A space where I, as an Empath, in these incredible times, describe my senses of Earth and Human Energies happening both in my inner world and in the outer, where I resolutely claim my Feminine Mind, Heart and Spirit and Wisdom. This blog is not for the feint of heart nor for closed minds, it is open to the infinite realities of this universe. I hope you join me and share with those who have eyes to see and ears to hear.

Friday, November 11, 2016

Anyone Else Experience This? - An Odd Pattern *plus*

Hi Folks.....


*the plus*.....I have written this, my personal experience of the 'pattern', however, and this is a huge 'however', I am seeing in the past few days, even as of this morning just after publishing this post....that some are feeling downright sick....ill, nausea, feeling as if they've been hit by a truck, and completely out of sorts, afraid/bravely admitting to fears, and needing desperately something safe to cling to.....I do not for a nano second believe what I'm experiencing and these others, is coincidence.


I haven't done a post in a while cause there has literally been so much happening, but with so much "debris" in the way it has been hard to see clearly, and as soon as I have an idea of what is happening, it changes. I know things appear to look the same but they're not.

Also it seems there are so many who are of various opinions that it is hard for us to get on the same page and if we do, its not for long. I feel this is a strategy to keep us in discord. Its working.

People are finding it hard to believe what is difficult to believe, and this is unfortunate as it is precisely what is difficult that is true in most cases. Also, it is more comfortable to believe what one wants, simply to maintain some kind of personal equilibrium. I don't blame you.
Truth can drive you insane.

What I'm going out on a limb with here is something personal, (and I have not planned this post, as usual but am writing literally as I think of it)......is something I've been experiencing for some time. I don't know how long as I only, a couple of years ago, realized it was a pattern.
I would like to know if anyone else is experiencing this too or has some educated-wide-spectrum-360-degree-brain capacity-guesses as to what can be taking place. I have ruled out many things due to its pattern; an all encompassing degenerative nature, its slow build up to critical, then complete and total sudden release.
Please comment or email.

The Pattern: is that I'm going about my life but steadily and surely things feel and seem to be going a bit awry, in every way. Things not working out, the body going into some kind of downward spiral, the mood going down, spirit, creativity, motivation, everything.....(hold on and don't jump to obvious conclusions, this is neither monthly cycle nor biorhythms) ..... there seems to be confusion, pain increasing, tiredness becoming exhaustion, a complete inability to function even the most basic of tasks, the lack of brain power is the worst I think.....and the closer you get to critical it spirals downward exponentially even more quickly so that the final day is one of desperation.

First it is a slow build up or slow drain of all energies and harmonies.....over a couple of weeks.
During the "build up" for some bizarre reason everything you dislike is amplified, and everything that can go wrong does. It seems the universe is conspiring against you. You can think you imagine it initially, but then you take accounts....you count how many of your peeves are happening, and how fast and how often, and realize they are all happening at the same time instead of being spread out over time. Whatever ailments you thought were gone return. What things you got over, return.
Then as you get into a space where it is clear you are ''down with something(s)''.....it escalates on the final day from feeling like total shit to feeling like you are dying....the pain is off the charts, nothing helps, no matter what one takes (within legal means) and the mind is completely off limits, cannot function, hold a conversation, or do anything. You cannot do anything but lay in the dark, desperate for relief or release, with no noise and even that is disturbing because all you can feel is the pain and that your mind is not functioning and all you want is one thing and that is relief. You try all your remedies or tricks, and even all at once, but as each hour passes on this final day of the crescendo nothing is working even if you double doses or remedies.....and your mind is in total flux wondering WTF is going on??!!......

Then finally against all odds, you fall asleep, and you wake up feeling totally normal....no pains, no ailment, mind back to normal, spirits fine, and all ready to live another day as your ''normal self''.
Every. single. time.
That is the bizarre point.
Though everything described can be attributed to some 'common' ailments, with those there is a slow build up back to normal. This is not slow, it is immediately the next day.....total complete back to 'normal' state. That in itself is not normal. And the fact that I may have taken aspirin, wine or another medication, too much food to medicate etc all at the same time trying to find something to work, I should feel what I normally do when doing those things which is very ''off''', but I do not, I feel OK.  !

