A space where I, as an Empath, in these incredible times, describe my senses of Earth and Human Energies happening both in my inner world and in the outer, where I resolutely claim my Feminine Mind, Heart and Spirit and Wisdom. This blog is not for the feint of heart nor for closed minds, it is open to the infinite realities of this universe. I hope you join me and share with those who have eyes to see and ears to hear.

Tuesday, July 10, 2018

My New Life July 2018

Helllllloooooooo People !

Its been a while, a lot of "life" happening too often, too fast and all has been too much in general, but I am here posting because some of my friends want to know what is happening, where I am living, how, pics of the new place and what I'm doing. Here now, I will tell as much as I can.....so get ready, get a large coffee or tea because I think this will be a long one and with lots of pics. I always like to be succinct but once I get to talking and no one is stopping me, I tend to get into more details, but some have asked for details......so here goes.
In fact I think I will make my self a cup of tea too....be right back....

Tea is on.....and while I wait a bit, I will say a very Happy Helllooooo to all of my friends who have asked about me and what is happening. And helloooo to all who bother to read my quirky little "Energetics" blog of an empath, I welcome and thank you for being here and even remotely interested.

I will start with a caveat that I can't tell all of my experiences as I don't want to start a war with something that would make a war out of total megalomaniac afflictions, so I use prudence, the point being to keep as much peace in my world. But I will say that nothing can be exaggerated enough to describe this....... ummm......ahem....."learning curve" shall we say? You cannot possibly know of what I speak unless you lived it. Nothing else compares.

Back with tea and a huge sigh.....how to begin......
well I am here in a new home, my new home I can say as I co-own this place with John.....John ! people! how can I even begin to express how a lethargic sloth of 15 years, stepped up and out once I left his house? Made miracles happen a year later? He didn't even know he had it in him.
When we parted I thought I'd never see him again and he thought the same. It was an amicable parting since I had to leave due to the planes noise driving me insane all day every day.
He thought he'd just go into his usual ways, being alone and be fine. I thought I'd go into a new venture with others to do house buying/flipping and have a creative life and career. Both of us were more than totally, even dimensionally off the mark. Goes to show what you focus on does not materialize, but that other things your mind and brain could NEVER conjure can come to slap you upside the head so hard, your entire sense of what is real and what is not is fully on the table with equal measure.
Turns out John was human after all and the other I thought was, wasn't. We both had our worlds flipped upside down for different reasons, and then both realizing we work better together.....at least as domestic mates we do. There is so much to tell about this story that it has become a book, a literal book. My friends throughout the years have always told me I need to write a book, albeit about different things, so what to write? when I hate writing??.....well, this last experience has made me want to write. I actually want to write the book about all this and I even have a title already.

I have taken long before writing this post because I didn't want to speak too soon.....you know, murphy and all his gang......so I kept quiet. But at this point, should I die now, I could now say I finally know what it feels like when things go right....when things work out, when they go smoothly, as they should without hitches, glitches, interference, etc etc.
I know what it feels like now to take a safe deep breath, never had before, ever. I know what it feels like to own something and have a blank canvas to play with, to get creative with and to have at least one person who enjoys my creativity as his own quality of life. I know what it feels like now, to have quiet, and peace, and I mean quiet that is all the time like I like it, not sporadic or broken up with sounds of people or their machines, but all day every day quiet, the predictable kind.... like......wow......its still quiet. I check about a dozen times every day, looking out the windows front and back to see if it is real, if I am still here in the middle of 5 acres of green grass surrounded by dozens and dozens of fully mature trees, and woods and the deer who live in them, and yes, I am still in the middle of this healing green and it is still quiet, after 2 months. I've never experienced such a thing. Quiet and silence and peace were literally moments in my previous 59 years, and they were too precious and too few. Now, the quiet is here all the time, the main presence and foundation of this place, along with the green beautiful.

The House:
Once John said there was a store opening in Gainesville, I told him to take it, he began the process and he pounded on that like a bull. This fragile, negligent, lethargic, workhorse, turned into the Taurus bull of his nature and got things done. What!?
I was not able to do anything. He had alot to do on his own and I did not for one second believe he would do it all, I mean this is the guy who breaks down in frustration with red lights in traffic, who will put off mowing a small lawn until he gets a city notification. In the 15 years of living with him, it took countless directives to get him to mow his tiny lawn.
What he had to do now was titan-ish for even the most efficient person. He had to secure his job first, get his truck in driving condition which was delayed by 2 weeks!, put his own house on the market for sale, pack and store his things somehow, search and find a house in Gainesville, come to Tennessee to help me finish packing my things and store them, both of us drive to Gainesville in time to close on some house neither of us had time to search for, move us in, then start his new job.....ALL IN 3 WEEKS TIME. Hellooooo?? can anyone conceive of that amount of work? especially for someone like John!!!!!!!!! To top this all off, he had to accomplish all of this while still working full time. I went into despondency because I knew he would never get it done and my chances of getting out of TN and into my own safe and clean space was nil.
But the Taurus Bull and something else came to life. (I get chills). John himself said something took over him and he did everything he could methodically and did not stop. He encountered delay after delay, no help from anyone, his car in the shop for 2 weeks, and endless sabotage every step and yet he did what even would shame heroes to accomplish. Something very intense and strong took him through this, knew the importance of this for saving my life and his own......and it was all done. I am still IN AWE.

What happened was, once he said he would apply for the Gainesville position, and once he said he got it, then the next thing is finding a place to live right? Do we stay in a hotel first so we have time to search? Does he do this alone and then find one and then come get me in TN? If so then it gets expensive for hotel and he knows no one else he could bunk with for that time. How to do this?? I got online to get an idea of houses. I didn't know what to do, how one goes about such things as finding a house. I've always rented or lived with someone else....how do people find houses? I've heard nightmare stories about how long it takes and how many houses one sees to find the right one, location wise, size wise, price wise, etc etc......one does not simply choose a house from a picture and land there.
I got online feeling lame, looking at locations near his job knowing it had to be close because he hates the commute and I wanted him to be free of that one thing that torments him, was the drive to work and back.....so I looked and saw pictures. I found something that was cheaper than what he had his house on the market for and sent him the link to see. He said it was a nice size but was not interested. I looked further and found nothing that had requirements that I needed which were more than his. I needed to be away from traffic and noise, from men and machines. I wanted space to plant gardens and trees. He couldn't care less he's never home. The house had to have at least 3 bedrooms, one for each of us and a quest room, and had to be move in condition. No fixer uppers like his last. He wanted a 2nd bathroom and a window over the kitchen sink. The location, price, etc. We each had a wish list we didn't even tell each other about, I'll get to that later. ( I realize I didn't get into this, but if any are interested I will post another one about this fun bit). But the basics were proximity to job, away from street and traffic and people, space inside and 3 bedrooms.

I got online again, searching neighborhoods driving time to his job etc, and found a house that wasn't there before, similar to the first but this one was cheaper and had blue shudders on the windows and I sent it to John. He wasn't impressed. I gave him the name and number of the broker and asked him to at least speak with her and possibly line up other homes to see, make a connection there and start the process, please! They do that don't they? I listed the pros of the house to try to find out why he was resistant, to no avail. He wasn't impressed at all with that house. Upon deeper questioning which always pushes his annoyed button he had a "thing" against modular homes. I said what's the problem when most homes out here are modular? We both need to make an immediate departure, we don't have time. This prolonged things. Whenever we spoke which was about once a week, ( I know, but he's not one to have conversation, though he tolerates mine more now).....I tried to find out what he wanted from a home and what he was doing to find one? Nothing. He looked online once, on his terrible laptop which basically was 10 years old and froze every 30 seconds, and found one house with 2 pictures total, both of the outside and the house was not only right next to houses on all sides, but the street was 10 feet away. NOT. So he didn't know how to go about this either.

