tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27119342652121786482024-03-12T21:46:39.057-07:00Earth's and Human Energetics by Serena, Lady of the Woods Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.comBlogger116125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-31606779928087284372020-12-29T09:28:00.011-08:002022-08-20T07:48:45.409-07:00The Unequivocal Alien Amidst The HumanE Race *updated below<p>Hello people....</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-3PyiWlX3je0/X-ty5gGyj1I/AAAAAAAAMsE/9AHnBzFAw2EUmzCSdJMEAP7jrHO0o1WaACLcBGAsYHQ/s1024/beautiful%2BCeltic%2BQueen.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="783" data-original-width="1024" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-3PyiWlX3je0/X-ty5gGyj1I/AAAAAAAAMsE/9AHnBzFAw2EUmzCSdJMEAP7jrHO0o1WaACLcBGAsYHQ/s320/beautiful%2BCeltic%2BQueen.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br /><p><br /></p><p>Its been a long haul of high weirdness and insidiousness run amok, these past few years.</p><p> </p><p>But I must get this out of me, it must be written. I don't care the inevitable retaliations and repercussions that will come after this from the unseens, it happens even I am silent. But I will get this out to you and hopefully some will get some clarity, confirmation, certainty, and caution......4 "C's".......</p><p> Make no mistake, as I also cannot make any mistake any longer, nor have doubt or endless scrutiny, nor question. There is and apparently always has been though at this time on Earth is the true pand-demic, the alien amidst our humane race.</p><p>These ones are obviously human looking, of course, that is the most elementary cover. But what is inside them, be it soul, spirit, or anything else you can refer to it, it is alien. What I mean by "alien" is its unequivocal lack of humanity....or humane qualities, for example, empathy or compassion, or care for others. They observe these qualities and can imitate them, but that is as far as it goes. Unfortunately this imitation fools many people, even for an entire lifetime. Many people make more excuses for these ones lack of humanity, than the alien does for themselves. Humans are far too gullible. They are also far too foolish. They refuse to recognize what is before them, what is given to them hundreds of times, or thousands in their lifetimes, and continue to ignore what they are facing. This is the fall of humanity. </p><p>For some reason in my life, maybe a life purpose for me, is to be inundated with these aliens and not many real humans, for the singular purpose of identifying them and acknowledging their existence and reality. Its been 60 years, and more than half a century of encountering such aliens and it has taken me half a century to accept what has been presented to me over these years. I can no longer doubt. </p><p>The fact that I also have such a strong and resolute core of my Self, who I am and what I am, that makes the "other" more pronounced, and whose differences in subtle and daily interactions so pronounced. I too used to make excuses or "reason" out what causes these "people" to behave as they do, and for decades decided to dismiss them whilst I do my own inner work on my so called "inner shadows".....a meme which has been an ingenious ploy in derailing one from seeing with clarity whilst simultaneously blaming the humane for being at fault, hence, the alien goes undetected. For lifetimes.</p><p>I can no longer be silent. I have written about these ones before in several posts on this blog, but something so mind boggling must be repeated and often to get through to people who insist on maintaining their illusions. Beliefs and illusions of millennia are simply extremely hard to dismantle. But I will insist. I need to help others who suffer deeply from spiritual, energetic and psychological damage from years of living with these aliens.</p><p>I am of the Humane Species, of Love....which bear the hallmark qualities of compassion, empathy, consistent care of other life forms via actions, and desire to be helpful, a need for love, beauty, organization, cleanliness and an attraction to all things that express the Beauty of Spirit Light. These qualities can be the gauge for scrutiny of the others in all areas of life. If these qualities are lacking you can be warned they are likely the alien.</p><p>Why are they here? It is the Old Plan, the long game of the "others" hatred of True Humanity and their strategies to not only eliminate, but to emulate by stealth of false spirits and souls, and to contaminate what they themselves do not possess.</p><p>There are more "reasons" for their insidiousness here but I dont' have to go into to all that.</p><p> There have been many many articles written by other Humanes who recognized them throughout the past decade, and written about the "soulless ones", or the "bots", or "NPC's (non player characters)", "energy vampires" etc. They are all excellent articles and very accurate. You can look those up and take them more seriously if you want to preserve the Humanity left in yourself, and to raise it up to embody and revitalize more Light so you can live more emboldened your Divine Soul. For it is for sure that the one aspect/purpose these aliens have is to diminish your soul and cause it to flee, hide, and shrivel and leave you as the biological mass of lifelessness which they are. They wanted "their kind to merge with our kind"....and they have done so.</p><p>I want to implore what is left of Humane-ity, to raise yourselves up out of their delusions for you, and their chipping away at your Life Forces, to regain your gloriousness and be your own Force of Nature unto yourself, and for others. </p><p><br /></p><p><u>How They Interact and Some of Their Behaviors: </u></p><p>How they behave are as such:</p><p>~1~ They observe our responses and emulate them, but without feeling. They speak the same words but they are empty. You feel nothing from them. They show no feeling, but are making sounds of language, saying words that express feeling but do not contain feeling. You can see them if you watch them. Their eyes are void of feeling. Though, they are capable of feeling their own negative egoic feelings of selfishness which can even make them cry, which humane ones will interpret as being of a feeling nature, but they are only crying for themselves. They can only express feelings of selfish interest, from basic interests to tears of frustration and anger. But they are never, never for another, not even an animal. </p><p>~2~ They want your feelings, your precious Gold Spirit Light. They want you to feel everything you possibly can with them and <u>for them</u>. You possess natural living love, they do not. They may "love" things, but nothing else. Notice, they are trying to tell stories that are evocative of empathy, they want that. They want your compassion, they get thrills and chills from this, but they cannot offer this for others. If they are telling a story to evoke your compassion they are watching you carefully for your response, your energy. If they don't get this they will continue until they do. If you share your story, they blank out....they don't hear you, or tune out, or turn away physically. Then they will try another tactic to evoke something out of you. Somehow this is what they are after. I am suspecting that the nature of the Humane One is that their energies of empathy and compassion are the Gold Mine for the alien, love itself being their jackpot. Our humane qualities are a fuel that they are after extorting from our own lives, for their own purpose. Some say they feed on this, refer to it as "loosh". I'm not sure about this as I do know they are sadistic in this extorting of our precious gold spiritual energies, but feeding may not be their goal, as much as extorting our life energies to deplete us, as it simply energizes their inverted egoic energetic programs. It is a sadistic retaliation. They are programs, not feeling humans. </p><p>~3~ They are programmed all the same. They all operate the same way. It is a program that becomes recognizable time after time if you pay attention and watch for it. They cannot do anything different. If they do, it is because they have discovered something they can emulate so that they can project it unto a real person because it extorts the real person of their energies. They learn behaviors and play them back to you with all the right words and maybe even expressions and tone of voice, but again, it is void of real feeling, or original feeling. They don't possess this. They are mimicking, which makes them appear real to unsuspecting ones, and then we are fooled hundreds, thousands of times over our years of life on this planet. <br /></p><p>~4~ They do not respond to punishment or reprimands or corrections, if they are caught in the act. And they are masters of deceit, even if they are only 12 year old children, all the way to grown adults......they do not respond to punishment. Have no remorse. They do however, get angry that they dont' get what they want, and they can spew all kinds of "egoic emotion" at that time, but it is only out of their utterly selfish goals, and failure at extracting. </p><p>~5~ They have an extreme sense of selfishness that runs so deep they have successfully convinced others around them, that they are the victim of something, anything, but always the victim. This of course garners compassion from real people, and the pity and sympathies of real people and this is the only time they are satisfied.</p><p>~6~ They are never sorry. They can utter the words if you try to correct them or bring to light the fact they need to apologize for something, and they will say the words, but they are empty.....however they are carefully scrutinizing you for emotional response from their words, while studying you so they can emulate this in future behavior when the need arises and continue to fool the humane ones, that they are real.</p><p>~7~ They will complain about everyone else being a problem, but they themselves do nothing to correct themselves. Ever. They simply do not see a need to and even become vindictive to anyone who thinks they should. They know how to make you suffer. It is subtle and constant and always polite or simply the silent treatment....until your compassion wakes up for them again, and then another round ensues. Also, they seem to know everything, and will learn nothing from you, except in stealth, eg: how to act emotional or with feeling, for the sole purpose of extorting you....but they will not learn skills nor anything useful nor admit to learning if you actually teach them something. Nor can they ever be grateful, even if they utter a "thank you", it is void of feeling. They do not have gratitude, another Humane quality of Gold Energy of Spirit. They are all bored and seek others to entertain them.<br /></p><p>~8~ They are masters of deceit and manipulations and gaslighting. This one is the most egregiously brilliant talents they possess for even 12 year olds to be so clever in obfuscations, being contrary, unclear, vague, and even saying things like "there are no definites". This paves the path to being someone who is inconsistent and chameleon like at any moment, making way for the behaviors of self taught programs, to continue to emulate a real humane one at all times. But there is always, always a negative after taste with any interactions with these ones, or simply a nagging feeling you cannot decipher. There is always a "something about what they said".....that you cannot pinpoint, but it happens alot. There is your sign.<br /></p><p>~9~ They have an uncanny and laser like attraction to the real Humane Ones, can spot you no matter how young they are, and are excessively charming, saying all the right things and lighting you up until you have a relaxed rapport with them, and then it begins....the extortion of your precious Gold Light Energies via their repertoire of learned behaviors and tactics. But be very clear, this is NOT you calling them into your life or some sort of masochism on your part, you are not wanting this, it is them who are seeing you for what you are, that they come in for their purpose, both singly and en masse.....on this planet. Often one after the other. You are their target. They were created just for this.<br /></p><p>~10~ If you do recognize them and study them, turn the tables and observe them, watch them and question what they say to get the full answers, you will discover an incredible trail of falsity of all they say and you will be amazed. If you follow up on their actions and what they claim, you will find many lies. They call them white lies, or will say far too often "they forgot" , or "that's not what I meant" despite what they actually said...you will discover nothing is true, all is vague, obfuscation, and deliberate. Because they have nothing real. They have no interests or what they are interested in runs all the way from, at the very least, questionable in any integrity and lacking beauty, to the dark and ugly. They are also expert at giving back handed "compliments", and expert at spewing consistent small seeds of sarcastic negative digs. <br /></p><p> ~11~ They do not know what they are. They do not know they are alien. (thought I have met one who does and proudly claims their alien-ness) They only know they must get what you have, your inner energies, your light, your love. They exist to extort the Beauty of the Humane Soul and to attenuate its light, degree by degree, year after year, one after the other. They are a collective hybrid alien technology disguised in human biology.</p><p>*~12~ This is also an incredibly important aspect also that these creatures have, which I have tested many times with positive confirmation every single time: is their ability to continue to siphon our energies and deplete us even when not in our vicinity, even other states or countries. In fact location doesn't mean anything....as long as they are even thinking about you, they are siphoning and draining to a great degree enough to leave us feeling exhausted and lethargic and sick. This point was brought up by a commenter below but I had to add it since it is one of the most horrific aspects of these creatures and the effects upon the humane ones.<br /></p><p>You can say these are "narcissistic" qualities and they are, but, and this is a huge but, narcissism is a hallmark signature of these creatures. <br /></p><p> These creatures are all around us, they are family, friends, everything and everyone in between, male, female, all ages, young and old. Watch for them, and save yourself heartbreak, and call back to yourself the Gold Light of your Spirit after years of dealing with them unbeknownst to you, and to the tragic state of the Beauty of the Humane Ones. </p><p>This is not to say, there are no good aliens amongst us, there are, and the good are silent and do no harm. But these vampires are predators of the Humane Soul and Spirit have done the most damage and harm to the Humane One, are epidemic on this planet and have caused the most harm to both life and resources in the most painful way. <br /></p><p>Recognize</p><p></p><p>Reconnoiter </p><p>Refrain</p><p>Revitalize your Golden Spirit Light.</p><p><br /></p><p></p><p>And now, I feel sick, just recounting these energies of these ones, I must myself, so to reconnoiter, refrain from interaction and thinking of them, and revitalize my own Spirit.</p><p>May the Godness in the Humane Ones prevail.</p><p> </p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-qT04QGZF2dA/X-tynB8FRAI/AAAAAAAAMr8/UT0zEs1OuZ0mkhc7Q8xY0OKpRSQL9lt9wCLcBGAsYHQ/s416/anim%2Bwater%2Bbearer%2B2.webp" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="416" data-original-width="384" height="400" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-qT04QGZF2dA/X-tynB8FRAI/AAAAAAAAMr8/UT0zEs1OuZ0mkhc7Q8xY0OKpRSQL9lt9wCLcBGAsYHQ/w369-h400/anim%2Bwater%2Bbearer%2B2.webp" width="369" /></a></div><br /> <p></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p>Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-62808751396528776522020-08-29T07:45:00.002-07:002020-08-29T11:48:31.634-07:00Remembering Home: The Feeling of Love<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared.