I have been into health studies and organic living and studying the body and functions for over 30 years and I have not come across anything like this, nor have I heard of others who are experiencing this though granted, one, it is NOT something most would volunteer to talk about and two, it is not something that is easily or readily noticeable.....you'd have to notice this in a sort of Pavlov's Dog fashion and even then the mind may dismiss it as it is simply too bizarre.

Has anyone else experienced this? not something similar or close, but this crescendo of spiraling down over weeks only to get complete relief as if nothing happened the morning after the worst day, and for this to be on 'repeat' about every 2 months?

I'm going out on a limb here because I really want to know what is causing this. Its just not "normal".




Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/

Friday, September 23, 2016

Conversation With....."Wisdom"

Hello People,

I want to add a new series on this blog called ''Conversations With''.....whomever it is I think the conversation may be worthy of reading by others.
I believe these express what so many real-feeling-humane-beings feel but are not able to because they don't have that kind of understanding person in their lives, or people simply don't want to express these things for fear of all kinds of judgements.

I am over those concerns as you know.

And I am having conversations with another who ''gets'' everything I have to say and this is priceless.

With his permission I will post here some things I think others should hear and hopefully inspire others to also speak their minds.....the good people are just too silent......and for many valid reasons, but still.....too silent. There is wisdom being strangled in the gut of those caught up in WTF?, but lets coax it out and let it be heard.

I invite others to speak too.


Conversations:

Hi Serena,

I just wanted to tell you that I'm glad you told me that you struggle with dark depression every day. I sensed this, but you confirmed it for me. I too struggle with it every day. It can be like a dark heavy thick blanket of gloom that sits on me or lies on top of me that stifles any interest in living. And it takes an almost super human effort to resist this. Sometimes I don't have the energy to fight against it, but most of the time I succeed.
I see now why you are an artist in everything you do. You HAVE TO. I have been falling down in that area for quite a while, but I see now that I can't allow myself to indulge in not caring.
This brings to mind a thing that Don Juan told Castaneda. The Four Enemies of Mankind:

1 FEAR

2 CLARITY

3 POWER

4 OLD AGE


1, 3 and 4 are easily understood. But CLARITY is a tougher one to grasp. CLARITY is arrived at by a person who has done exactly what we have done, to explore, to dig into the secret workings of life and to discover the forces that are manipulating and influencing our lives beyond our conscious control. As you and I well know, this kind of delving into the dark corners of this 'existence' can be very frightening, disturbing and most of all it can cause a sense of futility at being able to run our own lives. And with it can come a sense of not being able to do anything about it, of even a sense of complacency.
What is necessary at this point is for one to become a WARRIOR. To be impeccable. To stand against these forces and say NO YOU CAN NOT KILL MY SPIRIT!
We have to bolster ourselves in every way we can.
We are not allowed to indulge in defeat, even unto death. This is what you are doing every day. And this is what I need to be doing every day.

I probably do have more resistance to the dark information than you do, since I have been doing this much longer than you have. But you are right in saying that dwelling in these dark thoughts can color our consciousness to the point that it becomes almost impossible to rise above it.

The Serenity Prayer comes to mind:
Grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The Courage to change the things I can,
and the Wisdom to know the difference.

But for you and I and other Aquarians our consciousness goes beyond just our personal selves. We see the entire human race and all living things as deserving of a better way of living. Therefore our desire to make conditions better is expanded to everyone and every living thing.

This is a self imposed idea, but we still embrace it, even if only in our thoughts.

That's pretty much all I have to say at the moment, but I wanted you to hear it.

I appreciate you more than I can say.

S.
every living thing


~end.




Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/

Sunday, September 18, 2016

Energetics: Warning: Mind Hijacks

Hello People.....

I haven't had anything new or different to report so I've been quiet.

