Dark Night of the Soul vs. Empaths Awakening to Realization of Darkness Around Them

*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared. Blessings. Serena, Lady of the Woods http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/

Hello Ladies and Gents....

Just wanted to say some things about this "dark night of the Soul" and the process of Awakening to the darkness around you, can often feel like the same thing, but they are not.

*note: darkness in this post is referring to negativity. Though "darkness" in itself is not evil or negative, for example like the beautiful nighttime which is a contrast to the daytime.

If you look into the dark night of the soul, it is a very dark place where it seems that no sense of light or wisdom can come through. It can be catalyzed by various things in one life, from events, to traumas, to learning of some of the realities here on Earth like pedophilia and rape, and it feels like it will never end. It can and often goes on for many months and years. It is a difficult phase for many, nay, it is a terribly hard phase, lets be real. It feels like there is no consolation or relief for all the deep feelings you are having. It can feel like the big "nothing" or "void" from which there is no return.

It is true that once you go through this dark night that you will be different, you will emerge with deeper senses and awareness. You can become more conservative, or quiet, or reclusive, or more loving....but you will be different. Some go into a depression because they believe that dark place was their state and there is no hope, no purpose to it, and they go into the mind where that darkness is, into desolation, isolation and may turn to meds and cynicism. The mind holds no Light. Only the Heart and the Soul/Spirit.

But if you search deep into your heart and soul, spirit and mind you will discover that you, are not the darkness, it is a place you fell into. Within the dark night you must ever keep searching within, to your inner universe, which is inverted in this 3D plane. Seek out your own Light in the right places within.

The dark night is part of the ''falling'' of ensouled beings on Earth. This place you fell into is a space where you learn of all the things you are not. It is not you. You must know this and have deep faith in this. It is this faith and conviction in this knowing that will build a bridge to your exit. And it is a conviction of claiming your own divine spark that will bring forthe vitalizing energies back into your spirit, energies of love, joy, vision, optimism and simple lightness of being.

Knowing your Self grows the Light. Nurturing this Light brings Vitality. Vitality brings strength.

Awakening to the darkness around you can feel like you are back into the dark night, but it is not, and you should realize that you are a light inside the darkness of what is around you and that the dark is not you. Find a way to hold onto your Light whilst seeing around you, Find your heart and take refuge there. Find those joys that you had and nurture them. Find your heart and all your innocent childhood dreams and reclaim them. Give renaissance to them, for that is who you are. Those are your truths. You must live this in spite of what is all around you. You must give credence to who and what you are as a spark of the divine. Though you stand alone, you must use your own heart as your lighthouse, your guiding light and look no where else.

Often I feel I am falling back into the dark night, or a depression, when I am simply feeling empathically all of what is around me. How the negativity looms and grows, how much is fake, how much is corrupted, hijacked, evil.

Though it is true that awakening to the darkness around you can catapult you into a dark night phase, it is not true that a dark night phase is the same as realizing how dark things are around you.
When you are in the realization, everything feels dark, heavy, non consolable, but when you turn inwards you still have the feeling inside of you that you are a spark, though dimmed by the densities surrounding you.
In a dark night, you don't even feel your light, you wonder where it went.

Just be careful, not to self impose a dark night upon yourself, when you are, as long as you breathe on this Earth, in ever awakening stages of what is surrounding you. Keep strong in your own light.

YOU ARE THE LIGHT.

And yes it is true that not everyone is, (10 long {shocking} years of intense investigation, research, reading, testing and probing, gnosis, and simple observation) I am writing this for those who are. The Light suffers the most and most deeply. I am writing this for those who easily slip down the slippery slope of WTF, and wind up in ''dark phases". You cannot come to realizations of the darkness (negativity) around you without feeling it, if you are a real human that is. So be careful. You can prevent the darkness from consuming you. It will try. But dont let it.



 

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*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared. Blessings. Serena, Lady of the Woods http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/



*NOTE: it appears comments written to me are not showing up for me to read or moderate. I apologize for this glitch in the blogger system.

I receive sporadic ones. Others tell me through email their comments are not showing up, or I will receive an odd one via email that is not on the blog to approve.

But I would ask any who write in, to copy your comment to paste again and again, until it shows up.

Thank you humbly.

Video: The New Predator.....Empaths Need to Hear This

I find this video and information one of the most important I have ever listened to.