What he finally decided, without telling me was to do a quick sale on his house, and finally called that broker in Gainesville to at least get ideas, and possibly see that one house with the blue shudders and take it from there. I was so helpless! I couldn't do what I usually do to help him, he was overwhelmed with so much to do and had never organized himself before. I went into despair.
We had 2 weeks now.
What I didn't know was that he had called that broker and put a deposit on that house. Without seeing it, he just wanted a location to land and he went and did it. I was floored? flabbergasted? shocked? appalled? impressed? On one hand I didn't care where we landed as long as I was out of that house I was in and in another of my own, and on the other I didn't want to experience any more things going wrong, or not working or anything that needed fixing etc. I was far too sick and weak and traumatized from my past year and years before that, and my body systems were failing. I needed a safe haven. He, needed to just make sure he got to work on s specific day otherwise they'd fire him if he failed to show up. Well how does he do all of this while still working full time ??!?!?!?!? I found out the name of his supervisor at work and explained that he cannot be working right now, he has a transfer to work on, a house to sell, and things to pack, a house to buy and he has to fly to TN to pack and move another household, then get to Gainesville, close on a house we havn't got yet......and HE CANNOT BE WORKING RIGHT NOW, WHY ISN'T HIS APPLICATION FOR VACATION NOT APPROVED !!!! I also had this conversation with John as calmly as I could to speak with his bosses to explain all this as he is never one to speak up and out, and the next day he called me to tell me his last work day was Sunday, 3 days away and now he has an extension of another week or so to make all this happen.

So......we moved into a house in a city we'd never been to, and which was only the 2nd picture I saw online that was worth considering. He put a deposit on it, without seeing it and before it was inspected.........what could go wrong? !!

Actually in this case NOTHING. All went smoothly, and 2 months later as it turns out, what seemed folly based on lack of experience, lack of time, lack of organization, desperation and jumping without looking, worked out, because this house is revealing its charms slowly, and how unbelievably perfect some things are.

I'm getting too much into this one aspect, but I wanted to give you an idea of the stress on top of trauma for me this has been, and for him stress.

However now I will show pictures of the house. These are from the pics online.
We called it the house with the blue shudders. I'm not crazy about this blue, but others are, but I will paint the shudders a nice turquoise blue when things cool down.

My favorite part of this house was that the kitchen was already white and the utility room which I've never had is inside the house as our last were outside on back porch. But there is so much space here. Our last house had only one narrow 7" drawer in kitchen. I was very clever in keeping things organized and neat. Here we have lots of space. I even want an island in the middle as it seems so bare. :D:D:D

This is the back of the house. That carport which I thought such an ugly structure though useful to keep my car under, is turning out to be my favorite hangout. You'll see why. I don't understand though why they didn't put shudders on the back and have such ugly stairs.....we'll have to fix that.

All is not done, but is livable and very cozy now.
The rains and thunderstorms.....well they're taking getting used to because I've never seen so many storms like this, daily, not even in South Florida all these past years.....its a bit scary, but then everything makes me jumpy. The storms batter the windows directly, never experienced that kind of noise and only panes of glass separating me from that violent storm? scary indeed! John needs to put up awnings on the windows and especially the sliding doors, the sun is brutal, not very good to sit out there for long. And I have developed sensitivity (cause I don't have enough) and experience real heat exhaustion, learned the hard way.

So now with my things in, I have some pictures. This is before we planted Italian Cypress, topiary and urns with flowers....... 

....and after........

This is all the landscaping I want to do for this year, I want to see how things go.

On the side of the house I planted Sky Pencil Holly, they're small but will grow. Also the yellow Thryalis which I love because they are fragrant and can take lots of sun and heat.

 I had two heavy cement urns I planted with palm to mark the halfway point of the driveway. It is an elegant hello.


Such a nice corner to do laundry and this has a closet to the left which we love having. We have closets here, did I mention that? Some walk ins! The previous house had only one, aside from tiny bedroom ones.

 I don't like seeing store containers, labels etc, so I remove everything and put them in glass containers with disolvable labels. So much cleaner and tranquil.

My room.

 View from window......

 Guest room.

Johns' room, god bless him....this will get the work it needs very shortly.

My bathroom with a Roman Tub.....I need baths as it turns out. Seems the salts and minerals make me feel renewed like nothing else does. It also removes 90% - 100% of my pains and helps me to sleep, so I love taking them. I will have to get this working soon. Needs lots of water, but idiot genius' installed a kitchen faucet and so it trickles and one cannot fill a tub this way. We have to fill a 5 gallon bucket from the other bathroom on the other side of the house and trek it to this tub when I need to take a bath. We're working on it....when john "gets around" to changing the faucet to a high volume one, it may work as it should. Plumber was here said its a job he wouldn't like. sigh.
But the light is so bright in all the rooms, and I can have plants inside the house now, not just outside.
This is how the bathroom was.........

The door to the closet inside the bathroom....I hung a crochet curtain panel I love.....

Needs organizing but I'm working on it.

Well, thats the house and how we live now.....all in the middle of 5 acres of grass and trees which is especially beautiful.

We do however have to mow those lawns and these people out here in country have some serious equipment. John had to buy a rider mower, but it turns out he likes it :D:D:......a new toy, he rides around. Even I have to do some because no way he can do it all himself. Takes two days if we really put our minds to it, but so far we haven't been able to. We either run out of gas, its too hot, or it rains, or we're too tired......its alot of grass. If we stay here, I will have to see about planting more trees.....which we started......I planted two Weeping Willows which need around 50 feet of space which we have, and I adore how they blow in the wind. We also planted a Leyland Cypress. They have yet to fill out....will take years, but are supposed to be among the fast growing trees.
I also planted Arborvitae by each post by the carport which is my new hangout.....they should fill out and look beautiful.....My new favorite in the plant kingdoms are the evergreens.....love them!!

And this is where I play the most, under the carport. We got two potting benches since we had to leave the one we built together at the other house, sadly, I loved it. But moving on....I have these two, where I can keep my things and they are covered mostly. See the third Italian Cypress here? the perfect spot for it on the backside of the house right next to the stairs and I can see it and talk to it every time I come out.....they do give good company you know,,,,they are just a bit stoic.

Bare stairs, with no place to sit in shade, very hot and no gardens.......

We planted our beloved herbs close to the house, but soon realized they were frying and burning in the relentless all day sun with no shade....so we had to add ugly shadecloth, now they are staying green. See Mr. Cypress? I love him there......

This carport has turned out to be very useful! I am planting a Wisteria at the corner, to grow over it.....waiting on john's help to create supports for it though.

 This is the all day shade part. I planted boxes of mixed salad greens that have sprouted beautifully. Thats another thing going right....seeds are sprouting and growing. Must be the well water!

And the very small aborvitae at both ends. Can't wait till they grow and fill out for more evergreen beauty.

And I know there were more details than some cared for, but some of my friends asked for those so there they are. Saves me repeating the story also......which hasn't really been told, is a book forthcoming, but how I am, where I'm living, and how its going is here. Things are finally going right....and thats an entirely new sensation for me. I keep expecting something to glitch, but not yet....quite the opposite....when we work on something it gets fixed. When we're looking for something in the stores like the Cypress, we find them, when we speak of something, it shows up.....its "wow" all the time now.

I guess because.........

Friday, April 27, 2018

"The Hidden Forces Of Life" by The Mother and Sri Aurobindo

*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared. Blessings. Serena, Lady of the Woods http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/

Hello People.....especially empaths, sensitives and those with Soul Light......

I am on a mission now....or rather again.......to reveal what has up to now wished to remain hidden. Some of these beings are aware of who and what they are and some of them are not aware of who and what they are and what they do.
These beings will even say themselves that they are of alien stock. I did not believe. I do NOW.
Once the shell shock wears off and I feel clarity, I am going to get to this like a pitbull with a bone.

*Note: Empaths, Sensitives, Ensouled Ones will be the most resistant to this information. Please do not resist. Knowledge of this will protect you, your soul and keep your life and soul YOUR OWN.