Blessings.
Serena, Lady of the Woods
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I described <a href="https://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/2020/08/observations-changes-remedies.html" target="_blank">here</a> what it feels like just to be alive and breathing. I don't know how many of you can relate. If you've never experienced this synergistic connection with family, those you are born from and those you choose to connect to, or you have been on the recycling machine for too long, will not be able to feel/remember, or you have never felt it. But I have a few more things to say.<br />
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This feeling of being lovingly connected is everything, it is the breath and life of the Spirit of Beings.<br />
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However, tragically, this is not how it is here. This is why so many are "looking" for love....because the connection to their "parents/source" is severed.<br />
Many people spend their lives searching for this feeling and many, many, make the mistake of believing someone loves them, when they only lust them. When that lust is burned out, what is left is a void that is more than embarrassing, it is insulting, and causes us to feel shame that we were fooled and had no idea what happened. This is also the cause of many relationships failing after some time.<br />
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These mistakes are impossible with beings who mutually are feeling/empathic by nature as there is no confusing what is being felt by oneself and others. So there is no room for deceit or mistake. The connection/love is always present, no matter where one is, and it is blissful. We do not search for love, it is ever present and radiating within our very cells as light/life/beauty.<br />
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Here on Earth a terrible thing is happening. But if you understand what I just wrote you will understand why people are in the state, regarding love/relationship, we are in on this planet.<br />
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I want to mention a personal peeve I have and it is that this tragic need to search for love/connection is further exacerbated by sophomoric idiots who call seekers names, look upon them with disdain, or think they are psychologically deficient in psyche or spirit, by calling them fools, hopeless romantics, and such, or co dependents etc, and those new age memes that tell you that you don't love yourself enough, you cannot love another if you don't love yourself.....this one is one of the more inane ones. These are not true, nor applicable to what is happening here. And the ignorants add to the horrific rent in Spirit by making those who search for love/connection feel inadequate, when those who judge are revealing their own ignorance, and dangerously so.<br />
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Not only do seekers of love already know and posses love, they are only tormented by the lack of the connection of this love to another. It is not that they don't love themselves, it is that love craves others, it does not live alone. Living alone is only done here on this Earth.<br />
These seekers are needing to share what must be given, and know that it is a two way sharing. It is not that they are lacking in self love, it is that love itself needs to flow and lack of flow is painful. It is interpreted as loneliness, because it is stagnant and has no place to land. It is naturally flowing, moving, flying, and when there is no other, very simply, it hurts. It is like the blood in the body. When it is moving, flowing, it is felt as energetic and vibrancy. When it is stagnant it is felt as weakness, lethargy and pain. Love is something like that. <br />
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When the love/connection we know has been torn asunder by incarnating on this planet, one feels truly alone and the search for reconnection begins early, especially if the parents in this life were not loving of each other and the child.<br />
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One who searches for love is still spiritually cognitive, and living disconnected while being demeaned for searching for love is painful, to say the least, a life setup for difficulty. Often these people just want one, just one person to feel that connection to, and they could survive this life without anguish, whilst having just a tiny bit of the love that was rightfully theirs, a small respite for remembering a wondrous thing, in just one other person.<br />
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Love is ineffable. It simply cannot be described in words, which is why so many fail when they try, because the feelings as experienced in these human bodies with all its limitations, are too magnanimous for the mind and words are utterly useless. As a frequency it makes the heart thrive and pump and swell and radiate. This is why when "in love" it is felt in the heart, a languageless organ, while the mind is clueless. <br />
And whilst love is magnanimous in spirit, and many of us know it well and remember it well, there are many people who have not known this....and who settle for other things in place of it. And truly some things here can appear to look like love, but is not. I myself have fallen for that too many times, and have experienced many things I wish I had not because I simply felt that whoever came "into" my life was there for love and so I gave myself freely, believing it was because of love, as it is where I come from. But here on Earth it is not. So I got involved with many people who I loved but who did not love me. Many many people here do this, especially women. There are reasons why women do this far more often than men but this article is not for that. My own love was used against me.<br />
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I want to stress that no one should feel anything negative in any way as a being who is searching for love because you are heading in the right direction both for your spirit and your heart. Let no one criticize you or demean you. Your remembrance of love will guide you when you are on the other side.<br />
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And those who who are not searching for love, well, there is much that can be said about them, but some of those are simply not human, literally, and some are lost in the monkey mind control trap developed and organized for humans, and these ones have relinquished all morals for reason by becoming a slave to the mind and group-think, in particular the left side of the brain. This condition is known as insanity where I come from.<br />
Its prevalence here is like a virus that is a contagion of weak heart/strong mind people, and becomes a bully amongst those of strong heart/weak mind, who are a more spiritually balanced people. These ones use their own feeling base as their guide in life, and whose *sensitivity* is the mark of a refined spirit on Earth, who are fighting all kinds of good fights or who are simply very loving humane beings.<br />
Of course some get lost in the margins of society and fade away, and some go into hiding deliberately.<br />
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The weak or no heart people are controlled, as there are many many institutions, organizations and other things designed to deliberately control people, and strong mind people are in fact mind controlled by others. These people are in good company since there are many of them and they tend to stick together and make lots of noise together.<br />
Those who are strong heart people are not controlled by anything but are self governed by a Spirit that is sovereign and free, and makes decisions in life by a propriety that is hallmarked by goodness. These people are independent and free of all devices of control. However they are lonely. <br />
Those ones who are mind controlled are loud and stomp all over the planet making tsunamic waves of contamination. Those who are heart controlled are more quiet and gently walk their lives ducking the tsunami's of mind controlled robots and are often in healing mode.<br />
Strong mind people are only controlled by others, while heart based people can be controlled by no one. <br />
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There is a book I can write about this, but I just wanted to share a little bit on the difference of love here and home, just a little bit.<br />
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Stay strong in your goodness. <br />
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*Note: beware of sensitivity in people: sensitivity for others is a
refined spirit as opposed to the sensitivity one has just for ones self; the
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has of ones self is egoic and narcissistic. For example, we see some people who feel for others, who will cry for others if they befall something heartbreaking like the loss of a pet, this is a refined, caring person who is connecting themselves in a caring way to others. Those who will cry only for themselves, who do not shed tears for others, but get very "sensitive" about oneself, is narcissistic, they can only be sensitive about themselves, meaning any slight they perceive or criticism of them, they will be "sensitive" about and can cry.<br />
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These are some pictures I took this morning. It was a beautiful moment seeing a double rainbow and the deep blue/gray sky with sun patches and verdant green everywhere. Enjoy.<br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-18165787308093525862020-08-27T08:50:00.007-07:002020-11-17T04:41:39.431-08:00Observations, Changes, Remedies, Thalassotherapy<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared.
Blessings.
Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/<br />
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Hello People....<br />
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This is going to be all over the place, but I have a nag to write some things down, so I am. I have no specifics, just random thoughts and sharings which I hope will help some. As it turns out, this post is organized lolol.....didn't think I could do that. <br />
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<u>Part One: Changes in me personally:</u><br />
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I am going to just list them and comment since I have no clue as to their causes. There were none on my end, these things just changed on their own.<br />
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<u>Food:</u><br />
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I'm eating only half of what I was. This started about a month ago. I would eat 2 meals a day, around 2pm, then a dinner around 6pm. I make
all my own meals from scratch. I eat as organically as I can. I love
good food, cooking has been a source of pleasure these past 9 nine
years, but now, I'm suddenly not interested. I still want tasty good
food, but when I serve my usual portion, I find I can only eat half of
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I suddenly do not want the sandwiches I'd been loving for these past years. I began eating food for comfort around 5-6 years ago. It became my "drug of choice" since I do not do drugs, meds, alcohol, etc....food became a numbing drug for me around 5 years ago. I even decided to become a home chef, which I have. I can make anything I want from any culture. This is also because getting to resaurants is a pain or they are non existent so if I get an urge for something I've had to learn to make it. It is also part self sufficiency. I got good at this, so cooking was a constant source of learning and keeping what could have become mundane and boring, interesting and pleasurable.<br />
However, lately I just have no desire. The foods I want are simpler, and less of it. No more sandwiches, which is a shame since I bake my own breads and I make some killer sandwiches, but instead want more green smoothies and lighter fare. I'm fine with this. It is how I always ate before I used food as drug. So it seems I'm back to my normal diet which is a relief. Apparently I'm no longer needing to do "emotional eating". I find this interesting. This is very different and brings me to my next point about food.<br />
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No more emotional eating. Not that I was eating alot, no, only 2 meals a day. No sweets except ice cream occasionally when I needed to cool down fast, but no habits. So emotional eating, for me expressed itself as more tasty foods rather than bad habits. This has suddenly stopped, which is probably why I only eat half of what I ate before. I'm totally fine with not having any need for foods, I've been trying to manifest that for years.<br />
I have no idea why those inner emotions craving relief, (from food) are gone, but they are. I feel this as a vacuum in me. There is something missing, a void, a sense of apathy(?) that wasn't there before. I think this is healthier though, for me, because if I'm not feeling the desire to eat emotionally, then those emotions are not present doing damage and craving to be assuaged. So something is gone.<br />
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The sudden change in eating has revealed a lack of the "deep quiet ever present emotional turmoil". I am fine with this also, except it also feels like a void, or that I'm flatlining. However, in these times, this is healthier than my previous way of being. I feel like my nerves and entire system are getting a much needed break. Fine.<br />
So I am feeling this "void" or lack of something, which is leaving me feel more composed or steady. This is good. I am fine with this too. Also no reason for it that I can thing of.....I changed nothing, but there are changes in our world.....for the better. Finally!<br />
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<u>No More Emotional Trigger Smoking</u>:<br />
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So along with this emotional void, I am no longer "emotional smoking". I would pick up one of housemate's cigars to smoke whenever I got triggered emotionally, smoke 2-3 puffs and put it out. If I got triggered again through some phone conversation, or something I read, I would pick it up and smoke 2 puffs and put it out. A cigar lasted me a week. I never smoked otherwise. This has suddenly stopped 2 weeks ago. I just don't have a desire to puff something away since there is nothing there to puff away. Even with the same triggers coming and going, I still have no desire to smoke. Yesterday something interesting happened from the unseens, knocking a botanical picture frame off my wall with nails and hardware still in tact, it was knocked off by them, I felt the emotion that would be snuffed with a puff, so I went out and puffed but it felt dead. Did nothing for me, so that is over. Thank goodness. It is such a nasty smelly thing, but it did work immediately to kill the emotions that were triggered whilst I used it as such.<br />
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I guess because of the lighter fare, I'm feeling lighter and seem to be slowly shrinking. I'm also back to my whey protein smoothies in particular which I swear make you loose unhealthy weight. I lived on those in my very early years from 17 years old to my 40's. I wanted to feel lighter and thought maybe if I ate the way I did back then, I would see the changes that nothing else I did was making....and so I am. I am slowly shrinking, I hope back to my size 8 on a 5'7" height. I was a bodybuilder/jogger and always had a toned and healthy body. Now, I am by no means fat or even plump, but I am carrying more weight than I like. I like feeling slender, lithe and weightless enough to feel like I can run like the wind. I used to. I want that back. So losing the weight slowly, and size slowly like this, I am feeling the shrinking to "normal" and it is making me feel lighter and more graceful.<br />
This does not mean I have no physical issues, I have several, but am working on them. I still live with pain. But on those days pains miraculously just vanishes like a switch went off, I do feel the grace.<br />
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Okay, those are some physical and deep emotional changes. I don't know what caused them but am greatly relived for them and grateful for them.<br />
I said it before and will say again....since this whole planned demic started, I began to feel a deep sense of peace. Things that do not belong are finally breaking down and something like a demic would be the sign of those darker beings enforcing all they have in their arsenals. We are in the times of Attrition Warfare. Look that up. This is to be expected and was expected, of course. Things are going as planned.<br />
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But I will say, what I did not expect is that I would still be here, alive, when this all happened. That I did not expect at all. And further, I realize that once the demolition began, I need to work on the rebuilding. I did not do this, I totally expected to "go home". But I must work on the rebuilding of this planet and this will involve more work on my end. I am tired. But I will do what I can. I would ask though, if others who will be living here or who have a care for any who will be living here, begin in earnest to imaginate their perfect lives into existence. Yes I just made up a word "imaginate". It works. I will not be living here alone, or maybe not at all, but many will, so we need all to create this together, all the beauty you can imagine.....into being. This is "The Work" now.<br />
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<u>Part Two: Some Helpful Emotional Remedies Help Us to Cope Better In These Times</u><br />
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I don't know about you, but I know that many are in emotional turmoils of all kinds and more often than not, many different emotions, understandably and for good reason. I want to remind you to take care of yourselves better than you ever have before. One must treat themselves as if you were someone you loved so much, this you must do for yourself. Not easy, I know, but it works well when you do.<br />
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Bathing for half an hour minimum in very hot water filled with a variety of things. Some baths will have a blend of herbs, some sea salts, some epsoms which is magnesium, some MMS (Miracle Mineral Supplement) to cleanse the skin of debris from environment, some baths are to moisturize my skin which also very much calms the emotional body. Did you know that? Moisturizing the skin of the entire body with natural penetrating butters or pure castor oil, calms the emotional body immensely? I have all these things in large jars in my bathroom and I decide as I fill the tub what I need via intuition and then fill the tub with whatever it is. But every bath is hydro- therapy, or thalasso therapy.<br />
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I will go a bit further into bathing for therapy, one of the most therapeutic treatments on Earth.<br />
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<u>Pink Himalayan Salt Baths</u>: are mostly for purify my body and spirit and to reminerlize. These are sea salts and is thalasso therapy. It works to purify both my body and spirit at once, every time. I use 2 cups of pink salt in the hot bath and soak for 1/2 hour. In that time I have taken into my body every mineral I need through the absorption of those pink Himalayan salts which are a full composition of minerals, NOT just sodium/salt, but the entire spectrum of minerals. I would never use anything else. The salts also remove negative energies from both within my body and around it. The difference is tangible when I am out of the bath. I use this when I need to remove energetic ick.<br />
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<u>Epsom Salts Baths</u>: are for pain, to help relax from the stress of pain that causes a tenseness that does not allow one to sleep or feel peace. When you have too much pain, it is both exhausting and keeps you from sleeping. The magnesium enters the body with the heat of the water and dissolves pain, inflammation, and causes you to relax, and helps to sleep. Also works every time.<br />
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<u>Herbal Baths</u>: I use a blend I made 10 years ago to help me to feel purified and to add minerals and nutrients to my body, to help me feel I have ingested some really good herbals and medicines for health. Because this blend contains seaweeds, I am getting all those minerals from the sea as well as the land, and the seaweed makes my skin wonderfully soft and smooth. My blend is equal parts of dandelion root, burdock root, juniper berries, lavender buds, orange peel, and kombu seaweed or any large leaf seaweed. Equal parts in a large jar mixed well. I simmer 2 cups of this blend in a pot on the stove for 2 hours on low, as a few of these ingredients are roots, then add it to my bath when I am ready.<br />
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*special note of bathing time: I only bathe at night when it is dark, as I feel both a sense of cocooning and for some reason, there is alot less "psychic noise" when it is dark. For me it is more peaceful and often the switch of whatever it is that is causing me pain, has been turned off when it gets dark. Odd I know.<br />
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<u>MMS Bath</u>: I use when I feel a physical ick from environmental pollutions that showering doesn't remove. When I need to feel absolutely disinfected from any possible ick, I will bathe in 30 drops of MMS. That also works beautifully every time. I feel sooooo clean!<br />
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<u>Coconut Milk Baths</u>: are for when my skin just feels too dry and along with that is an emotional irritation that doesn't go away, due to the dry skin and its effects on the emotional body. When the skin is dry, the nerves are irked. I will use two cans of coconut milk in the bath and soak for 1/2 hour. I keep scooping up the oils that float and laying it onto my skin. When I get out, I just pat the water off and dress, and I am wholly smoothed, both my skin and my nerves.<br />
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That covers bathing which is a greatly under appreciated natural therapy that works, is almost free, and always available if you have a tub, and always at your service. I always feel better in the water, and the effects last for a long time after, though usually at night, it just helps me to feel more humane and sleepy which is amazing in itself.<br />
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<u>Homeopathics for Emotions:</u><br />
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We all are needing some help right now, and it may last a long time, so the help we get should be perfectly safe for long term use and highly effective and quick acting. That would be homeopathy via pills and Bach's Remedies. I would look online for those that apply to the symptoms we need relief from which is an individual thing for each, get them and have them on hand all the time. I take them several times a day and they are helping, as always.<br />
For me in particular, I find remedies addressing grief are needed. I use ignatia, nat mur, and I just got aconite to experiment. Because my grief is long term, and for a variety of causes, I want to address them all from acute to chronic. These times call for all.<br />
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Also the Bach Remedies can also address some things such as a temper that is about to fly off the handle any second and do damage to something or someone, cherry plum is good for that.<br />
Other remedies are very specific, there are 38 of them and <a href="http://www.bachflower.com/original-bach-flower-remedies/" target="_blank">you can read about which ones will address your needs here.</a><br />
These remedies can also be mixed. You can get a small dropper bottle, get the remedies you need and blend them together in the one bottle and take several times a day. They do provide relief and bring one to their calm center. I would never be without them.<br />
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This last helpful tip is a personal one that I just discovered, but one that most of the world has been engaged in since the invention of television, which is binge watching (whatever), as long as that "whatever" is not inciting negative emotions or behaviors, or triggering latent fears or perversions.<br />
I am watching Asian dramas and the reason this is good for me now, is because first, I have never done the tv thing, I'd always been busy. But these past 2 years, because now at this point in my life after all these decades, I realize that what is in this world is not of much interest to me anymore. I've been there done that. So I do "my work", which I may speak of in another post, and then I need to shut down the mind or shut it off, which is not really my friend since it is rife with thoughts of this reality, and all of it's downright nastyness and filth, and I don't want to think of this reality and what is happening or been happening, so I need to shut it down by watching something that is distracting....and I try to watch things that will uplift my spirit. It doesn't always work since 95% of what is being spewed into film media is of a psychopathic nature involving the darkest of emotions and deeds, and you can't get away from encountering it. I close my eyes and and mute the volume to avoid hearing screams and cries of women and children who are inevitably being tormented by men, and I never understood how this sadistically redundant theme is of any entertainment value when it is all too true, but, I avoid those things. The sick writers will always, after a lovely moment of butterflies and expressions of love immediately insert a horrific event and this is deliberate to elicit intense dark emotions from people. Loosh they call it. I avoid that adamantly. I will not feed them.<br />
Avoid that, or get smart about how to bypass that in what you watch as those are deep triggers that will activate latent or dormant anxieties, and you will undo whatever positive soothing you did with your treatments of homeopathy and bathing therapies.<br />
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So I do my work with my mind and heart, then I shut it down do not allow it to run its thoughts which are on "repeat" and "replay", (the nature of the mind) and I do not like that, so I engage in a powerful distraction, for this specific reason. So I use binge watch as a TOOL, a discipline, nothing else. I do not get engrossed in what I watch and do not think of at other times. It works for those hours I need distraction enough to made me tired and sleepy then I shut if off and sleep. That is it. It is a tool. As long as it works like this I will use it. If it begins to become anything else other than my tool, I will drop it immediately.<br />
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I do not need the mind to think. My heart does that for me and does a good job, doesn't pendulate, or procrastinate, it is strong and pure. I only use the mind to focus my own thoughts/intentions to create and then I shut it off. I do not need the monkey or reptilian there on repeat, I shut it down.<br />
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I've also used and reading coloring books, but I got tired of those. I love gardening but there is nothing to garden right now. Since the video/kindle thing is actually new to me, it is more of a distraction.<br />
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<u>Golden Turmeric Milk</u>:<br />
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I dont' know what it is about this milk, but I started to drink it years ago before bed and found myself waking up not remembering how I even fell asleep. I do not remember why I stopped drinking it. But I began to drink it again last week for the turmeric which is supposed to be good for pain/inflammation. So I made a cup before bed and woke up not remembering how I crashed. The next night I made it again to watch/test for this sleeping action and again, I slept hard. Again the next day. For 4 nights I did this, realized again, that this milk makes me sleep. And it does reduce the pain, if even by 30% it is enough to keep me from being greatly ornery. So this video below is how I make it. I use almond milk, Udo's Oil blend, maple syrup, black pepper, and I add cardamon and rose water because that combination is straight from heaven. But now I make a half gallon and keep it in a large mason and warm up a mug every night and it seems to knock me out.....maybe because the pain is reduced enough to allow me to sleep. Whatever, it is magical and I highly recommend you try it. We can all use a better sleep, yes?<br />
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<u>Part Three: If You Don't Know Your Purpose, Create One Now</u><br />
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I could have written this in 3 parts, but I want to get it all out and over with, and you can read as much or as little as you like.....but it will all be here.<br />
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It is clear and understandable that many are questioning the point of their existence. It is certainly not what the old boys institutions have told you. Your life is certainly not to be a religious freak, or an industrial slave, or a political puppet, or any of those other things too numerous to mention. All those things are the inception, execution and prolongation of a dark deranged patriarchy which is on the way out now, an organized system that wanted and still wants total control over all life, and considers "people" (and Earth) their resource, a resource that continues to work for them....they want your life.<br />
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Your purpose should you think about it, may have gotten lost along the way. Some have given up on it and some may want it back or want a new one. I will offer a suggestion to those wanting a meaningful one, and that is to become a creator for the type of world/planet/reality that you want to live in that is harmonious for all. If you want to create a gaming type thing, then just create for yourself on some other distant planet, but this planets' template is to run harmoniously and requires creators who will create the same things for all who want to live here.....qualities would be peace, love and beauty for all, people, animals, plant kingdoms. If you did just that, you'd be creating something enormously helpful for all who are here.<br />
Many are withering away in a dispirited existence, living day by day wondering "what will happen"...... I say create what will happen. Engage your latent abilities and do it like there is no tomorrow. Go all out, this is the time for the most extreme in creation!<br />
By this you are creating a deep sense of purpose for yourself that is greatly needed right now and helpful for the good many want to see for this planet and its peoples.<br />
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There is nothing, and I mean nothing that is more important for humans to do now, than to imaginate into existence a beautiful world for themselves.<br />
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That is all for today. I do hope you will find some relief in your life if you do some of these things. It works really well if you do them all. Stay strong in your goodness and light.<br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-88214747755142984152020-08-22T10:09:00.002-07:002020-08-27T06:20:21.154-07:00Remembering HOME: What It Feels Like to Just Be Alive<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared.
