A space where I, as an Empath, in these incredible times, describe my senses of Earth and Human Energies happening both in my inner world and in the outer, where I resolutely claim my Feminine Mind, Heart and Spirit and Wisdom. This blog is not for the feint of heart nor for closed minds, it is open to the infinite realities of this universe. I hope you join me and share with those who have eyes to see and ears to hear.

Monday, August 22, 2016

Energetics: Some Quiet Days

Hello Lovely People,

I just want to report some quiet days, that are very unusual for me here and for 4 days in a row. I usually get a day like this once a month or so, but never several in a row. The weekend was quiet, you could go outside into the back gardens and hear nothing but the drone of one air conditioning unit. It was surprising. And every side of this house touches anothers property. But the heat made it unwelcome to linger. The next day was the same and I found it entrancing, I spent a few minutes standing there just listening to the blessed silence. Even if a stray sound would come, it did not disturb. A dog barked, but stopped, a siren came and went in the distance, but all remained peaceful. Then the next day quiet, and the next day quiet too....even now.
I'm not talking about only audio sounds, I'm talking about the energy of the din of noise, static and business, all seems to be still and quiet, even if there is movement. I know it is odd.
I do not sense this is a quiet before a storm, I sense something is different.

This could be a new me, I'm not sure. I will report again when I know.





Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/

Monday, August 15, 2016

Helpful Quotes for the Mind












Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/

Tuesday, July 26, 2016

Energetics: Something Big is Afoot

Hello People,

I've had some signs these past few days of something. My body going into states unusual, and turns out the "ailments" were not real, but signs.
I have been up since 5am thinking of this post and decided to write something about "crunch time" and how we're in it so I got up and online.
I find an email sent last night, but I didn't get it as I got completely and suddenly overloaded and needed to shut down every sense of my being by 7;30pm, ......a very astute reader sent me an email to tell me she is feeling something huge coming and asked me if I was feeling that something huge was afoot and yes! I do, she feels it also.

My body is totally clear now of all that I was experiencing these past days, thank god, and I feel pretty good even, compared with how I've been feeling for years. This in itself is odd. I've even lost size overnight. Some process of clearing has taken place without me, and I am feeling clearer than in a long time.

So, the energetics are "something is happening" now as we speak. Some wall or barrier has been broken through, and we are in the belly of the beast, where we intended to go, yes we did.......but do not take this as a negative thing, I'm seeing it now that we are the anti-virus, and we're inside doing the deed, we're the white blood cells come online.
We're in the shift now, we're living and breathing it and this is amazing actually......if we are still cogent, sane, possess love and compassion still, and the will to be the change. Be soft with yourself.

The reasons we've been here (on Earth) are taking effect.

(I'm noticing the past few posts have been a conviction of positive change and this is surprising even to my mind as my mind does not think or feel this, but my body and wiser senses obviously do. I'll take it!)

It will look and feel as if all hell has broken lose, but hold on, hold on to your True Self, your Center, your love, your heart and do not move from that position. These are simulations run by dark lords, and they have many parallel realities to play with and we're in all of them. You who read my little blog know what I'm saying, you feel it, and KNOW it. Hold steadfast. You are stalwart spirits of a Beauty that is to Remain Alive.

I'm not saying this is the shift that changes the planet, I do not believe there is any such single event, but there is some invisible breakthrough of some kind I cannot name happening right now.

I have no idea what is to come, and I am not one for doing prep things. Though because I live in hurricane zone, we have to prepare and I have learned it is prudent, and when we did get hit, the preparedness served us all very well. But more than stocking pantry's and such, which is always a wiser course, we must prepare our spirits, however I feel that not much of this is really needed as I'm feeling that we were born for this. And when the cosmic trigger happens, we automatically come into our Stance of 'Being', who we truly are, what we were meant to do, what we were born here for.....so do not concern yourselves too much with ''inner preparedness'', we were born for this.....just know the time is now. All of us who've been bitchin the corruptions and abysmal stupidity of the patrix have served this purpose and will continue to now. "A" breakdown is happening.

Before I woke up fully this morning, while in the lucid state I was writing this message here, and alot of what I had 'in mind' is now gone but the gist is written here already.

Please share this with your other empathic people, those who are experiencing 'weird' etc, who feel sick for no reason and whose treatments do nothing when they should, share this with those who are feeling a void, a sense of pending, or looming.