But I am here to make it clear.....these creatures are way beyond a mere psychological classification of having Personality Disorders. They are in fact the alien within, a result of hybridization, the result of "Genesis 6:2 "the sons of God saw that the daughters of mankind were beautiful, and they took any they chose as wives for themselves", or anything else spoken of as the historical events of the course of human evolution regarding the interspecies unions, or "merging your kind with our kind". The facts are that humans have been created, experimented with, mutated, transformed, controlled, stunted, and it continues. The facts are that in our times today, it is pandemic, it has increased. 
Please note the insanity around you. It is not human evolution, it is foreign devolution. And their purpose is to destroy the Light within those who carry that Light. Make no mistake.

I am here to reveal what has wished to remain hidden, because we will never release our selves unless we see what is truly happening in the real world, not in our belief systems conveniently given to us by those hidden hands, nor in the incessant brainwashing of the greater masses. Wake up. 
I have been messed with badly. They thought and sought to "take me Out" in uncountable ways throughout my life, which I thought was normal for everyone. It was not. 
Many friends questioned my choice, but I had "faith" in the goodness demonstrated.
I went from the fire into the frying pan. I got worse in my health. Then....WHAM.
It was intended to finish me off.
It did not.
I will not succumb to the darkness that destroys nor to false love and false light that is quick to rabid rage when you do not believe the "show".
I will grow in my Light.
The more I am messed with, the more I will grow.


Beloved Ensouled ones, do not be fooled. Wake up. Drop beliefs and discard their brainwashing. SEE what is happening on Earth, around you and in your own life for what it is and recognize the attacks for what they are....not mere misfortune, not bad luck, not just "shit happens" but see it for the orchestrations that they truly are. If you are ensouled, you have been targeted and will be seen, and any attempts you have to assist your Self or others, will result in vengeance.
INVALUABLE information below, excerpts from "The Hidden Forces Of Life" by The Mother and Sri Aurobindo. For those who seek to understand the quagmire they are entangled in, in this life, and for those who wish to maintain their Light.

To be Free is to Know Truth.

The Hidden Forces of Life ~ Sri Aurobindo & The Mother

“Men are being constantly invaded by the hostiles (occult forces) and there are great numbers of men who are partly or entirely under their influence. Some are possessed by them, others (a few) are incarnations of hostile beings. At the present moment they are very active all over the earth. Of course in the outside world there is no consciousness, such as is developed in yoga, by which they can either become aware of or consciously repel the attacks – the struggle in them between the psychic (soul) and the hostile force goes on mostly behind the veil or so far as it is on the surface is not understood by the mind.

The apparent freedom and self-assertion of our personal being to which we are so profoundly attached, conceal a most pitiable subjection to a thousand suggestions, impulsions, forces which we have made extraneous to your little person. Our ego, boasting of freedom, is at every moment the slave, toy and puppet of countless beings, powers, forces, influences in universal Nature. All life is the play of universal forces. The individual gives a personal form to these universal forces.

But he can choose whether he shall respond or not to the action of a particular force. Only most people do not really choose – they indulge the play of the forces. Your illnesses, depressions, etc. are the repeated play of such forces. It is only when one can make oneself free of them that one can be the true person and have a true life – but one can be free only by living in the Divine.”

“The first attempt of the possessing entity is to separate the person from his psychic [soul], and it is that that creates the struggle. All depends on the extent and persistence of the possession – how much of the being it occupies and whether it is constant or not.

Hostile forces attack every sadhak; some are conscious of it, others are not. Their object is either to influence the person or to use him or to spoil his sadhana (spiritual practice) or the work or any other motive of the kind. Their object is not to test, but their attack may be used by the guiding power as a test.

It is one thing to see things and quite another to let them enter into you. One has to experience many things, to see and observe, to bring them into the field of the consciousness and know what they are. But there is no reason why you should allow them to enter into you and possess you. It is only the Divine or what comes from the Divine that can be admitted to enter you.

To say that all light is good is as if you said that all water is good – or even that all clear or transparent water is good: it would not be true. One must see what is the nature of the light or where it comes from or what is in it, before one can say that it is the true Light. False lights exist and misleading lustres, lower lights too that belong to the being’s inferior reaches. One must therefore be on one’s guard and distinguish; the true discrimination has to come by growth of the psychic feeling and a purified mind and experience.

Evil forces can always attack in moments of unconsciousness or half-consciousness or through the subconscient or external physical – so long as all is not supramentally transformed. The hostile forces do not need a cause for attacking – they attack whenever and whoever they can. What one has to see is that nothing responds or admits them.

The hostile forces have a certain self-chosen function: it is to test the condition of the individual, of the work, of the earth itself and their readiness for the spiritual descent and fulfillment. At every step of the journey, they are there attacking furiously, criticizing, suggesting, imposing despondency or inciting to revolt, raising unbelief, amassing difficulties. No doubt, they put a very exaggerated interpretation on the rights given them by their function, making mountains even out of what seems to us a mole-hill.

A little trifling false step or mistake and they appear on the road and clap a whole Himalaya as a barrier across it. But this opposition has been permitted from of old not merely as a test or ordeal, but as a compulsion on us to seek a greater strength, a more perfect self-knowledge, an intenser purity and force of aspiration, a faith that nothing can crush, a more powerful descent of the Divine Grace.

Whatever point the adverse forces choose for attack, however small it may seem to the external human mind, becomes a crucial point and to yield it up may be to yield to them one of the keys of the fortress. Even if it is a small postern door, it is enough for them if they can enter.

Nothing is really small and unimportant in the Great Path. Especially, when the struggle has come down to the physical level, these distinctions cease to have any value; for there “small” things have a not easily calculable index value and are of great importance. On that level to lose a small post may be to make certain the loss of the big battle.

All have had to pass through the ordeal and test through which you are passing. We would have avoided it for you if it had been possible, but since it has come we look to you to persist and conquer. Patience, quiet endurance, calm resolution to go through to the end and triumph, these are the qualities now required of you – the less spectacular but more substantial of the warrior virtues.

Also, perspicacity and vigilance. Do not shut your eyes to the difficulty in you or turn away from it, but also let it not discourage you. Victory is certain if we persevere, and what price of difficulty and endeavour can be too great for such a conquest?

These attacks very ordinarily become violent when the progress is becoming rapid and on the way to be definite – especially if they find they cannot carry out an effective aggression into the inner being, they try to shake by outside assaults. One must take it as a trial of strength, a call for gathering all one’s capacities of calm and openness to the Light and Power, so as to make oneself an instrument for the victory of the Divine over the undivine, of the Light over the darkness in the world-tangle. It is in this spirit that you must face these difficulties till the higher things are so confirmed in you that these forces can attack no longer.

There are two things that make it impossible for them [the hostile forces] to succeed even temporarily in any attack on the mind or the vital – first, an entire love, devotion and confidence that nothing can shake [embodied non-reactive zero-point consciousness], secondly, a calm and equality in the vital as well as in the mind which has become the fundamental character of the inner nature. Suggestions then may still come, things go wrong outside, but the being remains invulnerable. Either of these two things is sufficient in itself – and in proportion as they grow, even the existence of the hostile forces becomes less and less of a phenomenon of the inner life – though they may still be there in the outer atmosphere.”

Q: “There are some human beings who are like vampires. What are they and why are they like that?”

They are not human; there is only a human form or appearance. They are incarnations of beings from the world that is just next to the physical, beings who live on the plane which we call the vital world. It is a world of all the desires and impulses and passions and of movements of violence and greed and cunning and every kind of ignorance; but all the dynamisms too are there, all the life-energies and all the powers. The beings of this world have by their nature a strange grip over the material world and can exercise upon it a sinister influence.

Some of them are formed out of the remains of the human being that persist after death in the vital atmosphere near to the earth-plane. His desires and hungers still float there and remain in form even after the dissolution of the body; often they are moved to go on manifesting and satisfying themselves and the birth of these creatures of the vital world is the consequence. But these are minor beings and, if they can be very troublesome, it is yet not impossible to deal with them.

