Energetics: Lighter, Free-er, More Peaceful *Update

Hello All....

I just have to make a quick energetics report. I have been feeling this new peace consistently since November 2015. Initially I thought it was due to some inner work I have done but nothing has had this effect upon me thus far and certainly not so quickly. I have done nothing really different and usually peace does not descend upon one from one day to the next, it involves a transition phase. I had none.
I have absolutely no reason to feel this and every reason to still feel the anxiety I've lived with, but I am feeling peace and it is consistent.

What it feels like: when I investigate and go inside I find an absence of something, something that was there clinching and pinching my inner spirit and contaminating my soul from the outside. Whatever this is, this new peace, feels more like something has left or gone and I am now free-er to feel just me....and to begin to feel even more of me, and have the space to regenerate my spirit and soul. I do not know what caused this as I said I have every reason to be still feeling the anxiety I have been plagued with for so many years, but it is simply gone, poof.
I have spoken with someone who said that an equinox energy occurred in Nov.2015 but I do not know, I've never experienced any equinox or solstice energy like this at all even though they take place 4 times per year. What I am experiencing now is dramatic. 'Something evil is gone' is how I'm understanding this, is how this is felt in my body. One can speculate how and I why, I cannot keep up with all that is going around, all I know is something is gone that should never have been and I am cautiously relieved. I wonder if anyone else is feeling this? Does anyone know of something that happened in November 2015?

That said, I wanted to also say, that energetically the sun is getting on my last nerve. I live in sunny south Florida and it is alot of sun which I loved for most of my life until recently. Lately I have found myself doing the oddest thing, for a sun lover, is closing the blinds, drawing curtains and just living in the cool, calmer energy of sunless light, living by candles and I'm loving it. This might have appeared to be a symptom of depression but it is not at all, I'm not depressed at all, I feel great when the sun is closed off. Its effects upon me now feel as the color red which I do not like at all, it is far too loud, ostentatious, and intense, too fast, too bright, too aggressive. I'm loving the cooler, quiet, calmer, darker hush of sunless light, and beeswax candles.

I am also finding myself engaging again in things of great beauty and mindful meditative movements in everything I do. From the moment I arise from a beautifully made bed of pure cotton bedding in a room painted pearl grey to which I added ground tourmaline powder for transformative energies... to how to dress for the day, to how I go to sleep at night scented with beautiful powders and oils. I use only the most beautiful objects for everyday living. I am preparing all my own natural organic body products in beautiful containers of glass. I am preparing the most beautiful and healthful foods and am packing lunches in wooden bento boxes for the housemate and learning Japanese cooking.

 

I have bought the most healthful teas and put them in beautiful tea canisters for ceremoniously making of teas for health and beauty.

I do not follow the precepts or concepts of father time, it is not the way of the human especially of the woman or the feminine eternal, timeless one of Spirit. I do not have any awareness of time unless the sun is coming up or going down, or if I feel tired enough to sleep. That is all I know of the passing of time....which is not really time but the turning of the earth and the sun. I am a Spirit eternal.

Also.....I am having severe aversions to reading or listening to others talking...even if I want to read or listen, I keep trying but I keep getting lost, distracted or turned off until I shut it all off and walk.

And I am loving all of this. It feels as if I have been freed of something and am now engaging in my Spirits loves of natural beauty and harmony with Mother Nature again.
I'd love to hear from others.


1/27/16: I have since received this video of Alex Collier speaking and he mentions somethings that happened in November, namely that the ''dark fence'' has come down at the time, he explains more but the entire video is worth listening to in my humble opinion.

Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/

Plant, Plant and Keep Planting, Lawns to Gardens

I wake up in the middle of dialogues. Some are important and I want to share one of those now.

There are people who believe this world is finished, done for, nothing here to save, fix, correct, clean, nothing worth ever finding joy in.  I wholeheartedly, in the face of its ''apparent doomy gloomy truth'', disagree because it is a lie. Its a lie because it's not written in stone. It's 'truth' or lie is a choice we each make daily.
The ''truth'' of reality depends on what we each one of us do or not do. When billions of people give up, yes it is then true there is nothing here because their consciousness destroyed the possibilities. But when billions of people do not give up and plant this Earth and go green, then there is nothing for the Earth and humans to do but to thrive, and then the gloomy ''truth'' has been changed into a joyfilled lie. Think about it. The choice lies with what you want to create rather than what you believe is true.
I believe, and know, have seen and experienced this Earth as something ineffably beautiful. And with Spiritually beautiful people tending to it relentlessly, passionately, ruthlessly and uncompromisingly, it flourishes.

 This is a part of the front lawn. I planted an orange tree, and the veggies are cabbage, mustards which make wonderful wraps for sandwiches, cauliflower and coleus in back for added color.