Real humans and empaths needs to be aware of this and know what to look for. Coincidentally I have just written an article I have not yet published because it requires some corrections with this further information.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LzCVnnaKXU4

Eve Lorgen & Lauda Leon The New Predator DTV

 

 

 

I Would Like To Hear From Readers and Experiencers

*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared. Blessings. Serena, Lady of the Woods http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/

*NOTE: it appears comments written to me are not showing up for me to read or moderate. I apologize for this glitch in the blogger system. But I would ask you to copy your comment to paste again until it shows up. Thank you humbly. In fact I will make a short post on this.




Hello people.....

I just want to write because I'd like to hear from others. I am quite secluded and remain home most of the time, so I have not much contact, by choice, from the outer world and most people.

I heard today that something is going wrong with alot of people, and I would like to hear from you. If something is going right I'd like to hear that too of course.

I just had another experience just simply cannot be "normal". Incredulity does not cover it.

If any would like to share their experiences, thoughts, feelings, I'd like to hear, anything you care to share, to know what is going on with you. If you want me to publish or not publish, let me know.

hugs.

Of The Fae Meld with Human

*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared. Blessings. Serena, Lady of the Woods http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/

As an empath, and other things, I have this to say right now.......
There is a renaissance happening, and I will speak of it. There is magic here. There always has been.

*Note: when I speak of the Fae People, I mean people, beings, with great wisdom, beauty, knowledge, written of in every culture throughout all time. At times they have been 'confused' with 'aliens' such as pleideians, or such, but such obfuscations are always writ by the hand of obfuscators.


** I would ask that those of you who know your deeper heart, to dis-engage denial, stop trying to conform to male ideologies, (religion, rationale, regulation, etc), see ridicule for what it is and put it in its place....... and be true to your self, your purpose, and your creator. It is time.
Thank you to those who have written to me.

 
Every where I turn now, someone is mentioning the Fae or Fairy People. Something huge is going on.

I have kept it secret my whole life, my knowledge of who I am in truth, in essence. I gave a little clue with the title of my blog Fairy Cottage and Gardens, but most if not all missed it. These things I know of my Self I keep sacred and do not share, but am doing so now, because I am totally compelled to not keep this to my self any more. I am not liking it, knowing people, but I must do as I am compelled.....it having something to do with an eons long service to others.

As I write this I am listening to bird song and soft music, and delicate gentle humming of a lullaby nature. I will just share it here.....feel free to play as you read.

I am not sure where to start, I am so full with so much to share and say. And I am full of the expected responses from humans who have doubt, or ignorance, or simply are pessimistic and lacking totally in the knowledge that Life is, if anything, malleable in its imaginative scope, most of which no human mind can grasp but at best merely accede with any degree of intelligence, that it is not something we can ever understand, but spend a life time or more, finding out, hopefully with a magical and innocent curiosity, what Life actually is and how it encompasses everything from human, to stone, to animal, to bacteria, to skies and stars.....all to reveal an ineffable Beauty it would take eternity to describe with any accuracy.

But I will try to stick with my one opening line and why so many are speaking and writing about the Fae at this time, claiming to have seen them, know them, or are them......as I have. I have always known, no one told me, but as a child I knew, and I also knew that these others who surrounded me and called themselves family and friends, strangers etc, were something ''else''.

I have spent my life doing as others, doing as I was told, doing the norms and learning what is passed off as "learning", which I struggled with the entire time recognizing its insane stupidity, but I did it....and I spent my life trusting that in doing all these things, I'd feel normal one day.
I never did.
And I never want to feel "normal" as normal is considered amongst these people.

I have learned in all these years, from all the family, the education systems, the controlling systems, the institutionalized systems, and from all ''systems'' in general only one thing......WHAT NOT TO DO. And I have learned, that these so called people, are so ignorant, and so closed minded and so much in suffrage all because they are ''learning'' from first of all, the male mind, who is the tyrannical authoritarian who runs all things from education, to industry, to how things are built, designing, to food growth and distribution, to the invention of money and the extortion of natural freely given Earthly resources which they steal, and then eek out for monetary greed, keeping the majority on the fringes of poverty from receiving the free gifts given by Nature for all. But secondly I have also learned from this 'plane of existence' that I have knowledge in me that has always been there, knowledge about many many things that would better the quality of life for everyone who is willing to engage in caring of sharing. I know, and have been planning how to build a city for magical, efficient, sustainable green beauteous living for all, including the overlooked needs of women and children, a city alive with nature, pure running clean drinking waters, and mature loving trees since I am 14 years old. No one taught me this. I was born with this knowledge.  All of the knowledge I possess is for the greater betterment of living for those here. It is all for you.

I have kept all this to myself in all these almost 60 years. Thats a long human time to be silent.

