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Friday, November 11, 2016

Anyone Else Experience This? - An Odd Pattern *plus*

Hi Folks.....


*the plus*.....I have written this, my personal experience of the 'pattern', however, and this is a huge 'however', I am seeing in the past few days, even as of this morning just after publishing this post....that some are feeling downright sick....ill, nausea, feeling as if they've been hit by a truck, and completely out of sorts, afraid/bravely admitting to fears, and needing desperately something safe to cling to.....I do not for a nano second believe what I'm experiencing and these others, is coincidence.


I haven't done a post in a while cause there has literally been so much happening, but with so much "debris" in the way it has been hard to see clearly, and as soon as I have an idea of what is happening, it changes. I know things appear to look the same but they're not.

Also it seems there are so many who are of various opinions that it is hard for us to get on the same page and if we do, its not for long. I feel this is a strategy to keep us in discord. Its working.

People are finding it hard to believe what is difficult to believe, and this is unfortunate as it is precisely what is difficult that is true in most cases. Also, it is more comfortable to believe what one wants, simply to maintain some kind of personal equilibrium. I don't blame you.
Truth can drive you insane.

What I'm going out on a limb with here is something personal, (and I have not planned this post, as usual but am writing literally as I think of it)......is something I've been experiencing for some time. I don't know how long as I only, a couple of years ago, realized it was a pattern.
I would like to know if anyone else is experiencing this too or has some educated-wide-spectrum-360-degree-brain capacity-guesses as to what can be taking place. I have ruled out many things due to its pattern; an all encompassing degenerative nature, its slow build up to critical, then complete and total sudden release.
Please comment or email.

The Pattern: is that I'm going about my life but steadily and surely things feel and seem to be going a bit awry, in every way. Things not working out, the body going into some kind of downward spiral, the mood going down, spirit, creativity, motivation, everything.....(hold on and don't jump to obvious conclusions, this is neither monthly cycle nor biorhythms) ..... there seems to be confusion, pain increasing, tiredness becoming exhaustion, a complete inability to function even the most basic of tasks, the lack of brain power is the worst I think.....and the closer you get to critical it spirals downward exponentially even more quickly so that the final day is one of desperation.

First it is a slow build up or slow drain of all energies and harmonies.....over a couple of weeks.
During the "build up" for some bizarre reason everything you dislike is amplified, and everything that can go wrong does. It seems the universe is conspiring against you. You can think you imagine it initially, but then you take accounts....you count how many of your peeves are happening, and how fast and how often, and realize they are all happening at the same time instead of being spread out over time. Whatever ailments you thought were gone return. What things you got over, return.
Then as you get into a space where it is clear you are ''down with something(s)''.....it escalates on the final day from feeling like total shit to feeling like you are dying....the pain is off the charts, nothing helps, no matter what one takes (within legal means) and the mind is completely off limits, cannot function, hold a conversation, or do anything. You cannot do anything but lay in the dark, desperate for relief or release, with no noise and even that is disturbing because all you can feel is the pain and that your mind is not functioning and all you want is one thing and that is relief. You try all your remedies or tricks, and even all at once, but as each hour passes on this final day of the crescendo nothing is working even if you double doses or remedies.....and your mind is in total flux wondering WTF is going on??!!......

Then finally against all odds, you fall asleep, and you wake up feeling totally normal....no pains, no ailment, mind back to normal, spirits fine, and all ready to live another day as your ''normal self''.
Every. single. time.
That is the bizarre point.
Though everything described can be attributed to some 'common' ailments, with those there is a slow build up back to normal. This is not slow, it is immediately the next day.....total complete back to 'normal' state. That in itself is not normal. And the fact that I may have taken aspirin, wine or another medication, too much food to medicate etc all at the same time trying to find something to work, I should feel what I normally do when doing those things which is very ''off''', but I do not, I feel OK.  !

I have been into health studies and organic living and studying the body and functions for over 30 years and I have not come across anything like this, nor have I heard of others who are experiencing this though granted, one, it is NOT something most would volunteer to talk about and two, it is not something that is easily or readily noticeable.....you'd have to notice this in a sort of Pavlov's Dog fashion and even then the mind may dismiss it as it is simply too bizarre.