The other thing that 'pings' me is ...... the term ''sleeper cells'' for the crunch time. These ones will have lived as if they had no clue who or what they are, but they come online in the moment the trigger goes off. What I'm feeling and saying, is the trigger has gone off.

Be vigilant,
Be calm
Be at peace with your Inner
Be tough
Be strong
Be quiet
Be firm.





*apologies if you receive this late, I notice sometimes a post will not go out for a couple of days, so I'm writing here the time of post is 7am on Tuesday morning.

Another point of interest is the "timeline" meme, or theme of late, its everywhere.....and there is something to this. I also feel different today, in my own environment, like ''what is this place and what is going on?''....I have a mild curiosity to go outside and look around at things, when I know exactly what is out there. Something is different.

 
Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/

Monday, July 25, 2016

Recommended Listening Barbara Marchinak 2016

Hello People,...

I have finally gotten through the 4 part series of this talk for 2016.     Twice.
The first time was for the information, which again, I could find no objections to anything that was said in all 4 parts. Of course not every single word, but throughout the 4 parts there is alot of worthy information and worth the time. I'm not interested in all the astrology at all, but there are many who find it valuable. To each their own in peace.
The 2nd round was to listen deeper, to feel, to hear on other levels, and still I am in agreement. What I feel is the P's as they are referred to, want as many people as possible to know what is going on, what has been going on on this Earth, since all of his-story books are total patriarchal nightmare distortions written by the "conquerors" of both men and alien(s). And that though they've been telling us for years, still too many people are not getting it, though all the discord and perverted evidence of it surrounds us in this world.
They want us to wake UP and NOW. The feeling is there is a window of opportunity Now. Interestingly Max Spiers who recently passed, also said we are right now in a window of opportunity to break out of the matrix.
The energy of the P's is they are frustrated that so many still do not act upon what they know, or simply want to go back to sleep and continue on as if nothing is terribly wrong.

Many of us are feeling an intense frustration of something, thinking it is about our personal lives when we are in fact responding to the urgency of this planet and timelines moving ever closer to the crux of matters that need our attention or to the closing in of this timeline or window of opportunity. What to do? Apparently it is not about "doing" it is about our frequencies, maintaining our knowledge, non compliance to the Anu and Sons Machinery (my term) and minions, and I would add not breaking down.

There was nothing groundbreaking in this series for me, just lots of confirmations. We know these things, but the majority are not paying attention to the dismantling world around us, attributing these things to immature ideas which the Pleiadians are here to mature us up about and I am grateful they do. If they sound frustrated, they are and they should be, I am not Pleiadian and I'M frustrated with people!

That said, I want to be clear, I still am not a fan of channeled materials, nor of the Pleiadians specifically at all, just this series I listened to.
Nor would I dismiss what she is saying because of her accent or any such absurd criticisms. Nor would I take this 4 part series as a complete picture, not at all, not by far, there is still so much. Just that this series is recommended for all the truths that are expressed within.

I love to make highlighted pointers of these types of series but I am not going to do that, its just too much work here, but she does make it clear throughout the 4 parts, this planet is being run by off worlders for eons now, who use the ignorant and stupid for their wars, raping and pillaging. Clearly for the defamation and breakdown of the Family Unit, its a reptilian thing.

Some of this information is difficult to take in, but it is necessary to understand the realities from a truth perspective and not merely because we don't want to know it or hear it. We must grow up.

Another critical point is the Anu and Sons Machinery have installed various creatures or watchers in the "outer dimensions", guards for the after death process, to trick people back to earth for deceitful reasons, to keep us recycling, to not reach our center Soul, and that is why there are so many humans here as they are being recycled back to earth in ignorance, (karma is a bullshit lie given to humanity to willingly return) and it is up to us to realize this and to discover the ways to stop this.  "The ultimate is to restore an open corridor for humans souls to get really in touch with freedom of choice, not to be recycled." Part 4 at 36 minutes in. "Once that is restored you have stopped the tyranny, and once that is restored that will make the frequency."