But there is some resurgence, some Renaissance, some phoenix resurrection that is taking place now because so so many are acknowledging what cannot be contained or hidden any longer. So many are bursting at their seams, wanting to continue in sacred secrecy, but can not because their fire has outgrown the container, and is starting to singe the container. We are on fire to reveal what must be known despite the onslaught of the inquisition that lives in everyday humans.

There is something from the Gospel of Thomas that says,:

“If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you.”
And so, it is true, I humbly admit, in a last attempt to save my own life and soul, that I am being forced to bring forthe what is within me. Trust me, it is not that I want any responses from naysayers, but I am truly trying to save my own soul and this brings an ancient trepidation to my mind but my heart is what is on fire to live and share the love that is alive there......and to bring forthe the Great Wisdom of my People, for the sake of your people.

I personally have lived in isolation for so long, in such an alien hostile territory, that I am far beyond being affected by the weapon of "ridicule". I have things to say and I will say them to those who will not merely listen, but learn and apply.  

We, of the Fae, are here for you, always have been. It is time we lay down the pernicious provincial mind, the monster of mediocrity, of beliefs, deliberately given by the dark lords of tyranny, through their many religions who claim to know all of what GOD has created and how, to keep humanity in the dark, and suffering, when all that is needed for a beautiful and harmonious life has already been given. All those men were/are sick in heart and mind, have/had controlled small, provincial minds, either dimly lit with a touch of "good intentions", or rabid with frenzied religious insanity. You must know now churchs and the vatican is filled with sickness and riches. They were/are not stable of mind, nor balanced in heart, and at worst, hateful of any virtue of the feminine. No knowledge nor wisdom can come of that sort, and yet all religions are born of that psychopathy. Hence the deep sickness we see in society now, committed by rabid men, from pedophilia, to organized human trafficking which is to service more of those men, to the amounts of foods grown and discarded because they were not paid for with their enslaving systems of money. Orcs have overrun this planet, they are disguised as men. This is all vile. None of this is of virtue, and none of this is born of a sane mind, a loving heart, nor comes from a service to others, and least of all from GOD.

The times now are bordering on an impending crash, a doom, that would result in many years of good planning to be undone. A crash that is bordering not on the material world, but on the annihilation of the soul, of the Divine Spark. Material things can be recreated. Nature can be regrown, but what is at stake is the Divine Human. That crash must not happen. The forces wanting to protect humanity are now being forced out of hiding to make themselves known to offer what knowledge they possess, and to be an example of what can come of life when cared for as it was meant to be.

I am hearing and seeing many of these gentle souls claiming this Sacred Secret, speaking out and revealing what they know and trying to listen for any hint of interest from those they are trying to assist. We are speaking softly, dropping hints, and waiting......waiting and .......more waiting......for the interest and the curiosity must come from you. We are bound by Sacred Laws that do not infringe, do not pontificate, and do not violate the nature of "desire to learn".

There are those who are so viscerally drawn to the Lord of the Rings, mostly to the Elven People of that series. Many wept tears of resonance and felt a painful nostalgia when seeing them, listening to their music and not understanding the depths of that sadness. I felt it too. I felt it my whole life. What the release of The Lord of the Rings was, was a wakeup call, in the guise of Hollywood Blockbusters. Peter Jackson was compelled in the Faery Way, to create the call.
I have my own interpretation of the Passing of the Elves scene. It was said they were leaving their lands, to go to Aman, The Undying Lands. Arwen chose to be mortal because of her love for one human man. Many of us have love for many humans, we are so close in Nature. But some of those Fae races were not just going to Aman, a land of great beauty and harmony. Their sadness did not come from such a promise of beauty. The sadness was some of them were also going to the lands where mortals dwelt, to be born, to be human, to relinquish immortality and dwell in amnesia.......to help with the lives of Human and Fae.

 
These people are now everywhere. They are children, they are elders, they are geeks, they are nature lovers, they are autistic, they are suffering from immune disorders, they are musicians, artists and dancers. They are wives and boyfriends, girlfriends and hermits. They need you to ask.

Some like me are not waiting anymore, I am an Elder, so am speaking.

But most still have the ingrained Time Capsule, hesitant to come out to what they know will be hostile, and even a witch hunt, when they speak. We have already gone through this. And yet we risk much, once again......for this service.

I am letting you know, those who read, who have eyes to see and ears to hear, that help, assistance, knowledge, care and sacred magic are ready to be deployed to those who are open to receiving.

Nothing will be forced.
No one will dictate.
No one will offer what is not received with kindness.