There are others, far more dangerous, who have never been in human form; never were they born into a human body upon earth, for most often they refuse to accept this way of birth because it is slavery to matter and they prefer to remain in their own world, powerful and mischievous, and to control earthly beings from there. For, if they do not want to be born on earth, they do want to be in contact with the physical nature, but without being bound by it.

Their method is to try first to cast their influence upon a man; then they enter slowly into his atmosphere and in the end may get complete possession of him, driving out entirely the real human soul and personality. These creatures, when in possession of an earthly body, may have the human appearance but they have not a human nature. Their habit is to draw upon the life-force of human beings; they attack and capture vital power wherever they can and feed upon it. If they come into your atmosphere, you suddenly feel depressed and exhausted; if you are near them for some time you fall sick; if you live with one of them, it may kill you.

Q:”But how is one to get such creatures out of one’s environment when they are once there?”

The vital power incarnated in these beings is of a very material kind and it is effective only within a short distance. Ordinarily, if you do not live in the same house or if you are not in the same company with them, you do not come within their influence. But if you open some channel of connection or communication, through letters, for example, then you make possible an interchange of forces and are liable to be influenced by them even from a far distance.

The wisest way with these beings is to cut off all connection and have nothing to do with them – unless indeed you have great occult knowledge and power and have learned how to cover and protect yourself – but even then it is always a dangerous thing to move about with them. To hope to transform them, as some people do, is a vain illusion; for they do not want to be transformed. They have no intention of allowing any transformation and all effort in that direction is useless.

These beings, when in the human body, are not often conscious of what they really are. Sometimes they have a vague feeling that they are not quite human in the ordinary way. But still there are cases where they are conscious and very conscious; not only do they know that they do not belong to humanity but they know what they are, act in that knowledge and deliberately pursue their ends. The beings of the vital world are powerful by their very nature; when to their power they add knowledge, they become doubly dangerous.

There is nothing to be done with these creatures; you should avoid having any dealings with them unless you have the power to crush and destroy them. If you are forced into contact with them, beware of the spell they can cast. These vital beings, when they manifest on the physical plane, have always a great hypnotic power; for the centre of their consciousness is in the vital world and not in the material and they are not veiled and dwarfed by the material consciousness as human beings are."

Monday, March 19, 2018

The Narcissist IS An Alien Hive Force

*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared. Blessings. Serena, Lady of the Woods

I am writing for and to those who know there are both human and alien forces that is nothing like what "we" are. It requires blood. It requires pain. It destroys. It causes suffering. It is sick. It is psychopathic. It is deranged. It is insane. 

These Alien/Narcissists all operate the same. They all operate the same. They are all programmed the same. There is a checklist you can go through. They are a hive creature. Just listen to others. Listen.

Not all narcissists are alien, unfortunately some are indeed human. But when those who venture to seek out victims offer all the same things off their checklists and can be observed to follow a certain protocol of behaviors and tactic common among them, they are operating all the same, these are your aliens. They have always been here, but now we are awakening to them.

Misplaced Compassion for "Woundedness" is Your Downfall

I sadly hear many, and I used to believe this to a degree, that the evil ones were "simply those who forgot who they truly are"....that they are wounded so much they forgot their divinity. This is true only in few cases, but in most it is not.

I have been truly wounded, starting as a child, when my father held me at gunpoint at the age of 4. His father too was a totally sick man. I have had numerous men trying to kill me with guns or what have you, been betrayed often, surrounded by drugs and violence......etc etc etc. But NEVER in all my days did I ever think of inflicting such onto another human being ever. I did become smarter and learned to defend myself against those men and those who inevitably will come in the future for there is no end to them, but I never became the sick one. I never turned into them. Because I am of the Divine Spark. My Soul will not allow me to become sick. In fact what we become are HEALERS.

They claim any "excuse" or "reason" according to their sick minds to do what they do.
But no being of empathy or love becomes a psycho out to kill others, especially innocents.
I have a soft spot for vigilantes though, but that is another story.

Pleasant Beliefs vs Awful Truth

If you are not that, you cannot become that. Period. Nothing can corrupt you. Sadly though you can go mad, get depressed and suicidal, but you do not become them.
Psychos are psychotic. The invader alien is narcissistic. They are not wounded. This "wounded" belief is a projection of yourself (mostly women) onto another trying to make your truth theirs. You believe everyone is like you. I did this for decades and was nothing but chronically stupid and I suffered terribly from delusions so that when the painful truths hit me, it had to brutal, with the proverbial holy 2x4's over and over till I was black and blue and on the floor wondering WTF is going on?! Only then, so totally broken down, with all my worthless delusional beliefs shattered like glass around me, when all I held to be true was failing miserably, repeatedly, in real time, could I open into accepting what is real, and change from being merely a believer to a knower. It hurt my brain terribly to go from pleasant beliefs to the awful truths. Horrible as it is, and how much I wanted to believe the pleasant nice beliefs, I was living the worst kinds of lies. And in my severe ignorance of beliefs, was helping in keeping hidden the toxic presence amongst humanity.

What I believed got me in trouble. The truth however, has set me free. And now I hope to help you be free......be free.
Be free.
Know and be free. Breathe deep.

Soulless/Aliens Count On Your Ignorance

Those soulless ones count on your belief that we are all the same. They get stronger you get weaker. If you persist, "they need more love".....you are engaging in absolute foolhardiness and abject stupidity.....you are on dangerous ground. We are most certainly NOT all the same, not one bit.

They count on this as it continues and fosters more compassion their way, and rich feeding/vampiric times. It is a fatality for you and causes an often irreversible harm to your own psyche for endless years to believe in something so egregiously false and by your support of them they thrive and you suffer. By proposing "woundedness" as opposed to the truth of the predator within, you encourage others to have such misplaced compassion and further promote more foolish gullible, guileless people into also projecting compassion onto predators giving them more to feed on, and so you become accessory to this predation. You become the unwitting supporter.

One must be savvy in picking these alien/narcisist/NPC's out. Be clever in testing and never give away your heart unless you feel sure you are dealing with something genuine. Intuition, that hallmark signature of women over eons, which has been demonized (by them) is the way to knowing.

Annihilation of The Divine Spark is its goal.

Pain is its hallmark.

You see it everywhere throughout human existence throughout human history. The evil ones are here.
Some are blatant, servants of outright violence, rapists, pedophiles, murderers, serial killers, boston stranglers, dr jekyll/mr.hydes, jack the rippers, genocides, and countless other men who simply reincarnate over and over again en masse......armies and legions in every country of gangsters, soldiers of war, legalized assassins, their churches and Inquisitions, their 911's bombings, self sanctioned weaponized crime organizations, supremacists and separatists out to destroy family and societies, mind controllers, EMF and other nefarious frequencies......etc etc etc, these men have infected life with torment for as long as there have been men.  And the non-violent disease of left brained dominism, ridicule of right brain, the war on woman, the war on love, the war on care, the war on peace, the war on critical thinkers. One would think this is more than enough to destroy a species.
Why have humans never learned that killing and hurting others is only sickness. How does it go on and on?? How is it that throughout thousands of years, murder, rape and violence has not diminished?
Who are these creatures? where do they come from? why is there no end to them?

This is one breed of destroyer.

There is another.

The Soulless

There are those who want to destroy the innocents, the empaths, the true Divine Spark, The Soul...... they say "Something else had to be done. Before it is too late. Before they (The Light) moves on and we can no longer destroy them."

It has been written in every "holy" text of those who want to annihilate the God Spark.... found in the gentle one, the kind one, the compassionate one, the love. They want to destroy those who espouse love and harmony....who live for Beauty and Peace. They are still out to destroy GOD.

And there is the one who looks just like us.....hiding within our species, not outside of humanity, but within........in the last place we'd look......and this is one of the more sinister plots.
The "kind charismatic" vampire.

What would you do if you wanted to destroy someone/s from the inside out? you would ask these questions........

"How can we infect the humane species?
How can we live off them without them fighting back? without their knowledge. We want to destroy them from the inside out.
We don't need resistance, we only need to feed/suck vital essence out. How can we do this? Confusion, obfuscation, mixed in with good behavior....so we will not be detected. They will never suspect such a thing, we have taught them not to believe in us.