My Favorite is this: part 3, 6 minutes in...... ".......as this awareness is flourishing, even if you do nothing but sit in your property and think about it, as you become aware, you begin to dismantle the system, because you don't believe in it. ....without saying a word, you change everything."
.....and it is THIS my friends, that is the power of us, the dismantlers, our minds, our intentions, our collective passion to dismantle the patrix system on this planet imprisoning people and tormenting them......it is this which is what we are doing, have been doing with every bitchin complaint about it, and every angry moment about it, and every writing, article, every conversation, email, every private moment of anger about all the corruptions and injustices that we've  been going through for all of our lives, and we know who we are!.....it is and has been this very thing, that has been the power from within, dismantling this entire fuckin, patriarchal, murderous, war mongerous, drug lords, priested, perverted, misogynist, predatorial, money worshiping, psychopathic system on this planet.
So you see, all of our lives, all of our anger and rage against it all, has been the dismantling energies of it all.

Every time you see something corrupt, claim with all your rage, dont just stew in all that power, use it like a laser beam!! claim out loud.......... "YOU FAIL", "YOU CEASE TO EXIST!"

It has been a painful life, but we're doing it. It is done.


Part one is mostly about the history of the incredible interference of Anu and his Sons:





part 2, 3 and 4 is more information with lots of questions and answers from savvy people:








part 3






part 4:



Listen carefully with your heart, slowly, and take in what you can but more importantly Share, speak, talk, to everyone who will listen at all. These are the seeds planted and soon the imprisonment of humanity will be common knowledge, the 1000th monkey affected and hopefully a rising frequency of dignity restored to a broken, abused and tortured humanity will return and the break out is ON!

Serena



Friday, July 22, 2016

The Holy Are Among Us

The Holy are among us, they are us. Some of us. And we know who we are.
Some are simply here to live, play, laugh, experiment, etc. But, some who love the whole, are the Holy.

The Holy are those who continue to hold love deep in their hearts, and not allow rage to rule, not all the time. They are those who feel and need a sense of purpose and that that purpose is larger than ourselves....there is no effort in this, it simply is.

Great Souls give themselves purpose, a purpose that is not merely ephemeral but perennial.








We know we are here for a reason. This gets squelched and squashed in the din and noise of the archontic set ups and reptilian run hosts of this planet, but we still feel, quiet and deep. It shows up when we give rage and frustration a break.
The "purpose" of our selves, our lives, says "I'm still here."



Josephine Wall






We live and breathe and wonder why? why?! why?!!!?.....but that is the mind, the chatter, the noise we generate ourselves. It doesn't serve us, we need to discipline our own minds to become quiet. It may be all day every day, nipping thoughts in the bud, before they generate energy of emotions, but it needs to be done. We need to grow up, to mature, to real-eyes and see that a false mental installation has been give to us by those who would be "wardens" of this prison planet and lords over humane consciousness. But it can be done. It does not require efforting, or work, if it does, you're working and efforting. :-).......it happens with a quiet will that is also there, quiet, when the mind is finally silenced and emotions still.
"They" have given us their mind, it is referred to as the reptilian brain. This causes the problems. The mammalian brain is family oriented and feeling oriented and when I say ''feelings'' I'm referring to kindness, care of siblings, nurturing, softness, helpful and sharing natures.....all those things the reptile works against and which this patrix paradigm has tried to snuff out.



We are torn apart. We are hurt. We are betrayed. We are beaten. We are ridiculed. We are told what to do, what we can and cannot do, what we should do, who we should be, what we should act like. Listen to no one but your heart if you have one. Your heart is guided by your soul, if you have one.

In this, you know who you are. In this soul you are eternal, and in this heart you are guided. You know this world is insane and sick patrix's run and rule everything and want to run and rule you too.
You know this is sick. You know you need Mothering Powers of KNOWLEDGE AND WISDOM of what is Divine contained within every being ruled by heart and soul.




Nicholas Roerich "Mother of the World"

 


This is the Holy One.
They walk among us.
They are us.





Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/

Tuesday, July 19, 2016

The Silent Incipient

Hello People,

A great discourse between myself and another powerhouse of a humane being I am publishing here below. With her permission I am copying it here. There are powerful lessons in this if you are so inclined as Laughing Crow is a teacher.


Me:
Hello Laughing Crow,

I hope things are not too unbearable for you. I live in a constant state of WTF? so I have not much to say lately.