Blessings.
Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/<br />
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Years ago, I said I would begin to write about what its like at "home", descriptions of what it feels like in relationship with family, friends, loved ones, nature, planets (beings), animals, etc. I didn't write it, but I will write something now. I hope this can wake up some lost feelings, some memories that were taken from us, rekindling our true natures, and feeding our spirits living energy to continue on on this planet, and hopefully inspire some creations of beauty.<br />
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Relationship with parents and family.<br />
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The strongest memory is one of complete and utter inter-relation. Meaning that our energies, feeling centers and minds are connected as if one massive being, though we are physically individual. The inner-relationship is through empathy, mind and heart and other things I can feel but have no words for.<br />
Empathically we can feel what each one is feeling and in our realms this is always a myriad of emotions rarely found in Earthly relationship, because the feelings are grades and degrees of many things, for example, love, sympatico and location. There are other descriptives I can't think of.<br />
We are connected through mind, meaning we can know the others thoughts, maybe several at one time. Though not conflicting as humans might experience here as noise when two different pieces of music are playing at the same time. This is because we are hearing only with ears and only in bodies that are fractured, each of our senses functioning separately. At home we "hear" and "listen" with the totality of body/mind/emotions which not only functions as one highly refined instrument, but is more complex with senses we do not have here as humans. We have a mass of sensory perceptors, that are closed off in the human. So our "listening/hearing" faculties span throughout many beings and space and time. When we are feeling others, it is through the harmonious being that we are in that the body/mind/heart is hearing all at once, which informs us greatly and gives us many responses at once. "Information" is many things at once. And then processed fully, without however, the cumbersome build up or overload we can experience here, it is a peaceful repose with many senses.<br />
This is known as peace. It is harmonic. <br />
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The mind connection is soft and expansive so that one can know all the thoughts of those we are connected to harmoniously. This can be turned off however if we choose, though it does not sever connections with others, it does allow for more silence in the mind, and this is understood to be necessary and desirable at various times.<br />
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We are connected in heart, meaning that we feel love, tenderness, caressing and affection, at all times, love we have for the others, and the love they have for us. This is the most desired and natural state of beingness for us. It is love in the purest sense. A crude example, is like several people who are all vibing the same way, maybe all in a meditative state, being in the same room feeling the effects of the most exquisite singing bowls, or chimes or some sublime instrument, as music. It is emotive. We all hear it and feel it all the time. This creates within us something that I call or refer to as the music of love. It is bathing us in a tangible energy of absolute LOVE in the purest sense of the word, that keeps us in this state at all times. Imagine feeling such a love that you can feel with a gentle cat or dog, who loves you and you love in return, and having an absolute moment of love and you are aware of nothing else. Imagine feeling this all the time as part of being alive. These feelings and more is what is felt at all time, through the various connections we have with our people, beginning with parents to siblings, to friends and other who we adopt into our inner spheres of connections. It is warmth, it is safe, it is eternal comfort, ecstatic and euphoric.<br />
There are so many more words I need but cannot find them.<br />
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We are connected telepathically, sharing thoughts and feelings as desired. We can even share our reactions to something that happened before, to tell a "story" to the one we're "talking" to.....all is spoken with feelings. This is alot like music, where there are notes that convey certain feelings/ frequencies, and then a combination of notes that create the story. Some wonderful music in our world can be expressed like this here, for example some violins, harmonics, human voice arias, even some guitar players who can convey "stories" and feelings through their combination of notes, creating music that "explain" what they're trying to say (excellent example is Santana), whose music takes us on journies. These are used in our realms as expressions, and communications.<br />
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Here on Earth, these are used against us, to form unnatural mutants of the human emotional system. <br />
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An example of how we create: If we are creating a world somewhere, and engrossed completely in imagination, others can know, but leave us space, and if a question arises, can be tested amongst all at the same time to come to an understanding of the creation, and whether it is a good idea or not. Only goodness is created.<br />
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~I will put one caveat here and not say it again: those who say things like "c'ommon, how boring is it when everything is good and peaceful all the time"? those are people who know nothing, have no respect for what they don't know, and are dangerous derailers. Because the reality is that there is sooooo very much in the realm of evolved feelings that span space from one planet to another, that have no words or descriptions here at all because people have not experienced them. So I will say to them in no uncertain terms, to shut up, and do not speak their dangerous ignorance. They have much to learn. ~<br />
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The inner-relationships we have are all energy/feeling/frequencies which all manifest as a type of music. The fact of being of a single family means the connections are there automatically, that the feelings of all are all manifest in all. This mean that we are all saturated in love all the time.<br />
There is nothing confusing about it since the frequencies of these beings is always of harmony. From infancy, which by no means an ignorant young one, but simply a new one who is already wise, but who is beginning a new stream of existence with family, There is always a newness that brings joy. This does not have to happen, but the experience of varying ages is desirable. These beings enjoy the young ones, who in turn enjoy the older ones. <br />
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The resulting inner-relationships are so beautiful in feeling, it is ineffable in that there are few human words to make known the intense expansive, rich inner world of loving heart that we live in. The subtleties of feelings are many, hundreds and hundreds, that vary and form their own frequency and whose combinations, produce different results. A base or crude example would be like in cooking. We add a variety of herbs and spices to our foods to make different dishes. One can even use the same ingredients but using different flavorings can change the entire dish. This goes on endlessly in the realms of the feelings/emotions/frequencies of those of us at home. This keeps everything and everyone interested and interesting. It is refined and cultured, again, resulting in a type of frequency music that is loved and enjoyed by all, all the time.<br />
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There could be times, when one is creating a piece of music, one of us can share the idea we have for the piece, the notes and composition, and the other can hear it and their feeling response will give us the answers we need, based on their feelings. It is all about feelings. And I will say this bit about the difference here: here on this planet "feelings" have been degraded into low frequency emotions that are to be avoided. The women on this planet who have a much larger scope of feelings, and most of those are in the refined positive range who rarely are given a platform for healthy expression, have been discarded as "the feelings of women".....and have been made diabolical in favor of "mind" and so called "reason". This is the hallmark of a devolving species. Because feelings and emotions are what is played upon in every media on this planet from movies, to music, to news, to events, and every single one of them is for the purpose of eliciting emotions. However most of them are negative, (as they play with Hz, emfs and satellites) which is the currency of those in control, used as both an energy source for themselves, and to keep humanity in low states of existence. And it has been deliberate.<br />
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At home, there is only a wide symphony of music to be experienced through our inner-relationship of emotions and feelings and the variance is so wide, eternity is not long enough to experience it all, nor enough to ever want to end.<br />
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While what is termed "peace" here can and does get dull because the mind is the dominating faculty in humans as opposed to heart and spirit.. At home "peace"
is a state of expansiveness that is full, all permeating and rich, so that we want to swim in it.<br />
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Everything we experience expands us, as opposed to endless constrictions placed on humans here.<br />
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There could be times when we want to "feel" a friend.....we would activate our gossamer threads of connection to feel out that being for connection. This takes an instant. Connection is made, and another frequency is felt, experienced. Variety is endless.<br />
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While we have a nervous system of nerves throughout the body which end shortly outside of the body a few feet. (unlike what science teaches which limits nerves to within the body as minuscule fibers that speak to the brain). We have gossamer "threads" of feeling that extend out for many many miles and even across space and time which is non existent, so it is instant.<br />
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Our feelings of love within families can be termed ecstatic here, but
is normal for us there, though here our nervous systems would likely
burn out. While at home, we are in that state all the time. It is what
is known as natural, expected, and the reason for having family. It is
all about love.<br />
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I cannot tell how ineffably beautiful it is to have family and friends like this. And that eternity is not long enough to experience the immense variety and degrees of pleasure in simply being alive and having family and friends.<br />
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I will stop here and hope some can re-member and bring to life again, their inner-realtionships. <br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-40904280688947163312020-08-16T17:29:00.002-07:002020-08-16T17:29:20.730-07:00Green Light; Healing Energy?<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared.