"The greatest trick the devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn't exist." ~ Charles Baudelaire.

The Fungus Among Us 

"We will be born into their families.
We will merge within society.
We will gaslight them to foster confusion.
We will perform good deeds so we will be accepted from their hearts.
We will appear as they, they will never know.
We will sow discord, but they will forgive.
We will feed on them but they will go to doctors.
We will create frenzies but they will take themselves into therapy.
We will feed and they will not be the wiser.
They are a free source of willing energy.
If they suspect us we will turn on them and point the finger at them, they are too naive, for they cringe at confrontation.
And by these methods, we will destroy them from the inside out."

News: The Narcissist/alien is not a dysfunctional human......it is not a real human. It has our biology, but it is an alien force hiding in human form, specifically to dupe and deceive, to be the silent black force that no one can fight because it is not suspected. That is the point, to hide detection, so suspicion will not rise in us. Because humans have uncanny abilities to retaliate and rebuke anything, once they see it. For some evils are powerless when faced down.

They know, if you don't see it, you can't rebuke it, and fostering cognitive dissonance confusion adds to their power.
Detection is the downfall of the evil that hides.

They are not human. Its that simple. Now you know. You can drop them, move on and be free.

Some of us cringe when we hear those speak of humanity as being merely biological robots in a meaningless universe........it is true for the alien. They are projecting. It is however NOT true for us. They speak of themselves and proselytize this meaningless life so brilliantly, because they are convinced and convinced people are soooo convincing......and gullible humanity begins to believe too, and in our hopelessness are ripe for the vampirism.

We Must Hold On To Our Values and Our Love

For us, there is nothing BUT meaning. There is only magnanimity, potential, greatness, expansion, bliss, euphoria, beauty, and all the ineffable feelings that come with all of that!
For them there is none of that, and they refer often to humans as meatsuits and futility of "existence", and they will ask you why you fantasize in false dreams. Laugh at them! You have just encountered the crux of their lifelessness and their own deep meaninglessness, the soulless.

You Can Survive Them By Total Disengagement

You can disengage them. Totally diffuse their hidden vampirism. Simply close yourself down to them....do not give them any authentic interaction, no opening of your Self, your heart, your mind, your emotions, your thoughts, nothing. Know you are dealing with/talking with shit. If you must because you work with them or live with them give them small talk and be polite but always keep it short and simple, and turn around and walk away and they will crumble.

Remember there are more of them than us, and yes this is about us vs them now, no more f**king around here. I'm not creating division, I'm calling it out! I'm tired of the suffering, the predation, the people who are kind who are in hiding, who are ill, who are victimized and then blamed, I'm effin tired of it all. We need to wake up to the horrid truths and get tough.

KNOW, if you are empathic you are already known and it is only a matter of time before you find yourself engaging one or more of these because they are actively seeking you/us out. If you get rid of one, there will be another behind him. Their hive mind/matrix operates on another level that is highly organized, and then is deployed onto individuals.

We need to test people, and test them well, and pay attention to our bodies and its messages. I've had messages from my own body that were incredibly strong but my mind could not grasp nor understand and I always dismissed them as being crazy. My mind and judgements were my own worst enemy. I was properly responding through my biology to the real and present danger while my mind betrayed me. I will never ever doubt my body again and I will tell my ignorant mind to shut up.

Test your new acquaintances over and over before you share, before you begin to give, your heart, your feelings, your kindness....Know Thy Self and Know Thy Enemy.....for you dear empath, have a stealth predator who knows how to find your particular brand of richness, but you don't know how to detect them.....they managed this.......and they will come for you over and over again. Feel and know.

But you can be rid of them.....you sure can.
Then spend time recovering from the slime, nurture yourself in Nature, with gentle loving people and animals, plants, flower essences, music etc. I've said all this already but it cannot be stressed enough.


Friday, March 16, 2018

Why Narcissists Need Empaths, But Don't Walk, Run From Them!

*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared. Blessings. Serena, Lady of the Woods

February 20, 2018

As with most "common knowledge" I see written and spoken loosely without much thought, it is commonly said that empaths are attracted to narcisists/alien/vampirics....and this is utter nonsense. Just think about that one. Who "needs" or is "attracted" to having their life essence drained from them? No one. What is happening is what I call "The Lure" or "The Seduction" which empaths are unfortunately prone to falling for. We are not too resistant to this fake behavior as we should be. We simply do not see it coming. The behaviors of the lure seem genuine, often involving "proof of genuineness" via acts of money spent and deeds done and an apparent "its all for you" attitude. It looks and appears real. Its NOT.
The fact is, its the other way around: narcissists/alien/vampirics need the empath. Hence the whole strategy of "The Lure". Empaths do not need their life blood or life energies drawn out of them. There is only the need of the predator. Without the predation, life energies and life forces will stay where they belong and do what they were meant to do, nurture the ensoulled being, and we can be who and what we were meant to be. The predator changes it all.

Ratio of Real People to Fake People?

I have spent literally hundreds of hours, untold days, months and years, including the cost of my perfect vision, reading, researching, studying the alien presence on Earth. I am sure it has always been here. The tricky part are those who look just like us. This is where it gets tricky, but the fact is aliens are here who look just like humans, and they learn how to blend in.

Empaths/Highly Sensitive People, it is believed, comprise only 20% of the worlds population. It is an interesting coincidence that it is also believed by many in the spiritual communities especially of experiencers that empty shell, soulless, alien, NCP's/whatever term, comprise 80% of the population. You do the math. But I do not know for sure. I still struggle wrapping my head around that.  I do know that the majority of people are the empty shell ones, with spirit and biology yes, they eat, sleep, reproduce, and have jobs and "relationships", but lack the Divine Spark (soul) which is filled with virtue, emotional nuance, eternal wisdom, and especially authentic heart based response to any situation.

*Note: there are those who feel the other way around with the terms "soul" and "spirit". I am using it the way I have understood all my life. Soul is the aspect that is the Divine Spark from Source. Spirit is what animates the biology, or body of the living. That is as far as I care to delve in this.....because it has not been proven either way and I have not found anything else that explains so much. 

Dont get me wrong, these empty shells/aliens/etc can still do "good deeds" and may even do them often but they always have a reason/motive/agenda for it. It is never simply out of heart for anothers own good, to then move on once the good deed/s are done. There will be something to pay. But the most important thing to know, is beyond having agendas, they are a living black hole sucking Vital Essence out of the living eternal Soul.....and they target empaths as a high source of their energetic needs. For who is more filled with true energy than one who feels what everyone around them feels? That is why empaths always have one or several around them.

They are expert charmers and friendly. They want to get ''in''. It is a tool/device they use to get in.

These people sometimes, will right away rub you the wrong way, or you will feel ick in their presence, or you will not be able to tolerate them for more than an hour, and you will not understand your feelings. You will judge yourself as being judgemental, or having "issues" or feel guilty about "mirroring" etc etc. But it is not you, not if you are an empath, it is not you. You feel that way for damn good reasons and if so I would say now in hindsight to effin run the other way as fast as you can! Do not feel guilty, or think you're being judgemental, or give them 2nd, 3rd chances. YOU are the one who will wind up in the psyche ward, needing meds, and therapy, and they are on their merry way, with more tricks and on to the next unsuspecting guileless one.

What I have learned, is that narcissists/alien/NPC's (Non Player Character is a term in the gaming world, that describes characters that are not controlled by the player but are programmed with predetermined behaviors) are greatly attracted to empaths for a true endless source of the energies they need. Empaths always have one or more of them around them and feel always drained. It was revealed to me quite simply, they need the empath to both learn from and to steal vital energies. They need to learn how to assimilate into social behavioral 'norms', and to do that they need to emulate, well, real humans with real feelings. They will not get that training from other empty shells. They all need to learn, so they seek out the ones who have feelings, who possess a universe of rich emotion. They observe, learn, and when their trigger moments come, they repeat. They excel at this mimicry. They are masters of timing. But as they are appearing to be human, they are sucking the life out of things, to make things less vital, less in its light.
And no, they are not aware this is what they're doing. They're unconscious vampires/aliens.