I wanted to forward this quote to you by the man who runs a space X program.....
http://www.theverge.com/2016/6/2/11837874/elon-musk-says-odds-living-in-simulation

"There's a billion to one chance we're living in base reality,"
Serena


LC Response:

I have zero doubt that we are. There are no other explanations for the state of our lives. The scary part is that the sleeping masses think its normal. But I continue to fight it 24/7 because there IS a normal reality beyond this and I intend to get there.

WTF indeed.  L.C.

Me:
I intend to get there too. I wish it wasn't a 24/7 fight......I'm so tired and I know you are too.
I am believing those who are real humans and not merely avatars playing a game must have a strength that is superhuman, herculean, to survive this long.....it helps when you find others in the same fight....

Serena


This next exchange from LC and I respond in between, my lines are in purple:

I think with those of us at the head of the pack, it is even more than just intention. It is simply a situation where staying in this reality is not an option. Period. With me it has become an iron wall that nothing can penetrate. When a baby is ready to be born, you can't keep stuffing it back into the womb. That's why we are such a threat. And wearing us down is one their last resorts, but at this point, the fact that I'm worn down is just an annoyance and not a hindrance.
​ You are an amazingly brave and courageous soul, heroic, that kind of strength and courage and wisdom should be whats in our his-story books, not the crap of warmongers, murderers who are celebrated! what absurdity!.....a life like yours is worthy of being recorded for posterity!​
And they have been beyond annoying the past few days. Their main goal seems to be to freak me out, because it's been one thing after another. For instance, about an hour ago, I went into the greenhouse to get some cucumbers and herbs for a salad and heard this crackly sound, like fire, which of course did freak me out a little. So I ran to the back door, in time to see a perfectly live and vibrant oak tree come crashing down right at my property line that ends where a half-mile of woods begins.
​WTF, I said.

So, armed with only a large rake, I beat my way through several acres of brush in 90 degree heat to see what happened. Well, what I can figure out is that some dumbfucker had apparently cut down a tree with a chainsaw and it didn't come down at the time, and has been weighing down the much smaller tree until it finally gave way. But it was still freaky.
​ yes I know that sound too! I experienced it in a "bizarre" situation: (edited out as not relevant to discourse)

The thing I've discovered, and we've discussed this before, is that I cannot get emotionally involved, especially with fear and anger. I have honed my skills at this point to be able to step back and say, yeah, that was scary, but NOT REAL.
​This has been the wisest course for me as well and I thank you for repeating this, it bears repeating often! ​ Separate your emotions from your mental perceptions. Go ahead and let your emotions feel what they do, but know at the mental level that it is only that, an emotional reaction.
This is priceless! absolutely well said! I may quote this one day......​ Once you get caught up in the emotion, they've got ya, and the domino effect takes over, and then they CAN hurt you. Keep it separated from your reasoning mind, and all they can do is be a pain in the ass, while you continue to move forward.
​ yes, indeed....you are really something...


I have found this to be my strongest weapon. They are working like mad to program us to create disaster in our lives.
yes, that is exactly what they are doing, isnt it? to get us to program our own lives with pain.....fuckers are clever and devious, and its a long life when you learn this late in the life!​
​But I find even when we can avert that self made disaster by responding emotionally, they send in matrix agents! or do something with mechanical things......they got it all covered.....​
It is an act of final desperation, because we are nearing "game over." All signs point to it. Just keep hanging on. 2016 is the year. I look for the final collapse any day.
I m right there with you as so many of us are....but we keep ourselves hidden and mostly quiet.....but we're here.​

L.C.


More from LC and I respond in purple in between again:

Thank you for the kind words, but in all honesty I don't see myself as heroic at all.
 Of course you wouldn't see yourself as heroic, that is part of the definition of a real hero, they don't know they are. Again, it is not the asshole in history books who kills people and gets a badge for it. That is psychopathy and insanity. ​ I identify more with the Rosa Parks type. In the stories I have read about her and why she made that historic choice to not give up her seat on the bus, her response was simply that she was tired.
Yes, because she knew better and so do you. Its a quiet heroism, the silent incipient.

