, the navy.....but yet she got over these horrendous things. The strength of women boggles my mind and humbles me deeply. Frank MacEowan talks alot about the critically essential Mothering Powers in ''The Mist Filled Path''.
You can also find a very loving grandmother and spend time with her.

Know that you, those who read my blog anyway, as there are some people who are not human nor humane....but you, the empathic and peace loving one are already a High Vibration Being regardless of what happened to you. Feeling hurt or feeling like shit does not change your essence, you remain the same being in heart and in Spirit, and this is why the onslaughts continue to keep you suppressed. If you are crying or in pain, suffering for years, depressed or hopeless, you are still not a low vibrating person. You are only manipulated. But You are powerful. If not, they would not do this to you. Know your power.

I will suggest other things too while I'm at it until deeper healings are made. I am on this path myself, healing from all that has happened in my own life.

I will suggest to smudge with sage on a regular basis. Get around 10 large bundles from ebay the cheapest there, store them in a dry place and use them often even daily. This works for certain dark forces or entities but not all of them. Not sure which are which. These entities that smudging removes cause physical pains and mental confusion and emotional turmoil. You'll be surprised what the smudging will do in tandem with a sea salt shower or bath, daily. Test this.
Continue with the relentless Power of Spirit to confirm that you are only the peace, love, (fill in blank) that you were born as in essence.
Play only soft music, sounds of nature, choir music, childrens choir, flutes and soft melodies which make you feel soft and you can breath deeply. Surround yourself as much as you can with living plants. Bring them inside and water them appropriately. Clear out whatever you do not need from your home, what is not used or beautiful to you. Use candles as a source of the element of gentle fire and spirit. Eat only organic, and make green smoothies every day. Drink only distilled water gently spiked with Sole Solution. Also Blue Solar Water. 
I used to drink this but forgot about until I came across it again the other day. I made some and the next day when I woke up feeling greatly agitated and a feeling of dread in my abdomen, I drank some of the solar water and immediately the dread dissipated and I was blown away. I will continue this one.
There is alot more one can do, if you have any questions, just ask.
Avoid unnecessary chatting, and all external noise. Switch off electrical devices at their power source box in the house, not just the wall switch.
Continually connect with Nature, trees, landscapes and the Mother.

Sensitive beings cannot watch television especially movies now as they are rife with alien and diabolical material and characters and subliminal time-released programming. Did you know that life imitates art and that what ''they put out'' in movies and we respond to emotionally literally creates what they ''they are putting out'' ? Be very careful of what you watch, what goes into your eyes hence brain. Reality-shows also are an alien mimic of their warped interpretations. Nature shows are safer, but those male producers cannot seem to put out anything that doesn't show violence in some form including Nature. These are designed to hurt sensitives who are humane.

Do not believe anything that tells you 'you are less than'. This is critical. If anything keep reaffirming anything that tells you, convinces you that you are a being of loving light and are here with purpose, that extends beyond yourself making a positive change in this world for all. Increase your sense of Worth.


You did not create your own reality, you have alot, ALOT of influences and manipulation from the unseens who manipulate energies and circumstances both around your life specifically and in life in general for all. There are billions of these forces at work.


What you need to know, and the point of this post in general is mostly to tell others who are beautiful, loving, hurting, soft, empathic, compassionate, caring people that though you are hurting and in pain, this is not your vibration. Your vibration is what you were born as and that is as an innocent, loving and pure being of Nature, and as long as you connect with that in your heart, your essence, you are vibrating high, and this is why the shit keeps coming to you. It is not your ''negativity''......it is the outer worlds negativity that assaults you.

Please know this and be gentle and loving with your selves.

Serena, Lady of the Woods