Aside from the insistent unnatural heat which my thermometer is consistently confirming, it has been diabolical. A heat that is unbearable, especially for me who loves the heat and sun having been born in the sub tropics........but this is a heat that requires one to literally make new adjustments to their habits and lives in order to assuage the dastardly effects of this unnatural heat. I've had to do things differently and to even prepare for those unnatural "hot flushes" (not hot flashes) that come from that light of the "sun" or whatever it is that is causing this heat. I mean prepare alot in the way one prepares for hurricanes, or for a vacation thinking of every possible future need while away and packing and making sure one has all one needs for, different events from day clothes to dinner clothes, or for sunburn, stomach aches, sea sickness etc, one prepares. And so I have had to do this for this 'new' heat. Examples of revisions have been testing the sun by my daily morning outdoor venture and testing how long before I break a sweat and what KIND of sweat, is it one from the normal heat/humidity or is it instant profuse sweating/weakness/repulsion/cringing as one would from assault or radiation?......to using curtains to close the light inside the house, keeping the AC units on high (which isn't cooling), keeping water in the fridge in a spray bottle to spritz myself for those emergency flushes which both burn from the inside and cause hyperventilation, and recovering from these can take hours and even days, to wearing only certain fabrics, having to use wool in my bedding to absorb heat, drinking cold drinks for the first time in my life with ICE, to carefully monitoring my body for any outer thing pending or looming, and other things, on and on.
And for those of you dismissing this as merely the mid life hot flash of women, which I believe my readers are not so simplistic or stupid to assume I may not have deeply considered this, please note I have already been through that phase and those are of a different kind ENTIRELY.

I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE AND THESE ARE MORE AKIN TO THOSE HOT FLUSHES RELATED TO ELECTRICAL OR TECHNOLOGICAL HEAT, EMP'S AND OVERHEATING. 

There is a technology at work here causing these, and this technology is coming from outside this planet. Yes there are some technologies coming from this planet as well, but this "sun" ''heat" is more of a poisoning, which is global, is being tampered with......this "sun" that is in the sky....this is what I'm referring to. Not to mention all those sun watchers reporting great oddities now happening with the sun.
I keep hearing people saying, this is the hottest summer they've ever experienced.
I've been in South Florida FOR 20 YEARS and not for one hour did I ever experience what I'm experiencing building up for the past 2 years to being almost daily. And what I'm feeling is not merely local it is global.



 




On to the Warning:
Deanna Troi Reporting:

I am sensing, and feeling that there is something trying to hack my (our) mind/s entirely, not just attempts but a full on covert, back door forcing of  ''all (evil) hands on holodeck''  type of thing......attempts to hack our minds via beliefs/experiences etc, through "legitimate" awarenesses of things happening or being reported or events, or anything perceived from "reality" or realities, I should say. But even though these things appear to be happening or ''real'', in a sense they are not because they are orchestrated to create a deliberate response from us. ''They'' are trying to take our minds over by relaying or superimposing over our minds the realities they are cultivating upon us. We may feel (logically!) it is legitimate to feel or think a certain way but it is an orchestrated mind hack. They are trying to force ''our hand'' into creating a reality they are after, not us.
 
I've even had headaches associated with this type of mind attempt this past week. I didn't recognize it at first but this morning I do.

Also this morning I've had my first "collective dreaming" fostered for deliberate collective consciousness 'think', of the standard ubiquitous tsunami, this old school, lame, burnt out, overdone, redundant dream they have been creating in the astral field by the Disney of Diabolical Disaster Dreamscaping Designs.
I watch dreams and dreamscaping vigilantly because I learned that all of my intense dreaming of my entire life has also been an orchestration of both astral realm manipulation where our consciousness goes while asleep, and as a spiritual being. We go to ''sleep'' at night, and roam in the manipulated astral realms and then we wake up ''here'' in another completely manipulated, invented reality, a false one. And we are utterly unawares of how it all works, whilst our ignorance is being used against us. And it is extremely unpleasant to realize this.
So I watch dreams vigilantly and I am finicky about interpreting dreams, I've studied the energetics of them for decades. I have come to dismiss more than 90% of the dreaming in the astral as another false "reality" not of my making or intent, but I still watch them to see who, what, where, when and why.
So this morning after having this standard tsunami "dream" and watching/observing myself whilst in it and having it, I realized it was the collective I was finally experiencing as there has been a breach in my own "guard", so to speak, which will have to be examined at another point in time. I need to get this warning out to you.
So upon awakening I was immediately aware from my "knowing One" that this was a 'dream' extracted from the reels of a blockbuster collective consciousness movie, almost as if from the supermall of dreamscaping, a starbucks of dream-flavors I somehow have tapped into, or wandered into by some ''breach''.....either intentionally for a moment of inquiry, or something has gone wrong which again, I will have to investigate shortly.