Why Are They Here?

The empty shell people/alien/NPC's are here to keep the status quo. Not just to assimilate, their effects are to remove/replace/delete/ the real humane being, the empathic ones who are divinely lit from within, and to, well....you figure out the rest. I only know they are here and they are master mimickers and cause terrible psychological and spiritual damage and are draining Vital Life Forces.
However, they are flawed.

I am thinking of this as a takeover. One can call it an invasion or infestation, whatever, it is done. It is already done. It has happened. But we didn't catch on because "authorities" are completely in charge of the campaign to dismiss their existence.
They are sleeper invaders not knowing themselves for what they are, a perfect plausible deniability deployment. They operate instinctually. It is unconscious on their part. They know not who they are. They are mental creatures/beings who espouse an unemotional propensity. They are of the intellect (trite as that is) and are of a single hive mind, they all function the same way for the same purpose, albeit in biological seemingly human bodies.

For this takeover to be successful they had to imitate the real human and humanE behaviors, the last thing they want is for anyone to watch them or pay attention too closely. Hence the search for the real humane being with feelings. That is why again, Highly Sensitive People, Empaths, Psychics etc are surrounded by these types and often do not know what they are dealing with.
This is an infestation of something foreign to Nature. Totally foreign.
They are human robotics in our biological form. Their effects are a disturbing disharmony when in their presence. We don't meld, we don't mesh. We have compassion and are brainwashed to accept all people as equal, as one, and so the gentle folk will always invite them in, ignoring the disharmonious energies, whether they be stark and shocking, or subtle small things you accept for noble reasons, albeit to your detriment. The lack of harmony with these ones is the nexus point to be aware of at all times. You will feel great disharmony around them, regardless of what they say etc, and this is where you EXIT.

This post is about recognizing them and how to deal or cope when you cannot escape because they are either family members, you live with them, or work with them etc.

For those lit from within, there are giveaways and I will discuss those.

Though they fool most of the people most of the time, they don't fool every one all the time. There are those few who know that something is off, eg; laughter at all the wrong times, or a repeated platitude that seems a one size fits all for situations from death to storytelling etc. For example they may say, ''oh yeah, sure sure!''....for everything....even when you spoke of death or loss.....they didn't catch themselves. And they always got away with it because most other people are not listening or are one of them. You heard it, but excused it. Misplaced compassion. Pay attention.

These alien/NPC's are most comfortable with the daily trite and platitudinous way of chatting with the people on Earth, small talk etc. Most people are content to just engage them and respond also superficially and the NPC's really engages this believing they sound so good and ''normal"....and they love that, no questions. Most respond favorably and accommodatingly to their fakeness and no one was wiser. They love this. They are fitting in. You however, will be stopped in your flow, and blink a few times, then blow it over, especially when they have all the quick quips, laughter to cover up etc. Do not blow anything over. If it happens again, go deeper, question and question until you get to the bottom. If no satisfactory response comes, then you have your cue to move on.

I personally find it abhorrent and cannot stand to engage those people with any amount of conversation more than two words, hello and goodbye. I have been exposed to too much of this vacuous chatting. I even know one who often responds before you even finish your sentence and they didn't realize they responded to the sad news with an ''oh sure, right, right''. Seriously ?!!

They also possess a mentality that is cunningly exploratory for more tips on how to behave including the timing to "execute the computed response". They will hear a comment or statement one says, and then adopt it for their own. They will repeat this to you hoping you recognize it as a "commonality you share" and you know you said it, or felt it originally, but then this will be repeated by them even though you can't find how it is relevant to them at all. They don't care, they are mimickers and are repeating. And don't you dare question them! They are always right. You may express yourself because some of them know you have that right, but they will dismiss it anyway. They don't need your knowledge, they only need your authentic vitality.

There are some who are incredibly arrogant and egoic. They are also masters of obfuscation, and will never answer a question directly but will respond with long drawn out statements, and end with a question for you that takes you away from your original question. To fuck them up.....repeat the exact question. You will see lots of blinking.....and then either an indignation or anger that you dared question them, or that you seem suspicious, and they will accuse you of being "behaviorally incorrect" or of doubting them, and think or accuse you of impertinence....wow! LOL. Masters I tell you!!!
Most don't catch this, but bow to this total power play.
Some feel they mastered this behavioral thing and don't allow one to question them so they are simply vampiric and fully ''in their power''.

 If you, in your humanity offer to be social with them and talk and try to be open and authentic speaking of your life and stories, they see this as an invitation, an opportunity for authentic energy ''exchange' mostly from you of course, and for them the opportunity to gain that energy. If you remained guarded there will be no energy exchange. But if you open up and share your emotions, feelings, dreams etc you will be sucked dry. You will have revealed your precious heart's contents and they have learned how to steal yet more behavioral info, to both work on you, and their continual training in ''how to blend'' and they have fed on this precious divine energy. You will feel empty or drained afterwards. Watch for this.

Sometimes, they turn off the "opportunist agenda" and will sound "pleasant", and you will feel once again you have been wrong about them, but then watch for the bite back. The little white lies, the beating around the bush, the dismissals, the quick quips and platitudes.

Another important hallmark difference is the Critical Need for Beauty. Those with soul require beauty of Nature as being part of their essence, they require Nature and feel they're in the womb of The Great Mother when in Nature, surrounded by Nature, we crave it and are happiest in beautiful environments with many plants and trees, we are fed by Nature, find joy in Nature. We also require quality real foods and water at all times. The need for Beauty revitalizes the ensouled ones and the rich universe of the Soul and its essence of Source and the stars and cosmos therein. We feel all of this. Conversely the alien/NPC's/aliens use Beauty as a prop. They stage items of beauty around them but they don't "need" them, but use Beauty to camouflage. Some don't bother with this staging.

A feeling you want to look for in companionship is the deeply peaceful silence you can share with another, where you can sigh in comfort just being in the presence of someone. This what you want.

I can go on and on about this but there is tons of information on the net about this with great details from experiencers with them, mostly referring to narcissists but I am including the alien/NPC's.
And some of the information on them will vary depending on just how manipulative they are, their intelligence quota, if they have agendas, etc. But you will always feel "off" spending time with them. 

My Advise for Empaths and Highly Sensitive/Sophisticated People

I will however, be short and succinct with my advise for your own sanity......empath and HSP people....do not engage these narcissist/alien people, do not believe they are ''teachable'', or that they are troubled, or had a past that you need to offer compassion to, or that they are "wounded" - huge one, or any other excuse you can come up....just get the hell away from them if you want to maintain your sanity and your life force.....because it is life force they drain. But true life force from those Lit From Within will be drained and the dissonance you feel in your psyche and spirit will need quite a while to recover.
Life force is the most precious thing in the cosmos, and that is what they want. They do not possess this. It is a vital energy that is the possession of the true human, the one with a soul, with rich emotional/feeling content, virtue, good will etc etc.
It is you who will feel vampirized and energetically violated and you won't understand how or why. They never get drained, never feel vampirized and often speak demeaningly of those who do feel this. They do not wind up disturbed or bothered unless they suspect you of suspecting them. But they need you. YOU DO NOT NEED THEM AT ALL. They are not redeemable, they are your parasite. Do not be a willing host. The Earth is littered with them.

What is also important to know, is that though there are lots of true humans on Earth, they are not all empathic and these ones will be able to tolerate them better.
However, the empath will have a strong repulsive feeling, which initially they may feel guilty about, because geez what has this person done to you (so far)? nothing, they say all the right things, behave well and even do good deeds, so why the ick? However, its the empath who will suffer a growing sickness within that requires lots of space and time and Nature and nurturing away from them to recover. If you live with them, I am sorry. For your own life, if you choose to live with your own autonomy, then get the hell out and never look back, find other empaths and spend time with them.