I am asking you, to engage the Fae who are here. Ask, learn, and practice what is the beginnings for an entirely elevated paradigm of living for us all.

The Soul Has Outgrown Humanity

* I wrote this a year ago, January 2017. But it is one of those expressions that reveals the pain of the darkness I can't seem to bring light to. I am publishing this now because I know many will relate.

 
The Soul Has Outgrown Humanity......

We are too big for these bodies, for this life imprisoned in physicality. Many feel this and know this. It is maddening for us to live lifetimes incarcerated. We can't fly anymore, we can't travel the cosmos and live as we were meant and designed to. Why is the body imprisoning us? Who made us so small?

Why have such a heart and soul of such largesse that cannot run wild?

I feel I have outgrown this human experience, if I ever even was small enough for it to begin with, I doubt it. I was shocked at the age of 4 at how much I could not do. It was horrifying in so many ways to find myself alive "here"......embodied, in this reality, and surrounded by people and furniture, schools, TV and human thinking!.....the worst. ''God! Get me out of here right this second and bring me back to my real home and real family RIGHT NOW!''

The nightmare begins. Its a long one. I dont awake from it and realize eventually I'm stuck in a terrible dream someone made up, someone I don't know, someone who is sick, very very sick.

We do not need to be here. This is not the path of our own choosing, and it is a path of stumbling, fumbling, degenerating, and chaos.  We're stuck inside the mind of insanity, no point, lots of futility and structures to outline the prison palace of the psycho gods. I forgot to mention the pain it all causes and this seems to be the intention.......is the pain and suffering, because if you want pain and suffering then you create the world we live in now, run by those who are its inception, its maintenance and it law enforcers. Only abject sickness creates such a world. Eventually with thousands of years of sick minds running an entire reality, the gentle ones lose their minds, their kindness, what they know is vilified and condemned by the insane, in time survival demands they join the fray, because it is about survival and survival is brutal.

The soul is hurting, runs from the body and leaves the physical to fend for itself. It feels empty and shocking, disturbing, and the void excruciatingly painful. The heart misses the soul.

Many many people are running now, searching for their souls like mad, and the heart is quarantined for safety.

The nature of the soul and heart demonstrate this reality is not real, it does not need this place, in fact this place is toxic for the soul and heart and so we must make some radical new decisions. How to live here. There is something tricky about exiting and the ''other side''.....there are no guarantees to leaving the sickness by exiting and this adds a terrible dimension to the situation. A much more powerful being than our selves must intervene then, if for thousands of years we can't seem to be left in peace and love in this world, then something was done terribly wrong. Was it on purpose? How could it not be.

The creators have the stick now, it is up to them.

That any woman can forgive a rapist, is soul and heart triumphant. That anyone can give murderers a second chance to correct himself and live in peace with harm to no one including himself, is triumph of human Spirit. That anyone can sit and listen giving the benefit of the doubt to the wily politician or begging priest is demonstrative of the largesse of the human mind. We, our hearts, our souls and spirits have won, trillions of times over and over and over.....we have won. There is nothing we need to prove. Nothing we need to learn. So what keeps us here?
Once triumph is ours, then calling the shots should be ours too. 

"Mistress of the Winds" by Christophe Vacher

Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/

How To Remove Yourself From Linear Existence by Jen Ward

Hello Everyone,
Until I get myself situated solidly in my new home and environment, I probably wont be able to post on empathic energetics of the world or even to write a post on my own musings. But here is another masterpiece of womans wisdom from Jen Ward of Jenuine Healing. Every sentence a  pearl and the whole is a strand of jewels.