But what I will say about this tsunami dream so many are having is that most who are having this dream are those who have lived tsunami before, as in previous global (created) disasters by dark lord composers, such as Atlantis and other technological world demises. And these memories are being tapped into for a ''collective'' source of trauma that has been recorded by 'them' and being replayed over and over for those people so when they have and report this dream, instead of it being recognized or perceived as a memory they are being perceived as prophetic and so people can be creating another dastardly timeline that is being energetically fueled by one from the past. Most people perceive dreams as ''prophetic'' because they have not in THIS life time gone through this, so they immediately in that typical immature human species style perceive the dreams as prophetic, or about to happen, or that will happen, and they trust their ''intuition'' so it must be the future. However, and this is a huge however......it is not prophetic, it is a memory that is being tapped into and manipulated. Peoples minds, memories are being used.

When the ancient libraries filled with knowledge of life of human of nature of spirit of mind were burnt by men filled with hate and run by the greatest evil forces in the universe, greed and hatred for women, and when Hypatia a great scholar, wise teacher, mathematician, astronomer, philosopher and lover of humanity (both female and male) was ritually killed by a gang of jealous zealot patriarchs who killed her for being a wise woman and who mutilated her body in public for the trauma of this horror of their destruction of beauty combined with their utter iniquity of misogyny so widely publicly distributed throughout society, it reverberated through the minds and souls of all who lived in those times, and true knowledge in material form was destroyed and fled to the un-material realms where dark lords could manipulate all when they could not in the physical world and where humanity the world over would hence suffer amnesia, pain and confusion.





Futures are not being created by conscious minds, they are being duplicated and replicated by previous unconscious ones. Disaster is on RE-PLAY.


What Hypatia says of thoughts and teachings is the basis of all women at heart. Until they are corrupted in the schooling of patriarchal thinking and living in patrix paradigms created solely by them and for them.


 




Since then patriarchs have filled libraries and school books with false heinousness.


As for what many refer to as ''intuition'' is not "intuition" because unpleasant orchestrated feelings, experiences and beliefs smother it and so it is not an intuition, it is a meme which is why religion was invented, so the minds can be controlled and futures created via memes. True Intuition is rare. I would more accurately call these ''untuitions'' simply because they have nothing to do with genuine "intuition" which is an accurate sensing of what is truly plausible and possible and pending.

So these tsunami dreams most people are having are to my mind, mostly a collective remembering, that is caught in the astral realms recorder which those bastard masters of astral dreamscaping and manipulation are using AGAINST people as both a devise of torment, AND AS A DEVISE OF CREATION,.......for people, humans, real humans, have the divine ability to CREATE and if enough people put enough energy and thought into something, anything, they can create it.....and those dark lords are utilizing the astral realms and collective memories as dreams for the purpose of lulling humans into creating a reality of the dark lords choosing. They use the power of humans but is the dark lords orchestrations foisted upon a humanity that has no clue how they are being used for this aspect of  "dark creations".....which they can then, in a form of 'truth' later on, say ''we created this reality".......which in essence, we did not, we were totally unaware of the technological manipulations that guided a power source such as ourselves (unaware of our powers) into something we never would had we been aware of it in any way.

Mingled in with these full on attempts at mind hacks in this recipe for ''you created this disaster'' composition, is the ''flipping and re-tracking" of timelines! There is a conductor guiding all of this!




Besides my vigilance, my monitoring, my questioning, my digging, my searching, and questing, I have had other signs of confirmation. So of this I am sure.

So I am telling you now.