I want to encourage, beg, plead for everyone to transform lawns into gardens.

Plant.

Plant something, something that you think is beautiful, something you can eat, something for butterflies, something for bees. But plant.

There is a purpose for grass and it is to keep the soil covered so that beneath or within it are billions of creatures and organisms who thrive and keep the soil rich and alive to grow plants whose grass roots keep the soil fed to nourish other plants. Another purpose is above soil to show humans where plants can grow and yet another purpose is to feed animals.
Think of how much space on this Earth lawns are covering without being useful to any living thing, waiting for those cognizant ones to begin to plant what they need.......for example for shade in trees, or fruits and nuts, or plants for food and plants for fabric weaving such as flax and hemp. This Earth is waiting for us to 'symbios' with Her for a necessarily co dependent life. There is such a thing as positive co dependency, it ensures the one takes care of the other. This is sanity. Humans take care of soil and Earth, and Earth and soil grow what humans need. Its perfect. But the Earth gives so much more back. What She does so effortlessly we enjoy with all our senses in scent, beauty, touch, texture, light and song. We cannot live withOUT  Her.

For those who think the Earth is already done for or polluted beyond repair you are in for a surprise. There are millions of organisms who purify the soil of all poisons and some of those organisms are even created by nature to perform new functions in the face of new toxins, then they recede again into the deep dark mystery of Life. In several generations of the plant, maybe 7 generations of comfrey plantings which can take only a year, the soil will rid itself of metals and toxins, will have regenerated into something entirely different. The soil can purify itself with our help. Deserts can be transformed into oasis. Any land can be converted.

The easiest for now are the lawns that exist with people who own them, who can plant them into gardens of joy and beauty, of food and pollinators.

It is proven that gardening is soothing, calming in the deepest most mysterious of ways. It cannot be understood but is experienced with great joy. Depression is cured by gardening, even if it is a single pot of flowers watered regularly. Elderly homes are being encouraged to have gardens for the tenants as it rewards their spirits in loving ways. Those who water plants feel useful.
In schools, when children garden they understand what food actually looks like, what it should look like and they begin to develop an inner sense of nurturing and self care that can blossom the child itself into a being of great and magnanimous deeds for not just themselves but for many. The child intrinsically and instinctively connects with their own connection to this planet and what Life is. And this in turn fosters a deep sense of belonging. A beautiful mystery.

There is a woman who planted over a million trees because she was sad at seeing children malnourished and the land dry....for no good reason but neglect. She transformed the land and the people in it, children woman and men were all tended to and cared for by the plantings. That was the movement of just one woman.

You....however, don't have to do anything so grand. You can only take care of yourself if that is what you want. You can plant a lawn, a section of lawn, or put a pot on top of the lawn that has in it some beautiful kale, or veggies of your choice. If every person did this, then everyone is both nourishing and being nourished in body mind and soul......as is the Earth. A renaissance is born again.

 
Here is a mix of things in pots, herbs, flowers, a baby orange tree which does produce oranges, flowers and a tiny pond.

There are some who believe the soil is ''too polluted'' and nothing grows. Well the nature of Nature is that all in Nature can be healed and cured when the poisons are stopped and it is given healing treatment and time. The soil can correct itself of the poisons of men, it can heal and become rich again and quickly too. Yes, some soils are not producing and some seeds are not producing. But the options are this: you can give up and not do anything, in which case the continued poisoning will do its destructive work, and you lose and the Earth dies. Or, you can keep planting, giving the soil everything it needs to correct itself, all the nitrogen, oxygen, and other nutrients given through plants, and it has a chance to heal...and when it does, you have plants, healthy soil, beauty and life again both for the Earth and you in return. If the first plantings do not produce healthy plants, keep planting. Plant those known as ''cover crops'' to heal the earth like comfrey, hemp, radishes, buckwheat, arugula, and many many more, choose your preference. Eventually the soils will correct itself and will offer up beautiful plants to eat and to enjoy in so many ways. The thing is, it is easier than anyone thinks. I mean, you can literally throw shit on your soil to improve it. How fun is that! It should be from horses, cows or chickens though human stuff can be used after a year of ''aging''.

Plant plants.

Plant trees,

Plant herbs.

Plant flowers....

plant something.....either on a large scale or small one whatever you can do, but do something.

Be passionate about it. Be Alive with it.
Gardening is the precursor for the Divine experience. It will give you a numinous sense of purpose you never knew could exist. It is timeless and you will feel the eternal Spirit of Life. This is the real You.
The Green of Life is Your Spiritual Life. Nurture it and it returns many times in Beauty.

Watch The Green Beautiful here on Disclose T.V.  (only in French with English subtitles).....
worth it.....trailer below.

Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/