And so am I, and more and more of us are reaching that point of resolution because, as I said previously it is immovable and impenetrable, and that's why it is so threatening to the alien agenda. When someone refuses to comply, you can beat them and even kill them, but an energy has been released that will change the world.
Exactly, an "energy has been released that will change the world'' is due to the seed planted by the hero, the non compliant....... NOT a man who dons a uniform and goes to a field of ignorance to kill whoever moves because he was told to, but a seed planted by a sane woman who knows what sanity and knowledge really is and how vilified this knowledge is. Especially when from a woman. Only that one is sane and chooses to be powerful in a world that is completely and totally insane and backasswards, inverted, upside down and reversed in every single way possible,.....and this seed planted by the sane and powerful quiet one who goes against the 99% is the act of a hero. Of course it doesn't feel like heroic, but to live to effect that and live consciously for sanity against the 99% IS!.

And so it is. ENOUGH.


And final email discourse response from LC:

Thank you again. Yes, the insanity of the world leaves me in a state of befuddlement, until I snap back and realize that it's a simulation, and I believe at this point that the vast majority of "humans" on the planet are alien hosts, agents or pure mechanoids. Very few of us carry the true auric DNA of a human. I think it's always been like that--we're just awake enough now to notice how they've infiltrated our lives. When they are purged, the few of us left will feel like my maple tree when it got rid of the diseased branch. (see my latest farm page for the story and I also published a new article if you wish to read it. It is based on our recent conversation). They are both on my Home page.
~end discourse.



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Now I want to share this latest article by Laughing Crow who is to my mind one of the amazing humane Heroes of Consciousness of our times, a person who is a warrior for consciousness, for non-matrix compliance, who goes against the willful ignorance of 99% of the population to maintain real organic intelligencia, who fights alone hourly and daily to discard the manipulations and bullshit of the patrixs' matrix, and those agent smiths who seek to make us "one of them" by ridicule then force, ''back into their line'', but who simply will not have it.

Please go to Laughing Crow's site to read this latest:

"Down to the Nitty-Gritty: Consent by Ignorance"

http://www.cosmicdream.com/articlespages/nittygritty.html


and find out ways your mind is being worked over.


What I would add is most of this worlds population is actually not human anymore.

Yeah. Put that in your pipe and smoke it.



Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/

Wednesday, July 13, 2016

Energetics: Heat, Fry, Flashes, Ion Toxicity, Magnetism

This energetics may be personal to me but I dont' think so, so am posting.

I've been experiencing heat spikes, and positive ion poisoning. I come to this knowing the summers here are almost unbearable and getting worse each year though this is only part of it.
I am not, briefly speaking of "global warming", seeing the entire planet warming up, especially when the ice caps are growing faster than they are melting, but what I'm seeing is that each climate is experiencing extremes of whatever weather they have. Hot places getting hotter, colder climates getting colder. So here it is hotter than ever and I'm pretty done with this.

But what I'm feeling and I don't expect everyone to  have experienced this as it is extreme.....can be the equivalent of hot flashing, internal furnacing resulting in difficulty breathing, intense weakness and profuse sweating, not feeling the air conditioning even standing right in front of it. These come in waves. What I find is these are not from heat or humidity alone, both of which are causing this, but also the increase of positive ions (which I spoke of here) and way too much emf frequencies from the air's saturation of everyone in this state right now using all their air conditioning at full blast all the time, and the general psychic heated mental fields of the world at large. I am mostly inside the house and though I open the windows every day to get in fresh air, I still must close them after an hour or two because the heat is suffocating and I cannot find efficient ways of cooling down due to assaults of climate heat, excessive positive ions, and saturation of emfs. I feel emf poisoning as electrical over stimulation, a type of "fake heat" but real. Reading or hearing news causes heat spiking.

The emf "heat" waves I can remediate by being outside, but that is not an option right now because then the heat kills me, I literally struggle to breathe. So I come inside for the cool. The emf's cause another type of "heat" because they are speeding up my atoms and causing the intense speed to generate a type of false electrical heat in my body, so I am getting heated up from both the climate and atomically speeded up via emf's and there is no escaping. My nervous system is overtaxed. It is highly uncomfortable, distressing, draining, but zapping is the worst as when I get zapped by either too much humidity or emf's I can do literally nothing and it takes a couple of days to recover from that.....and it is tiresome to always feel this kind of intensity of heat and electromagnetic saturation. I would have to go to another climate which I cannot do right now......or try to find my inner bear and slow down my own metabolism and go into a type of hibernation and an emf free cave to cope with these extremes. Anyone else?

Along with this, there is the brain fry, the mental confusion, the memory loss, and eventually the lack of caring about anything even those things I love to do. I find this is also a product of deliberate poisoning too, because this condition totaling up to apathy, is what "they" want....."they" being the dark force controlling forces.