Be warned.    Be vigilant.    Be unmoved.     
Be Good.     Be the Antithesis. 














Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/

Wednesday, August 31, 2016

Hearing From You, Sun, and Unusual Quiet

Hello People,

Hearing From Readers:

I have been thinking of this one for a while now, and considering that those who respond to my posts mostly do so through email rather then leave comments, I thought it would be nice to both ask from you who read my blog what you are experiencing lately and if you'd be willing to share here with me, and if you could also respond in the comment section because I firmly believe that others benefit from reading/hearing of others experiences. I think it is very important that we share our feelings, whether we think they are small or big, relevant or not, but it is important to hear it all because there is always something to benefit from knowing others experiences.
In an ideal world with ideal people our inter-telepathic communions would keep us all informed at all times, but this is not the case here. So I am inviting those of you who read here to write whatever it is you feel is relevant to the purpose of this blog, which is the sharing of energetic feelings of what is happening in our environment, ambient energy fields, portents, senses, etc. I really would love to hear from you.




Additional Quiet:

On another note, I reported in my last post that all seemed quiet here, and it still is, however, there is another silence to add to that and it is strange, since being online for years now I have an expected norm for amounts of communications via emails that I get, and for the past couple of days, I have had only one which is not only bizarre, it is unheard of, considering that I follow some youtubers, and a few other sites, but nothing is coming in. I had to check to see if email was working lolol, and it is, as I got one email from a woman I spoke with on the phone, so I know email is working, but this is really odd......I cannot place this silence into perspective....unless this additional is the calm before a storm?.....in addition we are literally having storms here which I'm enjoying, but this other is odd.


Horrific Sun Heat:

Something is very different with the sun. Plants I've had outside in the all-year-shade for years are now being burnt cause they're in the sun.....its in a different place. I have learned to hide from the sun and even to close my curtains in the morning and keep them closed all day. This is sooooo unusual for me as I love the sun, but something is horrifically different about the sun these days, since last year I think, but I've never ever experienced anything like this in my life. I think I'm allergic to this new type of heat its generating lately, and I do not like it at all.
I have also had to keep all 4 window AC units on, and I've never ever had to this in 15 years in this particular house. And even when they are all going, full blast also on the highest setting, also never done before, it still remains warm inside, and the thermometer confirms it. 84-88degrees all the time!


People Having Diabolical Experiences:

Also I am hearing alot from people who are experiencing really diabolical and terrible feelings lately of the past couple of weeks, and though I am always one who feels along with the collective, this time I am not. I am in a different clear space and this is truly boggling my mind, since I am hearing the same thing from literally everyone, from lectures, forecasts, astrology, interviews, writings, speaking, hearsay etc, everyone is experiencing some terrible things, from personal dark feelings, to overwhelm, to despondency, to utter frustration to literally being attacked by dark forces......and I'm not? how odd is this? I have a couple of theories about this, one is the consistent "canary in the mine" scenario which is part of the futuristic energetic field of the empath who literally goes through things before everyone else, so this is consistent, and if this is the case, then I can tell you that you will get through this and feel some sense of silence, inner silence all the way around, and what this means I'm unsure of as yet.
The other theory is that it is more personal for me, that I've gone through the dark ''field'' of something already, and have moved beyond, and others are still entrenched in it, and this raises alot of questions for me.

In any case I'd love to hear from you, especially from those of you from Russia who seems to be my largest audience according to the stats. :D



Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/

Monday, August 22, 2016

Energetics: Some Quiet Days

Hello Lovely People,

I just want to report some quiet days, that are very unusual for me here and for 4 days in a row. I usually get a day like this once a month or so, but never several in a row. The weekend was quiet, you could go outside into the back gardens and hear nothing but the drone of one air conditioning unit. It was surprising. And every side of this house touches anothers property. But the heat made it unwelcome to linger. The next day was the same and I found it entrancing, I spent a few minutes standing there just listening to the blessed silence. Even if a stray sound would come, it did not disturb. A dog barked, but stopped, a siren came and went in the distance, but all remained peaceful. Then the next day quiet, and the next day quiet too....even now.
I'm not talking about only audio sounds, I'm talking about the energy of the din of noise, static and business, all seems to be still and quiet, even if there is movement. I know it is odd.
I do not sense this is a quiet before a storm, I sense something is different.