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Jul 17 (3 days ago)
Jenuine Healing Daily Letter of Accord                      How to Remove Yourself From Linear Existence Life is like a netting of illusion. Thinking about the past or worrying about the future pulls the drawstring of the netting around you more. It is an energetic way of ensuring yourself you will never lose the security of your netting. Immersing yourself in the moment is a way of loosening the drawstring on the netting and allowing a big enough opening to remove yourself. If you practice this enough, it allows the netting to fall away. This is what meditation was supposed achieve for people. But many people merely use the practice as a means of tolerating the netting. The fabric of the netting is made up of the same mind energy that is used in meditation. It is difficult to differentiate the resolve from the thing that contains us. There are many ways, to remove yourself from linear existence and expound yourself into an exponential reality. Do things you love. Anything that gets you lost in the moment is actually pulling you out of time and space. Love itself melts away the netting and allows all things to be possible. We have been led to deduce love as a corny concept because of its concentrated power to free us as individuals and all of humanity as well. Each individual has the capability of changing the world with their love, if only they have the capacity and capability to do so. A great technique is to consciously practice loving all the people, species and atoms in the world. It is easier to do if you imagine the world as smaller as a means to wrap your head and heart around it. Visualizations and using the imagination are dynamic means of stepping out of the netting. If done consistently, one can be the commander of the netting instead of trapped in it. This is was creative geniuses do. The possibilities are available to all. Don’t nail down your life in time. Every time you make an appointment. You are nailing yourself into time and space. It is necessary to make some appointments to function in this linear world. But the more you can leave your calendar open, the more free you will be. Don’t fill your intentions with empty promises. If you say you are going to do something, ensure that you do it. When you don’t, you split your energy in two paths; the you that walks around and the intention you set out. The more you send out false intentions, the more you dilute your effectiveness in life. You will end up showing up merely as a projection screen image in life and not really be immersed in it. Your energy will literally have no integrity. Integrity is having your intentions and you always on the same page. It is a dynamic, effective person who does this. Stop talking and thinking about the past. Stop talking and worrying about the future. Thoughts are like little barbs that hook us into the netting of illusion. They are what tangle us up, instead of allowing us freedom in our own beingness. Feelings are clipping us in as well. The more you can catch yourself being in the past or future, the more you can bring yourself into the present. The present is the portal to expound. Question everything you have been told to believe. Most of our conditioning has been to keep us immersed in a linear form of slavery. Pay attention to how much you have been conditioned to move along in life, like it is a conveyor belt; birth to death, nine to five, season to season. When you follow the mandates of conditioning, you are on autopilot and not free to expound. This is why creative types seem so non-committal. They are. Stop thinking of life and death with such division. Heaven is not a place. It is a state of consciousness. It is a vibration that overlays this one, yet at a more subtle frequency. When someone dies, they merely drop the course vibration of this world and then exist at the finer frequency. They are still themselves as much as ever and are so much closer than we fathom. They are right outside that netting of illusion of a linear reality. This netting is what prevents us from connecting with them. Be grateful. Gratitude is a physiological process of opening your chakras to receive more energy. They open like an aperture of a camera. It isn’t emotions that opens them. It is the greater flux of energy that gives us the warm feeling when grateful. It is a physiological process. We use emotions as a shortcut to do this.But if someone has a hard time mocking up gratitude, perhaps they will have better luck merely, setting the intentions to consciously open up the chakras. This will bypass the need to be emote gratitude. Talk less. Talking is filled with all these barbs that keep us immersed in the netting. I personally exist without the netting on as much as possible. When I listen to others, it is a means of being wrapped in the netting. When you talk about problems, you are giving the coordinates of them in time and space and sending others to that misery. It is pretty low on the survival scale to do this. It is how we have been trained to keep each other trapped. Even light workers are limited by linear existence. When you visualize energy coming in the top of your head and out your feet, this is a linear understanding of energy. Energy is pouring into you on all sides and at all angles at all times. You are not a solid body but an emanating starburst of energy. The more you see yourself sending out and receiving love and beautiful intentions in every direction, the more you will grasp a higher concept of yourself. Every time you label yourself, you are nailing yourself in time and space. At one time, we all perceived in energy. It is a more subtle but more accurate awareness. Not perceiving in energy is a form of being blind. Labels are a way for those who are blind to feel around in the dark for what they are looking for. That is why, the more unaware someone is, the more there is a need for labels. The unaware depend on labels to find their way around. Labels is also a way that groups keep us in the sheep mentality. They use labels to keep us blind and so easier to control. When a group is hell-bent on using a label, realize that they are really hell-bent on control. When you breathe, you are not merely inhaling and exhaling. You are communing with all of life. You are sending out from your energy field, atoms of life imprinted with your unique vantage point. You are sharing all that you are with the Universe. In return, you accept in all the information it has to give you, which is imprinted in the atoms of air you take in. In this exchange, we are exchanging the information and vantage point of all beings. There is much wisdom in our breath. We would benefit from being consciously aware of that as a means of better digesting the information we receive. It is little different from conscious eating. Copyright © 2017 Jenuine Healing, All rights reserved. Thank you for signing up for the Jenuine Healing Newsletter! Our mailing address is: Jenuine Healing 300 Glen Rd Rochester, NY 14610 Add us to your address book Want to change how you receive these emails? You can update your preferences or unsubscribe from this list.

 *As always, what is written here is meant to be shared. Blessings. Serena, Lady of the Woods http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/