Blessings.
Serena, Lady of the Woods <br />
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Hello everyone.....<br />
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I hope this finds you safe and grounded in your spirit of peace and power.<br />
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I just want to report a thing that just happened to me.<br />
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I was in bed, always only because I'm in too much pain to stand, and I was reading the latest newsletter by Lisa Renee, when I fell asleep. I only fall asleep while reading or watching a video for 2-3 minutes I can tell you, because in a video that is the only amount of time I missed, so I know hundreds of times literally, that is all I can snooze for. But today I slept, for about an hour, and when I opened my eyes my entire room was bathed in green light, a kind of green sunlight, bright and pulsing with life. It felt quite normal, but the kind of "normal" that is from the "real worlds" of which I am from. It felt strange for a second because I hadn't experienced this kind of "normal" in years, but the light was beautiful. I closed my eyes and went back to sleep, and a few minutes later opened my eyes and again, or still, my rooms were bathed in green light. Again went back to sleep and again woke up to green sunlight. I stayed up this time and it turned to normal lighting.<br />
But I also realized that all my pains were gone and I felt like I'd slept, which has been difficult for weeks now.....because pain is simply draining. But I feel fine right now and am wondering about this green light. I have a friend who does some healing energy work on me sporadically, but I called him and he said didn't do anything, so it wasn't him.<br />
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This green light/energy, was very present, very real, and I still feel it is here only I cannot see it with my "so called conscious mind"......in 3D, we do not see much at all. But there is some green light that feels good and beneficent and more natural than anything else I've seen.<br />
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There is evidence of good things happening, but good things/energies are notoriously quiet and shy, hate attention or observation. But they're there. Here.<br />
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I wonder if anyone else is seeing something?<br />
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I'd like to hear from you. </div>
Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-12721625601542583212020-07-16T05:24:00.004-07:002020-07-16T06:00:23.471-07:00Updates After Sleeping On Metal Free Mattress<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared.
Blessings.
Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/<br />
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I have given some background on why I changed my mattress from a reg coil/metal spring mattress to coil free <a href="https://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/2020/07/first-night-sleeping-on-coil-free.html" target="_blank">in this post</a>, or previous post. And the results of just one night sleeping on that......<br />
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1) I had 80% less pain.<br />
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2) I did not have one single heat flush. What an incredible feeling to have normal temps and breathing.<br />
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3) I woke up only around 4 times instead of every hour or half hour like the previous weeks.<br />
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4) As a result of literally sleeping, I feel calm in my body, not jittery and frenetic, just calm.<br />
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5) I feel a sense of holyness, sacredness, when I drank my morning water
and in cleansing my body....a sacredness I have not felt in a very long
time. I need to feel the sacredness of life, and I feel that again
today. And with this sense of sacredness I can also see/appreciate
beauty. When I am at breaking point or in survival mode for long periods
I cannot see beauty. I see beauty all around me today. sigh. And I feel
in possession of my Self, my spirit in calm and repose. <br />
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These below are the updates of successive nights, and I still haven't put up my wood bed frame which should be arriving today:<br />
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*updates:<br />
2nd night:<br />
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1) still 80% less pain. But still the strange knee pain only in bed.<br />
2) NOT one horrid heat flush with post drain feeling.<br />
3) I got up only 4 times again, during the night which is good compared to a dozen times.<br />
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3d night:<br />
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1) still 80% less pain, which means more energy to move around during
the days. However I am still having the strange knee pain which is only
when in the bed. I still do have the steel bed frame which I will get
rid of when the wood frame arrives. We shall see then about that one.
But that knee pain is only in bed, when I get up it goes, and when I get
in it comes back.<br />
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2) horrid heat flushes are suspiciously absent, just normal body temps.<br />
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3) got up 4-5 times but went back to sleep each time.<br />
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INTERESTING SIDE NOTE: my housemate went to the recycling center
7/13/20, to get rid of my old coil mattress and found 3 other mattresses
had also been recycled, which he thought was alot for any given time.
He had not seen any mattresses there in all the times he'd been there
which is twice a week the past two years!<br />
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4th night:<br />
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1) NO pains, at all !<br />
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2) Not a single heat flush again, very noticeable at this point how symptomatic they were of the metal bed.<br />
3) I did NOT get up at all, at all! during the night and this is blowing my mind. wow.<br />
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5th night:<br />
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1) NO hip pains at all during the night and the strange knee pain is 90% less...comes and goes.<br />
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2) Again, not a single heat flush, just normal body temps, which I am oh so grateful for!<br />
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3) This is the 2nd night in a row I did not get up many times during the
night. This NEVER happens, I have always, (also always slept on coil
mattresses!) gotten up many times, but last night I went to bed and woke
up in the morning! AND I noticed I did not have to rush to the
bathroom, I could lie in bed and slowly wake up and then do as I wanted.
To have 2 nights in a row that I don't get up til morning, just never
happened before. Ever.<br />
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4) I notice also, that I am more heat tolerant of the hot weather.
Instead of having heat exhaustion after an hour of working in the
garden, I am able to do 4 - 5 hours before I get dizzy and
nauseous.....and this is very different! I am grateful for this too, as
it means I am not locked up in the house all day and I can actually do
various gardening chores, which means more beauty. I was able to plant
the lemon trees since they have grown so much from seed, and they are in
their places for their lifetime now. I mixed in several hundred
sunflower seeds amongst them. We'll see how that grows!<br />
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6th night:<br />
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1) NO pains in hip or anywhere. sigh.<br />
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2) NO heat flushes again, just normal body temps which I am loving very much.<br />
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3) Again for the 3rd time in a row, I fell asleep in the dark night, and woke up in the light of day! This is sooooo new for me! And again, I did not have to rush to the bathroom. In face It seems I am holding the water I drink in my body which I apparently wasn't doing before. I even drank a gallon of water for a year every single day to feel like I was getting enough water, but it goes right through me. I am drinking 2 liters a day and it seems my body is using it up instead of getting rid of it so often during the day. This is very important and I can only guess on what this will result in over time....imagine that, keeping in the water you drink for the body to use it up, instead of just going through, not having time to do what water does in the body. This is a good thing!<br />
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More thoughts on this and I hope people understand what I am saying here.....is while these are wonderful results, I am furious for the years I've lost to problematic sleeping and not being able to heal normally due to mattress metals, and this also brings to mind the metal of mercury in dental fillings which I've had since the age of 14 years old until 59 years old and all those health problems I had as a result of that which has been hell!<br />
I've lost so many years I will never get back to the sheer stupidity of men who invent horrid things and get away with it for so many years, all the crap they invent irresponsibly and without thought the well being of the consumer down the line. And aside from those bastards who are consciousness and yet get to espouse their dangerous idiocy upon an unsuspecting public who will suffer countless horrors for years by the millions, what about those who have suffered? What about lives that have been ruined? People who could not become better or move ahead due to ailments which cause depressions and all kinds of evils done unto them that doctors cannot figure out? What happens to those people who just wither away and die in sickness and pain!???<br />
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While I am very pleased and relived I will get some respite from some sufferings, I am also furious that fell victim to a dangerous stupidity that millions of other people are falling for and who are totally ignorant as to the causes being the ill thought through inventions of the greedy business ethics of men. Once again, great suffering has been caused by outer sources by men with no consciousness, from mercury fillings to metal filled mattresses (not to mention 5g and gmo foods!) covered in cancer causing fire retardants, people are just living lives saturated in the ills of inventions we take for granted as safe just because they are marketed with such comforting litanies of selling points that are purely diabolical.<br />
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If you want some relief and to give your body a chance to heal during the night as it was designed to, then get rid of metals in your life and embrace things directly from nature itself.<br />
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Again, it was noted the other day when my housemate went to the recycling center to get rid of my coil mattress there were 3 other mattresses there that day being discarded. Apparently others are noting a problem. <br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-15599860214340209802020-07-11T05:35:00.001-07:002020-07-17T09:51:14.350-07:00First Night Sleeping On Coil/Metal Free Mattress Updates to Follow<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared.
Blessings.
Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/<br />
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Hello Everyone,<br />
<br />
I just had to report what I experienced after one night on a coil free/metal free mattress.<br />
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First I want to give more detail on what I've been experiencing that caused me to tune into this.<br />
A few weeks ago, I began having some old pains back that had disappeared last February. I'd been free of my right hip pain for more than a year with not a single twitch of pain, it just vanished. That was an agonizing pain had been crippling for about 5 years that sometimes had me screaming/crying, but one day it just vanished, overnight. Overnight. I could no longer jog and worst I could no longer walk, since after the walk or jog I would be really disabled, and sitting and getting up from a chair was task. I don't want to think of it, but it has been gone and I was in joy.<br />
Now I just had other strange body pains which were 80% removed by taking borax in my drinking water.....a pinch ( 1/32 of spoon) of borax, yes mule-team borax from the laundry section. I put some in a small glass jar and used a tiny scoop of it in my water every day and within 3 weeks 80% of my body pains, were gone.<br />
I was then beginning to feel I could get my life back and work out again, as I've been a body-building exercise lover since the age of 17. But that didn't work out, because something was happening with energy, exhaustion, and the heat/humidity here was a thing that zapped me. And getting stung by fire ants every week which puts me in bed.<br />
But at least in the house I was able to work and do things, do things in the garden in shorter spurts and be ok.<br />
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Then weeks ago, the hip pain came back, not as intense but back. The left leg too. So this made getting up from a chair and walking a nightmare again, and I was wobbling very slowly, much like a 100 year old person. I almost went into panic but I've had so many years on this planet with odd things that make no sense and discovering 90% of them were from outside causes and sources I know this would also go away once I figured it out.<br />
That thing again, "figuring it out" has been the mind twisters of my life.<br />
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I did notice clearly though some of the additional pains, because they are not just one in one area, they are varied pains in different places, like now the knee, which I never had even as a jogger for over 30 years, were felt mostly when I was in bed, my sanctuary. This took a couple of weeks to realize this, because the pains did carry over into walking, but I finally realized they peaked in bed.<br />
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The other thing I was having new difficulties with was a strange heat flush happening during the nights that is followed by a drained feeling. I keep it cool at night in the house, down to 70 degrees which is pretty comfortable enough to keep my flax linen bedding cool for me. So to have heat flushes didn't make any sense, but they happened several times every night. I'd have to spray myself with rose water and fan vigorously with a fan to get cool quick and to normalize my breathing. It's like emf toxicity peaking into a breakdown and just before it happens the heat flush comes to release that energy. Horrid. Every. Single. Night.<br />
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And so these resulted in my not being able to sleep at night for weeks. I wound up falling asleep from exhaustion around 4am to 7am, so I'd been getting 4-6 hours per night and I do not function well on that amount, I need 8 hours of sleep with lots of dreaming to feel like I've slept in the morning. The body does not heal without sleep and no supplements or healthy substances will work without the enough sleep. So this has been going on for weeks, no sleep, too much heat, and pains during the night that kept me up and very uncomfortable, tossing and turning in agony.<br />
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An interesting thing also happened a few nights ago, while trying to sleep on my stomach since I am a right side sleeper but could not due to the hip pains I shift over onto my stomach a bit......I was awoken, !awoken!, by a vibration coming from my bed. It felt like someone had a mechanical device on my bed that was vibrating it, but I didn't move to make sure I didn't disturb this and with an awoken mind sense it clearly, so I layed there and the vibration was clear and felt like it was coming from beneath my leg, inside the mattress. So I moved my leg to the outer edge, and nothing, it stopped. I moved it back to where it was and it vibrated again. Something inside my mattress was vibrating, alive, with nefarious energies. I was sure now. <br />
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But realizing it was mostly the night that this all happened was key. So I asked myself what is different about the nights now, from the day? And why now and not the past two years? Well, what has happened is the messing around with frequencies by diabolical megalomaniacs with 5g, which has been a huge topic of concern.<br />
I have always been the canary in the mine, so to speak, I always respond to things before most people. So what else was different was that during the night I was lying on metal which I don't do during the day. So I figured the metals were being reactive to the energies and causing the pains in my body, reacting with things in my body, which also don't belong, but which I cannot help breathing the air on this planet which has been chem sprayed exhaustively for decades now, so we all have metals in our bodies whether we realize it or not. And metals wreak havoc. Period. They will cause only sickness and pain, so voila.<br />
It had to be the metals in the mattress.<br />
I decided to get rid of it and buy a coil free one, which is a journey in itself with all the marketing those bastards do to make their beds seem safe, when typically they are mostly all treated heavily with fire retardant chemicals which are cancer causing and make people sick, so imagine spending a third of your life intimate with that every single night.<br />
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This was also an exhausting process but I chose one off amazon that had good customer service. I wanted to make sure if there was something wrong with the mattress I had hassle free returns, which means ups pick up with no charge. Amazon is good that way. So yes this one had that and I got it.<br />
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And yesterday the weather
was horrid with the kind of heat that feels prickly even inside an air
conditioned home. So with both myself and the weather being in a very bad state of mind, peaking all day at breaking point, it takes long to cool the house down after dark, so it was
bad all around. After this kind of day, I slept on the new mattress and .......<br />
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1) I had 80% less pain.<br />
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2) I did not have one single heat flush. What an incredible feeling to have normal temps and breathing.<br />
<br />
3) I woke up only around 4 times instead of every hour or half hour like the previous weeks.<br />
<br />
4) As a result of literally sleeping, I feel calm in my body, not jittery and frenetic, just calm.<br />
<br />
5) I feel a sense of holyness, sacredness, when I drank my morning water and in cleansing my body....a sacredness I have not felt in a very long time. I need to feel the sacredness of life, and I feel that again today. And with this sense of sacredness I can also see/appreciate beauty. When I am at breaking point or in survival mode for long periods I cannot see beauty. I see beauty all around me today. sigh. And I feel in possession of my Self, my spirit in calm and repose. <br />
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This is just one night and I cannot say for sure this is not just a coincidence as it could be a night of sleep from sheer exhaustion, since I did have a really bad day yesterday where I felt like I could break, break something or someone, or just have an "I cant take it anymore" breakout, so I could have just had exhaustion. But even though I slept, it doesn't explain no heat flushes, and the diminishing of pain.<br />
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I will give this some days and update later what I experience. And when I know for sure I will post it here. <br />
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I do this for others in case they may be experiencing this and how to remedy it, because let me tell you it is hell. But I don't give up.<br />
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Now I'm off to plant some flower seeds. <br />
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*update:<br />
2nd night:<br />
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1) still 80% less pain. But still the strange knee pain only in bed.<br />
2) NOT one horrid heat flush with post drain feeling.<br />
3) I got up only 4 times again, during the night which is good compared to a dozen times.<br />
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*3d night:<br />
<br />
1) still 80% less pain, which means more energy to move around during the days. However I am still having the strange knee pain which is only when in the bed. I still do have the steel bed frame which I will get rid of when the wood frame arrives. We shall see then about that one. But that knee pain is only in bed, when I get up it goes, and when I get in it comes back.<br />
<br />
2) horrid heat flushes are suspiciously absent, just normal body temps.<br />
<br />
3) got up 4-5 times but went back to sleep each time.<br />
<br />
INTERESTING SIDE NOTE: my housemate went to the recycling center 7/13/20, to get rid of my old coil mattress and found 3 other mattresses had also been recycled, which he thought was alot for any given time. He had not seen any mattresses there in all the times he'd been there which is twice a week the past two years!<br />
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4th night:<br />
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1) NO pains, at all !<br />
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2) Not a single heat flush again, very noticeable at this point how symptomatic they were of the metal bed.<br />
3) I did NOT get up at all, at all! during the night and this is blowing my mind. wow.<br />
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5th night:<br />
<br />
1) NO hip pains at all during the night and the strange knee pain is 90% less...comes and goes.<br />
<br />
2) Again, not a single heat flush, just normal body temps, which I am oh so grateful for!<br />
<br />
3) This is the 2nd night in a row I did not get up many times during the night. This NEVER happens, I have always, (also always slept on coil mattresses!) gotten up many times, but last night I went to bed and woke up in the morning! AND I noticed I did not have to rush to the bathroom, I could lie in bed and slowly wake up and then do as I wanted. To have 2 nights in a row that I don't get up til morning, just never happened before. Ever.<br />
<br />
4) I notice also, that I am more heat tolerant of the hot weather. Instead of having heat exhaustion after an hour of working in the garden, I am able to do 4 - 5 hours before I get dizzy and nauseous.....and this is very different! I am grateful for this too, as it means I am not locked up in the house all day and I can actually do various gardening chores, which means more beauty. I was able to plant the lemon trees since they have grown so much from seed, and they are in their places for their lifetime now. I mixed in several hundred sunflower seeds amongst them. We'll see how that grows!<br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-2653349369359531912020-06-29T11:08:00.002-07:002020-06-29T11:12:40.817-07:00Energetics: Horrid Depleting Energies<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared.
Blessings.
Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/<br />
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Hello everyone,<br />
its been a long while since I'm posting an "energetics" report, but this is because I just found out "it" is not just me here which I thought it was.<br />
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Today is Monday, June 29th, and I am reporting what I felt yesterday Sunday, or rather what happened yesterday. I was totally drained in a way I have not experienced before, so much so that I did not get out of bed. That statement, "did not get out of bed" is significant because in all of my life, I will get up every day no matter how much pain I'm in or if I have a flu I will get up. If I've had an accident I will get up, there is just no way I can stay in bed all day. But yesterday I did and I had no conscious "reason" for it. Also my cat, who I accidentally left out in the morning between 7am and 10am because I went back to bed after letting her out and un-naturally fell asleep, came in at 10 yelling at me, for which I was sorry as I never fall asleep once I get up, but I did yesterday. So I fed her apologetically and went back to bed but I decided to check where she was and she was not in any of her usual places but I finally found her under my bed, which is rare. And did she not get out until 5;30 pm.....which she has never done since I have her. So it wasn't just me but my cat as well. She is also wanting to eat alot more, I can only guess she is doing "comfort eating" due to some unknown stresses.<br />
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I also called a friend because of what I experienced on Saturday the 27th, just to report to her how oddly I had not been sleeping lately, and how odd my incredible fatigue was and also how my cat was behaving oddly as well. I reported this to her on her voicemail and she phoned back and left a msg on my voicemail to tell me she also experienced some type of deep fatigue too. I called her because it felt very anomalous. Yes I'm exhausted from little sleep these past weeks, but I had slept Friday night for around 10 hours and I woke up ok, but what happened Sunday was totally totally wrong.<br />
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I am also experiencing a teary kind of irritation, where when something keeps going wrong, I will feel like crying. Ex: I left a ball of twine in the pocket of my gardening pants and laundered them and it unraveled and created one huge ball of clothing knotted all up with yards of twine. And if I experience a slight frustration I will feel like crying. I AM NOT A CRYER , I cannot cry and do very light tears only a few times a year.....but even laughing too hard will made me feel like crying. Weird. <br />
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What this is, I cannot say, but it is a very sick and dark evil type of sorcery, and intention directed towards certain "sensitives", because not everyone has experienced this, only "sensitive" or "online" sensorially connected beings like empaths including animals, or highly psychic beings, not sure, but this is a directed attack, if you will.<br />
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Another thing I'm experiencing is alot of pain again, but mostly at night when I get into bed which has been my sanctuary for the past 2 years. The only thing I could surmise is there is now some reaction I'm having to the metal coils in my bed, because some of this pain only happens when I get into bed. I believe maybe the 5g thing is causing metals to became activated and so the coils in my bed are causing me to not only not sleep but abnormal pains as well. Please look out for this. I will be getting a no coil mattress this week. This comes right on the heels of discovering some supplements that had actually been working to "put me back together" in ways that I can see and feel.<br />
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Another thing is I'm seeing the number 144 alot, I mean alot, several times a day. <br />
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Maybe some of you will have experienced this this past week and others not. You will know who you are.<br />
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It has not occurred to me to remediate this because I thought it was just me and my cat, but now I realize it is not. There is a ton of filth in the aethers, and I feel contaminated just breathing air these days. I will be doing extra cleansing and purifying until this all passes.<br />
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Cleanse, purify, reject, dismantle......include all high frequency modalities all at the same time until relief is experienced.<br />
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Please comment if you can relate.<br />
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Blessings of Light, Serena, lady of the woods. <br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-43860385997864146982020-05-09T17:38:00.000-07:002020-08-14T11:32:02.017-07:00There is a Cure for Everything, But......<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared.
Blessings.
Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/<br />
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This is a must watch for everyone on this planet. Please share widely. It has already vanished a couple of times, but everyone needs to understand this.<br />
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(link removed because it was taken down. )<br />
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This one is a round table discussion, almost 3 hours, but the most
informative of anything you could possibly hear. I tried to post it here
but it won't let me, hopefully this link still works.....the title is <br />
Plandemic
Round Table Discussion with Experts, one of whom is the woman who
exposed the corruption of those who receive payments for every case of
false id of this current "disease".<br />
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=28&v=S3HqnAgLwMU&feature=emb_title<br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-78970963092346986502020-05-06T18:59:00.001-07:002020-05-08T07:03:22.972-07:00The Purpose of Divine Rage is Righteous Rage<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared.
Blessings.
Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/<br />
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I have a ton to say about this, but I am paralyzed by the lack of listeners. I want people to wake up, wake up to their surroundings, to the TRUTH, to the things that require our attention and actions, not dismissed by so called the "higher frequency of forgiveness or love"...... we must first get angry, get enraged, as this is the first sign of being alive and awake. Those who do not get enraged at pedophiles, rapists, underground human trafficking organizations that are torturing women and children for sex with men all over this planet.....if you want to forgive that, then you have been fully brainwashed, and the dark side owns you. If you get enraged, you are obviously alive and independent of mind control and have your emotions in correct alignment with a proper moral and ethic system which is in the heart.....your volition of the virtue of protection of others and protection of self, means you are still independent of mind control of your emotional body. You are your own person.<br />
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People, you have EVERY RIGHT AND RESPONSIBILITY TO TAKE OUT THOSE WHO THREATEN YOUR LIFE, YOUR CHILDRENS LIVES, AND EVERY OTHER LIFE YOU MAY CARE ABOUT. YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO TAKE OUT THOSE WHO CREATE BIO WEAPONS TO KILL YOU, WHO CREATE SYSTEMS THAT SEEK TO ELIMINATE YOUR RIGHT AS A HUMAN BEING LITTLE BY LITTLE, THOSE WHO SEEK TO CONTROL YOUR MINDS AND EMOTIONS AND BODIES. YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT!!!!<br />
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We must first go through this rage because "love" is simply not enough to stop their madness and sickness. You can go on with your "belief" in forgiveness of psychopaths, serial killers, and bioengineers of virus's etc, you can be happy with yourself because you think you are "vibing at a higher frequency" and this alone will stop them. You are totally deluded. You have been totally raped of your personal sense of sovereignty and personal power OF CREATION, and yes, Righteous Anger does create.....IT CORRECTS WHAT IS WRONG. You now belong to them. They want you to forgive, and love them as this does nothing to STOP them.Thousands of years of human trafficking and slavery have existed because of doing nothing.<br />
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"Anger is much more than a simple emotion. Anger is an evolutionary force. Anger is a Sacred Gift of Creation. Anger EXISTS FOR A REASON.When we feel and express anger for the right reasons, it can be transformed into a powerful tool to be wielded against injustice. Righteous Anger is actually an expression of true love, from the Source of ALL GOODNESS. Righteous Anger rises up when we realize that injustice is taking place around us and that we are obligated by Heart Based Intelligence to create positive change in a world that has gone morally astray. Focused Righteous Anger can compel change AND ROOT OUT DARKNESS AND EVIL. Righteous Anger is the precursor to true courage. WHEN USED CORRECTLY this kind of anger can become a driving force in our battle for true freedom" ~ Mark Passio.<br />
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When the "teaching" of "forgiveness" is taught when you should be doing something to protect, you have given away your power. To them.<br />
All it does is give you permission to do nothing. All it does is make you feel better about yourself. All it does is allow you to stay in your passive mental state and feel it is ok if you forgive or "send them love", because you are obviously not in full alignment with your own spirit and hearts.<br />
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I am seeing far too many people who are responding to the teaching of forgiveness with so much fawning gratitude because that is so easy for them to do in their own minds, is to "forgive"......and forget. They are so grateful to hear that they simply need to forgive because it is the higher dimensions of vibration and they then feel that is where they are. They do not realize they have not gotten to the higher dimension because they have not processed a righteous courage of the soul to be enrage for those who are suffering, for the children who are being forced to have sex with many men all over the planet, for the women who are being sold for sex with many men. You have no courage to face what that feels like, but being told to forgive them makes you feel good. You are stroking a demented ego.....and a heart that has been hijacked by false teachings.<br />
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I want to be clear here, that there is a world of difference in Righteous Rage and an anger that is simply out of control and spewing all over the place. Righteous Rage is used as an energetic weapon that does and can take out the perpetrators. When Righteous Rage is utilized in its proper context, it is the most powerful weapon of self defense of all.<br />
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If you dont' believe this, then take this to the micro level and imagine your child has been taken by a man to be raped. Do you forgive him or you get enrage and do all in your power of Righteous Rage to bring that man to justice? Do you think your forgiveness of those men is appropriate for your child? How would your child feel if you forgave the man who tormented them? Or do you offer your other child for him and say you will love him even more? Now imagine the millions of women and children all over the world in cages, being carved and tortured in all their personal body parts, being held in captivity for years and taught by those men all manner of heinous sex acts to perform on other men all over the world? And being sold? and Killed? Their blood drained for the psychopaths food?<br />
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The world must get enraged. The world must roar in outrage. Then and only then will things change, because that power will move things, and change things. Righteous Rage is a Divine Gift I've said for many years. This video below breaks it down for those who are too dense, or those who have been brainwashed with religions and cults to "be nice"....or to "vibe at a higher rate" than those lower ones. It has been all done on purpose to take away your power. Please listen to this below, this guy says it well. I dont' have the patience for this, but he does a good job.<br />
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The world must first get enraged with a directed focus of this Divine Rage enough that it effects a positive change that we wish to see which is the elimination of psychopaths and the liberation of children and victims. Then and only then, can we forgive, and then we must forgive our selves first. Forgive ourselves for not doing anything when we should have, forgive ourselves for burying this horrid information for so long, forgive ourselves for choosing to look at something else more pleasant then human trafficking, forgive ourselves for being cowardly, forgive ourselves for failing to protect those who are innocent, forgive ourselves for turning the other cheek, forgive ourselves for believing false teachings, forgive ourselves for being too weak of spirit, for denying these things have been happening.<br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-22992556718538463652020-04-27T15:43:00.002-07:002020-05-03T10:34:40.189-07:00I would Say This to Those Who Feel Disempowered, or Helpless<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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I think in this video with Laura Eisenhower and Magenta Pixie are great words to be said and heeded, however I will make a disclaimer for myself. I personally do not believe that the act of forgiveness to the dark patriarchy/murderers/rapist/pedo's/etc needs forgiveness, as it has been this very thing that has enabled them for so very very long. I have achieved much in creating through anger, rage and a very resolute "oh no you don't!!!" attitude that had no forgiveness but a very determined act of personal protection, personal sovereignty and personal power within it.<br />
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Everything I have worked on for decades is coming now to fruition. One of those things is that every single person on this planet will know what is being done by the dark lords who kill, sell, maim, eat, rape and destroy the lives of women and children. And further, the entire planet will have to understand exactly WHY they do this. No one will be able to turn their eyes anymore. It is very very interesting to me that there is a global exposure of the pedo's and killers of women and children riding on the worldwide "pandemic" of a virus that is false in many ways, whilst the true pandemic of murder and rape and selling women and children by the MILLIONS, is a true pandemic and virus of the sick men being exposed now. No true human being can close their eyes anymore to this.<br />
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While forgiveness is a "tool" that allows your personal body to be free of energies that can be detrimental to yourself if you do not know how to channel that rage/anger to do its intended job of both protection and elimination, it does nothing to those you direct forgiveness to, for they have been doing these things for eons, with many many millions if not billions of people who through "religion indoctrinated religions" have enforced this "forgiveness" teaching, have inculcated within us a passivity that allowed them to continue with no resistance. "Forgiveness" to the psychopaths means to them, if they are forgiven, over and over, by countless people throughout human history, then in their minds they are free, once again to continue their iniquity and crimes against life, since no one stops them, they can and do continue to multiply, organize themselves into monstrous organizations throughout the planet. One rapist will rape many. One killer kills many. Forgive him and he continues. Direct your anger/rage to cease and desist, or elimination and he will be stop or at the least be deterred, for our Divine Energies and Righteous Anger does and will cause a resistance. That is the purpose of Righteous Anger....it is a Divine Protector.<br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-87093281443211110972020-04-18T10:12:00.003-07:002020-04-27T15:19:10.943-07:00Spiritual Immune System by Lisa Renee<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Serena, Lady of the Woods
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I was forwarded this article by Lisa by two people. I find it immeasurably valuable. I hope you do too. Click on the link below to read on her site Energetic Synthesis.<br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-40825718922432390792020-04-17T09:13:00.003-07:002020-04-18T14:06:10.970-07:00I Used to Pray to God, Now I Act Like God<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Serena, Lady of the Woods
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ARe there any creators out there?<br />
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Are there any CREATORS out there? People who can use their Spiritual Energy to make things happen? Like good things?<br />
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I don't know about you, but I do. I can make bad things go away most of the time, not all, but most.<br />
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How many of us were told we have the innate ability to manifest? Did anyone believe this to be true? Did anyone test this? Did you manifest for your own life or did you manifest for the good of all?<br />
Personally what I've tried to manifest for myself usually never worked, but it does work for others.<br />
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I could tell you stories but I don't like typing too much. It would take a book. We don't have time.<br />
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If you are one who knows, KNOWS, you have Spiritual Energy from a Divine source then you may be obliged to use them now. You may be called upon to use them now. You may be getting a rude awakening, a wake up call.<br />
There are many who have been dormant, latent, who never used these Divine abilities because they were not called to, but how about now? Sometimes desperation can wake up miraculous abilities.<br />
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There are madmen taking further control of this planets last resources and those resources are the humane beings Spiritual Energies of Creation. Do you have these? Are you allowing them to extort what is divinely your personal life force? To tell you what they plan to do with your energies and you do nothing? How about you do something?<br />
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I wrote <a href="https://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/2020/04/more-to-say.html" target="_blank">2 posts ago</a> that some people (who are not zombies) have abilities to CREATE, to Manifest, and some of you read this blog. I know many are despondent, mind-f**ked, brainwashed, tired, resigned and all of that. I get it. I don't blame you. I just wonder if you would be content to spend the rest of your time feeling that way, or maybe you'd feel better if you knew you could contribute to taking out the megalomaniacs planning a very sick future? If so, then may I suggest you put on your Sovereignty Mantle and start?<br />
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Some of you are here just for these times.<br />
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Some of you came in to this reality just for this.<br />
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Do you know you cannot implore other beings to do this? That your ability is yours to utilize?<br />
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I used to pray to God. I used to believe and was taught that I just needed to believe in God or Jesus, and to be good and pray and I would be safe, protected. Well I cannot tell you how many times I prayed and was not protected. When a man was pulling the trigger, I prayed. When a man was beating my mother I prayed. When a school shooter went on a rampage, I prayed it never happens again. When I prayed for the millions children and women being sold in black markets all over this toxic planet I prayed. I cannot tell you how many times I've prayed and nothing, nothing, happened to end the horrors. That is when I learned there is no savior, no god coming to help or to stop these men, no belief in Jesus that prevented horrors. They all happen and continue to happen. That is when I learned I must be it.<br />
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Maybe we've never seen God because God broke itself into many bits called people. Maybe God is no where to be found because God is inside of some of us. Maybe, if this is true, then we could be like God. Doing Gods' work? Maybe that is what some of us can do.<br />
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So what is Gods' work? In my opinion it is first and foremost a being who does no harm, who loves, who protects, who provides, who allows (differences, NOT harm!), who nurtures, who is harmonious and laughs with joy.<br />
And instead of a God who utilizes hellfire energies, how a bout a God who utilizes correctional energies? A god who instead of punishes and creates more torment, instead go eliminates its mistakes or cancerous rogue elements back to dust.<br />