Has anyone else experienced this? not something similar or close, but this crescendo of spiraling down over weeks only to get complete relief as if nothing happened the morning after the worst day, and for this to be on 'repeat' about every 2 months?

I'm going out on a limb here because I really want to know what is causing this. Its just not "normal".




Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/

22 comments:

  1. You just described my life. Like a living no mans( woman's) land .

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    1. pwincessjane, can you elaborate a bit more? do you also experience the rapid, next morning complete and total relief/release?

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  2. Yes, I have allowed myself to be drawn into another's toxic orbit. I pulled out quickly but that is my first slip. My health and creativity have been suppressed for over a week and I am suffering for my family which I haven't done to such an extreme. I'm debating pulling up roots and moving closer to my children I feel so tormented.

    Everything is very strange.

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    1. Everything is INDEED STRANGE......and I seem to be a walking enigma.

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  3. The ego came with us when the concept of self versus the world. Ego mind needs the duality to survive. And the world is at its extremity. The world is our mirror, it Could be a time to examine our own ego and detach from it however difficult it may be, or all self destructive back to zero which is where it all started.
    Ego mind needs to be fed by illusory ego inflatory energy, self driven and addicted to the collective ego world, so called life force. Peace prevails in absence of ego.
    Go to nature, walk by the lake, in the bush, hug a tree, tune in with plants or birds, rocks, minerals, all sentient beings, no human beings who are the manifestation of egos insecurity and therefore associated desires, which illusory bottomless, impossible to fulfill, exhausting as the result.

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    1. CillaLuo, this sounds like bad parroting of one of the mind control philosophies given as memes to the public.....I do not see how this relates to my post, but giving the benefit of doubt, can you explain?

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  4. Yes,
    I have to lie down, try to meditate or nap. I end up sleeping a lot, and then feel exhausted. I start again in the morning. I am fresh, practice yoga, meditate, and eventually so often, just overwhelmed by life.

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    1. I think life should not be so exhausting or overwhelming, but it is. And in this case I'm writing about, the sudden 100% improvement just doesn't make sense, and I'm trying to find out what it is.
      Thanks for commenting.

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  5. I've tried multiple times to get a response to you on this ... one thing or another delays me every time,. and yet again, I'm dashing out the door now.
    But YES, YES, YES to distinctly what you described!! YES, to the sudden 'recovery'. It just happened to me AGAIN over the past week, absolute misery .. then last night 'poof'. Like someone flipped switch. Not mild, from one EXTREME to the other. 180º.

    Many things to consider, especially in this arena. From hyper-dimensional fuckery to microwave and electromagnetic technology. Not to be discounted, is the 'timing' of he occurrences, what you are focusing on, researching or doing at the onset. What factors/people/events occur to set some wheels in motion just as you are gliding along all nice and level, like dominos falling. I will be back asap to elaborate! ~SK

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    1. SK, finally! thank you so much for commenting even as you are running, your tenacity is appreciated! I'm so glad to hear someone else know of this 180 turn, like you say is not mild but EXTREME, a total reversal in no time, yes like a switch! The fuckery is all that makes sense. As a canary I feel so much so intensely...and this is probably why so many are clueless as to this fuckery, they don't feel it, they're not empathic to all energies, and lately most on the planet are organic portals/background characters/zomboids, whatever name, but soulless biology running around acting human. It insidious. I'd love to hear your elaborations, please do try. Metals and low frequencies harm and degenerate real humans. OPs dont' feel a thing, they thrive on metals and low frequencies. So much to say about this!

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  6. Pt 1 of 2) I’d love to say I have more concise, direct answers to the question/solution, but I don’t.
    There are 2 very real sources of these problems and I think I mentioned before, not necessarily exclusive of each other in my opinion.

    1) Some of us understand that the ‘unseen’ forces of the occult world are as real and in some ways MORE real than our 3D environment. I see it as a sort of matrix/web layered upon and constantly interacting with, our 3D. 2) Having said that, it’s important to understand the very real technologies in existence today and how it is used. Unfortunately, the link I grabbed is very dry and scientific, but gets the point across. An absolute plethora of credible information is available from a long history of patents (many held by the military, government entities and military contractors) and dating back decades for technologies that many people don’t even realize (or believe exist).