You will feel yourself growing dark and wonder how this can possibly be. You will feel suspicion and not know where it comes from and be disappointed in your innocent self. Don't be.
You will loose your playfulness and wonder where it went.
You will loose your vitality and what ability to conjure up happy thoughts in your way of being you and wonder why that is. You will feel anxiety and want meds for the first time in your life.

The results of being in these soulless beings presence will cost you far more than you could ever think of, more than you can know. You will find yourself aging faster, and though you do all the right things and eat well, you do not understand this loss of VITAL ENERGIES........

Make no mistake, these ones, including other powers and principalities are the cause of all trauma on Earth, and the traumas are felt by those with Soul.

I am telling you......run away from them, run from them all and be very careful, dear empath, who you choose to spend your time with. Trust your first feelings, and dont' talk yourself out of them with negative self judgement.
Go into Nature for long periods of time. Buy flowers and plants and surround yourself with them inside your home. Listen only to soothing music and anything that can revitalize your Soul Essence.

The Greater Scope of the Effects of These Soulless Ones:

So what happens after you realize the vampiric nature of these ones? Their abilities to suck vital energies from a human? What happens if we pan out to look at the greater picture? Of the world?

I am taking this vampiric capability of these soulless ones/NPC's/empty shells further out than the one person to person or empath/narcissistic effects. These empty shells because of their own lack of vital energies have the ability/need/intent/default-nature to kill the vital energy of the living. It will be sucked out of the person, the family, the workplace, the town, the city, country, the planet. Living things will have shorter life spans, they will not have optimum growth, they will be diseased. Trees will die faster, grow shorter, plants will not be as vital not produce as many flowers, animals will become sick and people become, well, as you can see around you on this Earth what its become.

I am wondering now, if the planet has been infested with these beings for so long if this has been the demise of the quality of life. How can it not be? How can it not be the toxin, the invisible pollution that has reversed Life Force, Prana, Loving Energy? How can it not be killing what is innocent, what is clean, what is pure what is gentle, what is pristine and prevents all that beauty from radiating its light. Is it any wonder so many beautiful souls, so many great hearts are sick, at home, often alone? wondering WTH life is about really? wondering how they got to where they are, why their dreams didn't work out? how can every effort to gain momentum in ones creation of life results in something backwards or even reversed? Is there such an opposing energy that can do this? I say emphatically yes!

Final Thoughts

Granted it could be that real ensoulled humans may be the alien on a strange planet, duped into incarnating here in the first place. I don't know who belongs or doesn't. It doesn't matter in this post which is focusing on how the narcissist/alien/NPC needs the empath, and not the other way around.

I also am coming to terms with the belief that the 20% real ensouled beings/empaths and the 80% alien/NPC/narcissist ratio is real, and I have a theory that most ensouled beings are no longer incarnating in this plane. Those ensouled ones here are the last remnants of Real Humanity, and are phasing themselves out of this false matrix.
In playing further with this idea, could this be the beginning of the end? That eventually the ensouled ones no longer incarnate here and ''the game of life" the archons devised where so many of the dark ones have created this diabolical recycling reincarnation pit, a virtual playground for evil forces of a variety of deviations, into a holographic simulation of horrors in this matrix on Earth, have possibly created for themselves their own annihilation? That when ensouled beings no longer arrive onto this planet and they no longer have victims, they will starve but be locked into their own invention of the recycling incarceration wheel of fortune? Nice to think about. So it could be the archontics, devising a way to entrap souls, have in fact created their own demise? What a pleasant thought.

Wednesday, March 14, 2018

Re: "The EVENT" of March 2018

*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared.
Blessings. Serena, Lady of the Woods

Hello Everyone.....

Regarding what is being called "The Event" for March 2018.....to all of you who believe and who feel excitement, positivity, emotion, feelings, etc of any any nature that would intend, create, or manifest this Event I would only say, bring it on more so......add more feeling, more emotion, more intention, more excitement.

But for the naysayers, those who are jaded, those who believed in the ''2012 that didn't happen", or any other major cosmic event that proposed major positive changes on this planet, I would say please consider this:

if we are creators in any way, if we are manifesters in any way, if we create our reality to any degree, and we do.....then it is up to us to manifest this event. If we should disbelieve, or say "I've believed before and nothing happened"....etc.....then I would say, you are likely preventing it from happening because any disbelief in something can and does negate it.

I know we have been jaded and maybe even duped, but I would encourage all to bring forthe any and all emotion for creating this event as much as possible. And if nothing should happen, then lets bring it on for the next time, or the next one after that, and we keep on manifesting and adding more and more emotion and excitement until something DOES HAPPEN.

You/WE Can Create an Event.

Please consider what any cynicism can do in negating something positive. It is a fact that false events have been planted before to create just this type of cynicism to any potential true event, because we are the creators and it is our energy and emotions which creates what is in this reality even if through the back door of inverted truths, that we create horrors just by witnessing them and containing them in our consciousness. Mostly it is done negatively through hollywood and its black sorcery who write terrible and ugly violent streams of horrid alien fantasy and the media is saturated with this, but it is human emotion and attention to all of that which brings it into reality because we emote it into being.

On the positive side, it is our collective energy and emotion which can bring in something that we DO want to happen, but it will take the reintegration of the cynics, all those we lost along the long hard journey of life in this reality of manipulations and simulations that have jaded so many creators into a ''whats the use'' type of attitude......they wanted you there, don't let them keep you there. They know of this ''event" and they planted many false ones to make you a cynic, to shut you down.
Dont stay where they want you!

Let us manifest, and keep manifesting, over and over and over again, until we get what we want.
Let us pray, dance, sing, paint, laugh, meditate, intend, shout, whatever, until this happens, however long it may take....the longer we do this, the more emotion we put into it, it must happen. By the laws of Nature It MUST!

Friday, March 9, 2018

Empathic Sensitivity vs Egoic "Sensitivity" Corrected Version

*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared. Blessings. Serena, Lady of the Woods http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/

*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared.
Blessings. Serena, Lady of the Woods

I am writing again, though my last article I haven't published yet because I have to include the alien theme into it, but it is truly about the vampirism of ones vital essence as I've been referring to it for years.

Sensitivity: Egoic/Survival instinct vs Heart Connectivity to All

Many "people" claim they are "sensitive." We must break this down, what does it mean to be "sensitive" in the first place? It is another abused vague umbrella term to describe a heightened survival mechanism/self protective mechanisms vs a completely different meaning/function of a divine connectivity to all living things. It is spiritual.

They are completely different "sensitivities" derived from completely different sources.

Other true "sensitivities" are emotional, psychic, and spiritual sensitivity all which comprise a vast difference in how they function to what they are sensitive to, which all fall into the category of the "connectivity to all living things". Each one a post on its own.
But I want to focus on the egoic sensitivity which is not a true "sensitivity" but a survival instinct vs the empathic sensitivity which is connectivity, the real one. And this is prime difference and purpose of this post.

Egoic/Hive Mind "Sensitivity"

The egoic "sensitivity" is a fake personality, an imposter of a human being which is all about the self and self preservation, an ''its all about me'' type of being, which functions from the (hive) mind vs the "connectivity to all living things" sensitivity which are true functions of the heart, skin, organs of the entire biology and soul of a true human being and which amounts to a vast variety of senses and purpose of such for cosmic knowledge, oneness, wisdom and the continuation of Divine Life from the micro of self to the macro of the All.

Egoic/narcissistic (and alien) people will say they are sensitive and they are right (in a sense), though they are speaking purely from the ego, and the ego is sensitive to many things that perceives threat to its fake personality (disorder). Mind you some real humans can operate from the ego due to damage and huge fears, traumas and planetary interference, and they are dysfunctional but human. But the egoic/imposter/alien functions from this ego/hive mind because that is all they have and they are the most dangerous. Its complicated and convoluted.

*Note: I do not believe the ego is a bad thing per se, but it is the tool which the un-divine functions from as primary, a tool they have weaponized. Whereas the divine functions and most desires to function as primarily from heart and connectivity. In this post its about ego used as a weaponized tool that is faking "sensitivity".