This could be a new me, I'm not sure. I will report again when I know.





Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/

Monday, August 15, 2016

Helpful Quotes for the Mind












Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/

Tuesday, July 26, 2016

Energetics: Something Big is Afoot

Hello People,

I've had some signs these past few days of something. My body going into states unusual, and turns out the "ailments" were not real, but signs.
I have been up since 5am thinking of this post and decided to write something about "crunch time" and how we're in it so I got up and online.
I find an email sent last night, but I didn't get it as I got completely and suddenly overloaded and needed to shut down every sense of my being by 7;30pm, ......a very astute reader sent me an email to tell me she is feeling something huge coming and asked me if I was feeling that something huge was afoot and yes! I do, she feels it also.

My body is totally clear now of all that I was experiencing these past days, thank god, and I feel pretty good even, compared with how I've been feeling for years. This in itself is odd. I've even lost size overnight. Some process of clearing has taken place without me, and I am feeling clearer than in a long time.

So, the energetics are "something is happening" now as we speak. Some wall or barrier has been broken through, and we are in the belly of the beast, where we intended to go, yes we did.......but do not take this as a negative thing, I'm seeing it now that we are the anti-virus, and we're inside doing the deed, we're the white blood cells come online.
We're in the shift now, we're living and breathing it and this is amazing actually......if we are still cogent, sane, possess love and compassion still, and the will to be the change. Be soft with yourself.

The reasons we've been here (on Earth) are taking effect.

(I'm noticing the past few posts have been a conviction of positive change and this is surprising even to my mind as my mind does not think or feel this, but my body and wiser senses obviously do. I'll take it!)

It will look and feel as if all hell has broken lose, but hold on, hold on to your True Self, your Center, your love, your heart and do not move from that position. These are simulations run by dark lords, and they have many parallel realities to play with and we're in all of them. You who read my little blog know what I'm saying, you feel it, and KNOW it. Hold steadfast. You are stalwart spirits of a Beauty that is to Remain Alive.

I'm not saying this is the shift that changes the planet, I do not believe there is any such single event, but there is some invisible breakthrough of some kind I cannot name happening right now.

I have no idea what is to come, and I am not one for doing prep things. Though because I live in hurricane zone, we have to prepare and I have learned it is prudent, and when we did get hit, the preparedness served us all very well. But more than stocking pantry's and such, which is always a wiser course, we must prepare our spirits, however I feel that not much of this is really needed as I'm feeling that we were born for this. And when the cosmic trigger happens, we automatically come into our Stance of 'Being', who we truly are, what we were meant to do, what we were born here for.....so do not concern yourselves too much with ''inner preparedness'', we were born for this.....just know the time is now. All of us who've been bitchin the corruptions and abysmal stupidity of the patrix have served this purpose and will continue to now. "A" breakdown is happening.

Before I woke up fully this morning, while in the lucid state I was writing this message here, and alot of what I had 'in mind' is now gone but the gist is written here already.

Please share this with your other empathic people, those who are experiencing 'weird' etc, who feel sick for no reason and whose treatments do nothing when they should, share this with those who are feeling a void, a sense of pending, or looming.

The other thing that 'pings' me is ...... the term ''sleeper cells'' for the crunch time. These ones will have lived as if they had no clue who or what they are, but they come online in the moment the trigger goes off. What I'm feeling and saying, is the trigger has gone off.

Be vigilant,
Be calm
Be at peace with your Inner
Be tough
Be strong
Be quiet
Be firm.





*apologies if you receive this late, I notice sometimes a post will not go out for a couple of days, so I'm writing here the time of post is 7am on Tuesday morning.

Another point of interest is the "timeline" meme, or theme of late, its everywhere.....and there is something to this. I also feel different today, in my own environment, like ''what is this place and what is going on?''....I have a mild curiosity to go outside and look around at things, when I know exactly what is out there. Something is different.

 
Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/