    These involve the utilization of microwaves, scalar waves, directed energy weapons, GWEN towers, cell towers, satellites and chemtrails. These should be considered as potential for both individually targeted as well as mass population capabilities. Again, there is NO shortage of reliable, credible, scientific information on how these ‘weapons’ operate and the symptoms created by them. By far, the best place to start for anyone not already primed on these topics is **Dr. Barrie Trower** from the UK as well as **Dr Robert Duncan** in the US.

    Microwave frequency electromagnetic fields (EMFs) produce widespread neuropsychiatric effects including depression
    “VGCC activation has been shown to have a universal or near-universal role in the release of neurotransmitters in the brain and also in the release of hormones by neuroendocrine cells , with such release being produced by calcium signaling. There are high densities of diverse VGCCs occurring in neurons throughout the nervous system. Both the high VGCC density and their function in neurotransmitter and neuroendocrine release throughout the nervous system suggests that the nervous system is likely to be highly sensitive to low intensity EMFs.”

    The most recent tell-tale indicator of these 2 sources of effects upon us being in tandem, is the “D-Wave” Home Quantum Computing – Artificial Intelligence Is Here - YouTube (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PqN_2jDVbOU&feature=youtu.be&ab_channel=ideacity) “Geordie Rose, Founder of D-Wave (recent clients are Google and NASA) believes that the power of quantum computing is that we can `exploit parallel universes’ to solve problems that we have no other means of confirming.”

    * Listen closely and carefully to his ‘language’ and what he’s saying!

    I have, for some time now believed that both the hyper-dimensional matrix and the digital & quantum are very intertwined and piggybacking on each other, not that either requires the other whatsoever, but completes a matrix overlay. When our frequency is low, we are fodder and an energy source for the occult and it’s ‘dimensionals’, what better way to lower our frequencies than w/ technology so advanced, most of us can’t (pardon the pun) even wrap our minds around it. Having a basic understanding of these operations, it’s also easy to grasp how some of us (as you say, ‘canaries’) are ‘tagged’ and ‘targeted’ by our frequency signature. Those of us who are not OPs are a huge threat.

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  7. (2 of 3, 2 parts was wishful thinking) I’ve had Fibromyalgia for decades. What a vague label! I think it has more to do w/ embedded emotional trauma and it’s effects on the central nervous system as well as the environment and exposure to these technologies more than anything else. Let’s think about how that ties in to ALL of the above (?!?). I’m hyper-sensitive to noise, chemicals, crowds (empathic to energies). I think the most important thing is to always focus on your frequency level. It may be impossible to find and know the exact source of the triggers. But to mostly focus energy on counteracting ‘it’. It does get very, VERY frustrating having to put life on hold, so-to-speak, and to do so w/o notice, every time there’s a “flare-up” or “episode”. I’ve just decided to look at it as a ‘cycle’ and when it occurs, keep my emotions (& frequency) in check and take measures to counteract and thwart it. If I try to ‘override’ it, I end up like an Ouroboros. A snake eating my own tail, making matters worse. So I settle in, try not to succumb, make sure my body is getting special attention, flushing w/ Vitamin C and healthy, clean food intake, clearing the ‘plumbing’, LOTS of water/lemon water (alkalize), rest, put mentally or physically draining projects on hold (and try to ACCEPT that w/o too much resentment). It’s always amazing how therapeutic it is to just spend some time outdoors, Earthing/grounding, even if I don’t feel like getting out of bed. Spiritual protection, breathing, posture, Sage/smudge, incense, and often, music will shift my frequency in a profound way. I don’t even take these measures expecting some 24 hr turnaround, it doesn’t happen. I approach it more as comfortably surviving the ride (yet AGAIN) and avoiding falling off any cliffs and minimizing it’s intended effects before the switch gets flipped back ‘off’. The brush myself off and try to get back on track.

    Remember you are powerful, perhaps not invincible, to these attacks. But I find it more survivable to channel energy into survival ode as opposed to given it/them my energy in a direct fight. That old cliche` comes to mind, “any attention is attention!”. I identify with EXACTLY what you described (far more times than I can count) and thank you for posing the question and articulating it in such detail. I can’t imagine what it would take for someone to convince me these ‘episodes’ are from a purely biological, self-contained source. To my knowledge, there just isn’t a magic on/off switch in our biology that works quite this way. Where to the contrary, I DO have knowledge of external sources possessing this ‘control switch’ and their switch (where AI is concerned) has auto-pilot settings.