And so while the above is nothing special or new, the intensity is, and this is worth noting.

I write this as I find these energies are being experienced by other people in other climates. The heating up is extreme, coming from not only the weather, not only the emf's (electro magnetic frequencies), elf's (extremely low frequencies), and positive ions, but they are coming from satellites, and nano technologies that fall from the chem sprayed skies into our bodies so we become virtual antennae for whatever frequencies they are modulating, as well as transmitters and receivers both, more electric than magnetic and THIS IS A HUGE PROBLEM.

We need more magnetic energies and if anyone can advise me on how to acquire this, please write.
Its complicated.

"They" are messing with our organic fields of electro-magnetics, and by frying our brains which produce more electrical current and imbalancing our bodies, into feeling fried by electro and not enough magnetics. Those bastards ever on the quest for imbalance, to yang this planet and its people out of its yin.







It is my sense that generally and loosely, electric energy in the body works on the brain, nervous system, and bodily functions, and mostly left brained activity, while the magnetics works on the subtle body systems, the psychic fields, the right brain and all our abilities beyond the physical 5 senses, and the hearts emanations, those that make us the beings we know we once were and could be again. Do you see why they are electri-frying this planet and people? Messing with the Schumann Resonance which is the magnetic field of this planet? Spraying the planet over, preventing cosmic energies from the sun to magnify us with its magnetic fields, and tampering with the magnetic poles to further imbalance the magnetics.




Electric is yang, magnetic is yin. Its to separate us from the symbiotics of us and Mama Earth and the sun, and to disconnect us from our many natural super-human abilities beyond the physical, disable us into merely physical beings, crippled as left brained shunted physical insensitive non empathic, non telepathic non metaphysical creatures.

Magnetic-field deficiency syndrome, or MFDS, is a term which describes a limited exposure to the geomagnetic field of the Earth.

Its the magnetic fields which are the energetics of the Heart........and they also carry the prana, chi, energy we need for life and feeling good....which is why we feel so good in Nature, not cities. Nature emits chi/prana/energy from the sun and earth. Magnetic Human Fields are the invisible information packets which harmo-genize (just made that word up) us with the cosmos.
There is ALOT going on.

 Some interesting symptoms of magnetic imbalance in the body from here:
Some of the other symptoms of magnetic energy blockage include goosebumps, light headedness, numbness in a particular part of the body, etc. These blockages can lead to severe headaches, nausea, diarrhea, pain in the heart and stomach, extreme sensitivity issues, and tiredness.


Another interesting read about the magnetic effects on our entire being here:
So the magnetic fields carry the prana, and we interact with these fields everywhere we turn. We find that green park areas that feel so healing and nurturing are filled with prana. The prana comes out of the green plants and it feels good to us. This certainly feels different than spending time in a city, paved over with cement! Our bodies take in prana, located on our left side a few inches above the hip bone. If you have a damaged or blocked spleen, complete prana absorption will be difficult or impossible. Magnetism is not confined to only physical plane matter. There is an emotional magnetism that exists in all emotions or ideals, a mental magnetism that exists in all ideas, and a physical magnetism that exists between you and all physical objects.

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Then there are the Mandela Effects going on both in general public arenas and on personal levels to people individually which boggle the mind.

All of these things effect a state of mind that is not able to remain grounded, a psychic energy which is fractured and scattered as opposed to coalesced and stable, bodies that are under every form of stress 24/7 and needing Esoteric Nutritionists as opposed to ignorant medical dogmas......and it is very very challenging to gain ones center and keep it. 

Other points of interest:
* waking up at 1;30 on the nose every morning.
* everyone else I speak to/hear from seems to feel flattened out and bed bound lately
* the eyes being super blurry
* the painful question of us being and living in an entirely false holographic simulation
* "seemingly" rapid aging, dramatic body changes from day to day

However, anything that makes me feel like a useless eater, or that life is completely futile, is rejected by some powerful default divination from my inner planes which often get me back on track to finding purpose, even if it is the "purpose of the day".....and that I exist because I am an eternal being of love.

I crave the Expanse of Mother
from the cradle to the grave...
Her form of Nature
Her Essence of nurture
Her rhythm and Lushness,
and a billion lovely faces.
~ Serena


Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/