*Keep in mind also if the egoic one has A.D.D. or any other disorder their fake "sensitivity" will be even more exaggerated or more acute.

*Also, please steer clear of misplaced compassion, believing these ones are simply wounded. Until you know exactly what you are dealing with. It is best to test them to know for sure before you engage in the trap of compassionate giving, because they will take this and twist it until they are thriving again and you are sick and drained! Be warned. There are more compassionate ones walking around needing meds from the toxic egoic sensitized freak, who often is not even human, but alien or who is possessed by the billions of entities seeking hosts. 

They will be "sensitive" indeed, to criticism, scrutiny, lack of worship, honest debate, wiser people, etc etc. You get the point. However, and this is where it can get tricky.....they can and do get emotional and can cry......but take note of what makes them cry.......it will always be something that takes away anything they perceive as theirs, or, pure self pity. Anything that may take away what they feel they "possess" can cause them to get "emotional" and either lash out or cry. This does not mean ''sensitivity/connectivity", it means they are "losing something their mind perceives as theirs" being lost or taken, something that serves them. But it will be about them.
And yes, the ego has emotions though they are all negative based, such as anger, pride, intolerance, self importance, megalomania, blame, frustration, etc etc.....these are negative emotions that belong to the ego only. The heart/soul do not possess these. The heart/soul possess hundreds of refined feelings and emotions of tolerance, receptivity, openness, honest inquiry, forgiveness, altruism, love, joy, kindness.
The egoic (alien) will never question themselves and don't you dare question them either. But they will make you question yourself. Their inner fears will be projected as a hostility and intolerance (and some kind of warning onto you either verbally or energetically/subliminally), and you will regretfully go ''inside and do your inner work''. They can either remain defensive or become fawning depending on situation and relationship.

And so they will be perceived as "sensitive".
They are not true sensitives, they are survivalistically sensitized.
Their "sensitivity" can be and usually is well rehearsed by observation and mimicry.

They will be "sensitive" to anything that may diminish how they are perceived, or anything that may put to light their self image, whether that image is overly high or overly low, it is usually one or the other. Anything that will expose them as functioning from a purely mental state will make them sensitive. Instinctively they are aware it is a lesser state. Anyone who criticizes what they do, will make them "sensitized", but it is not a true sensitivity. All this is the function, a mechanism of the ego for self protection. It is a Self Protective Alarm System, SPAS, that alerts them to anything that may expose them as something that is purely mental/egoic/narcissistic (alien), and not as being of the divine/oneness/heart.
This egoic "sensitivity" is obvious when you pay attention and listen with knowledge of these vast differences, with what you are dealing with.

They can be tested and I highly recommend this.

Are you speaking to an egoic talking head or are you speaking to a loving empathic being who is connected to all things? You must know who/what you are dealing with or it can cost you a great deal of suffering. And this is one reason why empathic abilities are traits of real human beings. WE must get smart about this. Its taken me decades to start seeing this for what it is. I have been too slow.

These egoic ones are operating from a survival instinct that is self protective as well as being incognito.......though again, for perfect "plausible deniability" which is explained in my article coming up......they are not fully aware that they are working in hiding. It is unconscious instinct, survival instinct. Something they lack must not be discovered so this survival instinct is well hidden and well protected and well disguised. They need you, you don't need them. But they can't tell you what they're after.
Depending on how much they have to hide will reflect on how "sensitized" they are to being discovered......or to what lengths they will go to, to remain hidden, or to what lengths they will go to threaten whoever threatens them. If they are psychopathic they can threaten your life. Or if they are "merely" narcissistic they will resort to cunning stealth abuses. They're programmed to be able to, in a nano second, strategize how they can and will crush you in some way. They can go from an outwardly "behaviorally loving" person, to a "I will crush you" intolerance to inquiry. But in no way will they allow any perceived threat large or diminutive go unpunished. They can go from being the "do gooder" to the one who will not stop at anything to destroy who got in the way of their stealth acquisition.
They are easily brought to aggression, insult, and indignation if you question even the slightest thing they say to you whether it be fact, or even opinion. To feign "respect" they can appear to tolerate a difference of opinion by blowing you off quietly. Or not quietly. They have no inner authenticity.
All that enters their mind is perceived as data to be processed in their goal of self preservation.
The hive mind is akin to the borg, assimilate and destroy.

The hive mind thrives on thoughts of survival and anyone who can contribute to them.
The connected one thrives in feeling connected and QUALITY of life.
The hive mind thinks.
The connected one feels.

 Connectivity To All Living Things Sensitivity

The real "sensitive" ones possess, and rightly so, a sensitivity to all living things that is inclusive by the nature of their love. They will be sensitive about what they hear on the news, they can be upset or disturbed about events in a friends life, they can be sensitive to animals, plants, trees, the weather, solar storms, everything and all of these things in their experience of life will affect them and change them....why? because there is something wrong with them (as narcissists will say) ? NO, because there is something right with them. These are beings CONNECTED, and they are connected because their soul is connected to all living things, plants, animal, human (or non human), anything that lives and breathes, they will be sensitive to, responsive to and have feelings for and with. The egoic one will not, they will only have feelings for themselves and those who can serve them in some way. They can even appear to serve you, in order to have something from you which ultimately serves them, even if it is merely you make them look good. And truly they use you as an arm piece or partner up with you somehow for exactly that reason for who will suspect them of being an imposter when an authentic is by their side? They will help you because they have something to gain from it.

True "sensitivity" is the hallmark sign of a true humane being, not merely human, but humane. These sensitivities comprised of hundreds or thousands of super fine diaphanous networks of connections, are the natural state of being, it is what makes us a part of an ubiquitous grandiosity, a greater whole and which gives us many wonderful feelings of being creative and beautiful, a benevolent force of life with other life forms, to helping us to feel we are not alone. So quickly you ask, then why do we feel so alone? Because we are outnumbered by a vast population of fake ''people'' who do not possess senses of true "sensitivity", who live from the hive survivalist mind and who are in fact vampiric of the inner connectivity web that is the gossamer plasmic fabric of life that weaves all the living ones together. And they are destroying that......individually unconsciously but collectively, consciously, synergistically, where the greater numbers of them increase their noxious effects upon the whole.
The connected one knows it possesses authenticity and inner wisdom and wants to share it but will wait for someone to be interested and ask. They do not impose their beliefs or knowledge, they wait for receptive sharing. They are gentle in how they handle others thoughts and feelings, considering the effect they will have on others and this requires true sensitivity.

Disclaimer: Not All Humans Will Be Empaths And So Caution Must Be Used To Discern

Not every humane being is empathic. And not all true humans are sensitive either because those functions can be shut down. So they are living in a diminished state.
Empathy is however, the natural ability of true humans and so many are still evolving in re-possessing this ability. Some are bereft of empathy for many reasons from being closed off which can be self imposed or imposed by others, to interference from trauma, to a closing down the heart, to sinister frequencies being broadcast onto the earth, etc etc. So while you may be organically empathic, you have been shut down, or will reclaim these abilities of empathy for reconnection when it is understood what you are dealing with and you willingly do work to retrieve it. If you do so, you will be armed against what seeks to parasite from you.
Awareness and self healing can turn empathy on, I believe, if there is a true desire heartfully and cellularly to be reunited to all living things, which is a beautiful thing in a beautiful world of love and self love. Admittedly it is no fun on this planet, or in this plane of existence I should say but when you find other empaths, the sharing is intensely wonderful and far exceeds any apparent exchange.
It is however the best tool we have to learn about what has infested this world, all the fake people who live here, imposters of humanity, whilst equally the best tool to learn about the beauty of what it means to be a true humane being and all the magnanimosity that comes with being humane, connected to all Life both on planet and off.

Empaths and sensitives are the canary in the mine. The canary in the mine is the way shower.....is the warming system for those who are clueless about what is all around them. What you can't smell or sense, the sensitive canary does. Listen carefully to and cherish that sensitive canary.