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  8. (Pt 3 of 3)
    Anyone who is knowledgeable about MK Ultra and trauma-based mind control can effortlessly apply these basic, tried and true principals & protocol to understanding how any individual OR group can be easily preyed upon victimized by “no-touch torture” in today’s world.

    Think of it as preset for regular cycles and intervals &/or a trigger switch to self-engage when your frequency has been bopping along all high & productive for a certain period of time. As I mentioned in my previous reply, notice when this ‘thing’ engages. What is going on around you, with you, plans you’re setting in motion (even if their only in the mental planning stages). One more thought I’ll include here, is when you find yourself engaged w/ a person or matters of conflict, or worry for someone you care about, I think ‘it’ can piggyback on that emotional frequency and expound on it. Sort of, less distance to travel from either natural causes of strain on us OR … often are these people or circumstances planted, often w/ impeccable timing, to set the wheels in motion? As someone who came into this world as a ‘canary’ 54 years ago, with a Type A personality and has suffered trauma at regular intervals and “Truman Show’ fuckery for a long time, finally, so far …. this perspective and approach has by far, been the most effective. When you feel as if your power is gone, always remember, it ISN”T. It’s more like a highjack attempt. ~Sandy

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    1. ok my first reply didn't go through, just vaporized. I said that I thank you so much Sandy for writing this, it is so clear and concise and I agree with you on every point and every level! It is so refreshing to find another who knows what I speak of, as it is not like anything else. Your experience is obvious and you speak from intelligence of such. I would love to speak with you if you are so inclined there is so much to say about all this. Yes, its about many hijack attempts, I've written about this alot. ~ Serena.

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  9. Thank you and you're welcome! Like many, I have traversed a winding path including a maze of rabbit holes to arrive here. LOL. Certainly, would love to speak more. Plate is overloaded for a few days yet (hence the delay in above response), but I will get my contact info to you shortly. XO

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    1. Certainly, take your time, but do connect with me again, I think we can brainstorm this and many other things. You can comment here with your info and I will not publish, but get back to you. Thanks!

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  10. sandy k9, thanks!. Can't find my comment attempts to you.

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    1. Mary, I didn't have any other comments from you aside from this one. I too had a comment removed or vanish. I had to repeat it, (not quite the same) and COPY it then repost, in case it disappeared again, I have the copy. I do not delay more than one day to post comments, and yes I moderate due to spam, so forgive the delay....but comments from real humans are welcome.

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  11. Wow, to what Sandy has expounded upon. I feel and sense everything like a sponge. I literally hate the electro-magnetic energy coming from all directions. The magnetic forces drain me almost instantly. And I too have found scientific sites where we are being dumbed-down as a society, like Sandy mentioned,via the government, the military, etc. And sometimes I think some 'forces' are actually working in favor of 'us' with working against the forces which are making us feel the way we do, every three or so months. From feeling quite 'normal' to wanting to just die and get it over with, for no apparent reason as we are living the way were always do, eating to keep in the best health we know how to maintain, so it HAS to be more of an external force, yet, then again, the Spiritual is also attacked, especially when we come to a place in our heart where we know we need to resist the evil forces, and that too, seems to create a barrier against those of us who feel every little exception to the 'norm'. It's as though the evil entities are also in a type of spiral shift, which also fluctuates with world events, and when that shift seems to not involve a lot of importance to the evil entities, they turn their attention to those of us who are resisting their doom and gloom. Does that make sense too? I know, at least three times this year, I thought I was going to die, and I didn't know why. Maybe sensory-overload had a lot to do with it. That, and being around a negative energy from one in my household who doesn't 'get' what feelings are. I actually asked God to reveal the persona of that person, and I am finding out how negative people can lower your resistance, no matter how strong you feel you are. They still 'get' to you, as it is a constant battle of wits, and arguments which the Empath cannot win, neither can the antagonist as they don't even know who they are. This is when letting go of the angst of the negative persona of another person helps to stay focused in the bad days where nothing else seems to work or help, that plunge into whatever is controlling the environment which seems to backfire with all of our best laid plans. And yes, it is definitely a cycle and may even be related to planetary and star conjunctures of a greater meaning than most people can comprehend. The movement of planets into certain areas of constellations, where one planet signifies an event happening upon the earth. Which one such event will be happening in November of 2017. Jupiter will be entering in the womb area of Virgo for nine months and will suddenly come forth from her bowels. And at the thigh of Virgo is a Dragon nebula which is waiting for Jupiter (which is designated at the King planet) waiting to devour Jupiter. This is on NASA's own site! And there are other You tube videos. So there is something major going on soon to be revealed,even the creation knows about this, and four planets will also be aligned along the side of Virgo. This event only happens every 7,000 years! Just saying. There is more going on than meets the eye. And we are feeling ALL of it. No wondering we are on sensory overload.
    Thank you for this blog post, Serena, and all of the profound comments which serve to prove there is something major going on. We are antenaes for this!

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    1. sheesh Teresa, what a load you have there, much to ponder! I want to say first before I forget about it, that "family member" who doesn't get what feelings are, is to please listen to this video that addresses effects of psychopathy (soulless) upon a real human ...it describes my housemate to a T but more scary was this type of beings' effects upon a real human. I am referring to real humans as opposed to a medical misnomer "diagnosis" or 'disease' they call "an anti-social"...those 'anti-socials' are a misnomer, they are not human, they lack a soul, they are biological functions animated by superficial spirits, is why they 1)don't feel and 2)harm others who spend any time in their presence and literally make them sick. Listen to this video, "how to recognize a soulless being-dramatizing psychotic psycopath"
      https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AKmfgcjjp78 and it was #5 at 3 minutes in, which blew me away as it spoke to ME! shit!...I have GOT to get away from here. After hearing this Teresa you will be blown away.....the psychopath is usually described by his lack of emotions, unnatural responses to intense situations, pain he causes, damage he leaves, etc etc, but rarely do they speak of his effects upon the real human, usually and mostly the women.

      As to the other question you posed, I think there are many many hundreds of beings in the ethers who are monitoring real humans and manipulating events and circumstances to their own agenda which is to keep the human in pain, suffering, in the dark, and unable to potentize their personal power. Enough years of this and one can want to give up, it is too trying, taxing upon ones psyche and spirit to continue to plow through muddy waters and incessant forward movement to not gain personal achievements. Even the most tenacious spirit can grow weary. So there is no shortage of those who do these things, and there are far fewer real feeling, good hearted souls on Earth so that the many many dark ones do not take vacations, this place is a field day for them. When the good vibes of earth are winning over the dark, they release psycho men to do something heinously horrible and the world is shocked again and emotionally disabled, there is given no respite. It is the plan. There are literally people in the the world who do these things, they refer to it as "keeping the world in balance"....when evil is winning they send in good people, when good is winning they send in evil"...they call this "balance" and I call it the most diabolical evil there is (of many). I have heard people say this is done, or they are doing it themselves. This planet is totally controlled and monitored. I can go on for hours, but will end here. Get back to me when you are done, let me know what you feel.
      ~Serena

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    2. Very good read, thanks Whimsy! Sensory overload is a great point and something I've finally become more fully aware of. Also recognizing the energy vampers (deliberate spelling :D ) both in general and the tricky ones 'planted' directly in your path ... often arriving with 'dangling carrots', as I like to say. BOY, would that 'clue' (knowledge) have come in handy over the past decades! My hindsight paints a very different version of many junctures and situations in my past than the short-sighted perspective I had on it/them at the time. The important thing is, I've come a long way in more quickly & accurately assessing the people, players & plants (3 Ps LOL!) moving forward. Some times I think the strategy to beating this #**& chess game is more one of knowing how to dodge the perpetual minefields than thinking you're going to 'stop' the activity. However, I do think that where the multidimensionals are concerned, there are elements to those attacks that are very limited as long as one knows how to recognize and neutralize them by not giving your power away and succumbing to low-frequency fears and anger, etc.

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  12. Hi Mary, The moderator has to receive & 'approve' all comments before they post, this may be a delay (?). Also, she, herself had her reply to my comment vanish when she tried to post it! Thank you for the attempts, maybe save your text on a word doc until we can sort it, would love to hear your reply. We will get it sorted one way or another. Thank you!

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