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I used to pray to God. Now I Act like God.<br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-7253199762576788832020-04-13T11:20:00.000-07:002020-04-13T11:20:08.185-07:00Fill Your Mind, Soul and Heart with Potentiality <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/<br />
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A friend just sent me this article by Paul Levy and I am linking his page here. This is healthy reading, for the heart and mind. Please take all the words seriously. I have been saying this for years, but some say it better. https://www.awakeninthedream.com/articles/quantum-medicine-for-coronavirus<br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-39136597124534415912020-04-11T12:17:00.001-07:002020-04-11T12:17:17.365-07:00More to Say<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Serena, Lady of the Woods
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I have the hardest time these days trying to know what to say on a planet, that is literally saying something all at the same time, virtually about the same things.<br />
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I am sensing this time in our "human" history is a "what happens next depends on each of us" moment. To paraphrase, the future is not written, it is completely unchartered territory<br />
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I prefer that we all do something, namely to stand in our power of Spirit and command what happens next. THAT is what determines what happens next. Conversely if we do nothing to create the future we want to see and live in and leave to the young ones, having it further manipulated into our worst nightmares, then doing nothing would be your thing.<br />
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I believe doing nothing is handing over our lives, souls and planet over on a silver platter to the madmen for their further perversions.<br />
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We are fighting for our lives, our liberation, our love and for a living plant that fosters only positive goodness. If that is not what you want, it equates to further acquiescence to the iniquitous madness we've been living for far too long, but not only that, you are paving the road for others to be victims of further insanity. This planet is dying, people, animals, the waters, air etc are polluted by madmen, as we can all see clearly, and they are now scrambling for total domination and control of all living things, including your soul.<br />
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If you feel powerless or frustrated and/or are hoping for something/someone to come and save us out of this sinking ship, you are it.....we are it....I am doing this, have been for many years....and I've seen everything I "worked" on come to fruition. Why? Because I had no doubt I could do it. You also need to know, KNOW.....that you as a Spirit of the Divine Light can do this. Angels? That is you. Celestial Beings? That is you. Benefactors? Those are you. All the help you want is within you.<br />
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~1 to make null and void every single agenda of men/aliens who infringe upon humanity, and all life for any reason, here you can name your personal passion, be it pedophiles, rapists, murderers, biological weapons and virus makers, etc, you name it .<br />
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~2 to give rise to a leadership that of humans who work on community sized levels, who are local, nurturing, loving and committed to the safety and happiness of all innocents with Earth's resources returned to humans on an as need basis. <br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-33635891015261735352020-04-11T06:37:00.002-07:002020-04-11T06:37:39.204-07:00If I Had Words, I Would Say These....<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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They connected us with Love Biters, alien hybrids, brought to us all kinds of saboteurs, human, alien and everything in between ......<br />
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They didn't count on us.......<br />
Standing back up...<br />
Remembering our powers...<br />
Using them to fight back...<br />
Using them to uncreate their nightmares and recreating our desires....<br />
Taking them down.....<br />
Taking them out.....<br />
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They counted on us forgetting, on being so traumatized and hurt, brainfogged, brainfucked, brainwashed, drugged and chemically poisoned so we could not think, could not function. Wanting and needing only to hide from the invisible attacks, and to convalesce. <br />
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They tried and tried to crush our self love and self esteem. They inculcated all kinds of fabrications on the weakness and uselessness of "us".<br />
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But the question is, why would anyone go to all out warfare, so tenaciously with all of their manpower and backup after backup to take out something powerless and useless? Ask any general of warfare.......<br />
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Its because we're not powerless. Not only are we not powerless, but our powers are unfathomable, malleable, exponential, all encompassing, quantum, and spanning far beyond the limits of space and time, in any direction. They know this about us.<br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-51198463955744737402019-12-22T11:19:00.001-08:002019-12-24T06:03:21.025-08:00Living Flatlining, Memory Loss, Lack of Creativity, Etc.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared.<br />
Blessings.
Serena, Lady of the Woods<br />
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/<br />
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*Edit: 12/24/2019 see below.<br />
<br />Hello People.....<br />
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There have been many times I've wanted to say something here, to reveal something, to give us something to contemplate etc, and I just don't do it. Something has been lost....I don't know where its gone. Mostly I just cannot seem to articulate well, and so writing has become a lost art.<br />
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As an empath, and as you readers
who are also empaths, maybe you can relate and connect with me about
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Just to list some things I've "lost" or maybe, possibly what has been stolen.....are:<br />
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~creativity - I have always been an artist, always working on projects, creating things, sewing, cooking, crafting, designing, creating beauty everywhere. This year I began many projects fro macrame, to calligraphy, to cooking, to garden crafts, only to have left all those beautiful things alone, doing nothing with them even though I have alot of time. I just have no desire.<br />
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~inspiration - I have always had inspiration, to create, to move, make something beautiful every single day, to garden, ..... anything and everything.......now I can't seem to move. I look at the raw materials and sadly walk away from them.<br />
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~memory - I have forgotten way too many important things, things I want to and should remember. I can even create a wonderful new recipe for a great meal, and the next week totally forget what I did, what I put in it. I recently bought a wok for all the asian dishes I wanted to create and cannot even remember the first dish I made or what went in it and cannot do it again. I've never forgotten great recipes before. I just re-listened to an old astrology reading I got and it felt like another lifetime.<br />
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~positive outlook _ I tell myself if I'm not inspired there is always tomorrow. This always worked and the next day I'd be back to my usual busy self. Lately, tomorrows have gone into months.<br />
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~energy to do anything - I understood getting tired from being busy all the time and down time was necessary, and a day was enough to rejuvenate me. Now day after day, month after month I find myself in bed by 3pm, and the scary part is it doesn't matter if I've done anything or not.<br />
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~forcing "doing things" - I always knew how to pep talk myself back into action, talk myself into doing things, or to enliven a lax spirit. Pictures, music and other women have inspired me, but now, they don't.....nothing is working.....and days and months are going by with me doing nothing.<br />
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~healthy habits - I've always worked out, jogged and did weights, eaten organically.....now just walking is a monumental thing. And I eat for comfort, it feels like drugs. I thought that was bad, but I find I cannot do anything further than in-home.<br />
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~interest in anything including my passions - I don't know where they've all gone. I can see the beauty in my mind, or in pictures, but nothing moves me inside anymore, or if they do and I get the beauty done, it is very short lived.<br />
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~moving my body for any reason - for the first time in my life, I am sitting in a chair for hours not moving at all. This seems a miraculous feat for someone like me who was always and loved to move being busy until I drop at night satisfied at all my accomplishments. Now I cannot move nor do I want to.<br />
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~the sun is far too bright - I love seeing it outside and I love that the plants love it and I do too for short bursts, but inside I prefer now to draw the curtains and light my Himalayan salt lamps and candles only for ambient light. I can only tolerate gentle lighting.<br />
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And I learned just today that this is happening to many people, so I can stop suspecting I've been damaged beyond repair, that there is something common amongst many people.<br />
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The best term for this seems to be "Spiritual Flat-lining" ....the pulse is alive, but is faint and so weak that nothing is moving. The dark chaos is pandemic and paralyzing the Authentic Spirits on this planet, those empaths and living "souls/spirits" (those terms used vaguely as no definition seems concrete) to the point where we no longer can feel our own lifeforce......OR our Authentic Spirits/Souls have moved on and left our bodies here hence we are no longer able to feel anything that is of the divine for example, inspiration, passion, creativity, love, joy, effervescence etc. Imagination seems stagnant.<br />
It feels like the most vital parts of ourselves have vacated or been taken away, and what is left is only biology, and the necessary functions of such.<br />
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Some animals at the moment just before being pounced on by the attacker, will play dead. Do we? <br />
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I want to postulate this on a positive note and say that maybe it is because our Authentic Selves have left to a place that is more conducive to supporting our Spirits, a benevolent and loving space, and what has been left is what is essentially useless? Maybe we are removing the parts of ourselves that have been typically for eons hijacked by the nefarious ones for dark purposes and to protect ourselves we have moved away? Maybe we have been taken to a "protective holding space" for example the Protective Spheres I created some years ago for those Real Humans who were locked into this false matrix, and in that holding space we find our bodies here (and hence life) to be pointless? Yet remain for a ruse?<br />
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I feel deeply that Authentic Spirits cannot be "taken over" per se, and so we must have gone away. What is left here feels empty and lifeless, pointless, and the passions of creativity can not occupy a Spiritless/Soulless body.....but yet we are somewhere protecting our real selves. What remains here is just a ghost for the purpose of "ruse" or "fooling" those who still think they can hijack our souls/spirits, and there is nothing here for them anymore. Yet we remain....to keep up the facade of "their game".....so as not to instigate an all out war or to assuage the "final takeover" by any and all means by the nefarious ones.<br />
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Does this make any sense? I'm feeling this. All of it.<br />
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Also, today I received a video I want to post here as this beautiful woman expressed precisely what I am feeling.<br />
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If so, what do you make of it?<br />
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*Edit note: It is important to note that what I'm describing is not depression. I had that before for a while and this is not it. Depression is a black state of heart and mind. It is dark and has negative thoughts and feelings, a futility that is angry or surrendered, oppressed and/or disconsolate. What I describe above is more like being in a huge void of uncharted space at the same time with the heart, mind and spirit being "on hold" or in temporary stasis. I know I'm "still here" as I've found some beautiful vloggers who vlog/film their lives and the peacefulness of home life (when one is at peace) and I enjoy those very much, so I'm very feeling still, unlike a depressed state that is not touched by beauty. <br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-2756527460942167112019-10-04T12:24:00.000-07:002019-12-22T07:19:26.314-08:00Unexplainable Trickery *Yawn* Update 12/22/2019<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Just had to post today, that I see that video is gone. I do not however agree with everything Auset has to say though. But that one particular video gave some information that was vital. Don't know why she took it out. <br />
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*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared.<br />
Blessings.
Serena, Lady of the Woods<br />
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Well hello everyone.<br />
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As you must have surmised, I have not been able to make regular posts at all for various reasons. Life is simply preternatural.<br />
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I have updated my last post which you can <a href="https://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/2018/07/energetics-and-something-is-different.html" target="_blank">read here, update at the very top.</a><br />
I was sad to have to write it, but I had to be honest since what I had written was no longer true.<br />
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As for today, I will just say a few brief things, and then post the video which is the point of this post.<br />
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I am not paying much attention at all to what is happening in the world, not even in the so called spiritual communities, nor listening much to anyone I used to because it is such an insanely complex world we live in and many have pieces that are true and too many are believing in sheer speculation and beliefs, which I abhor these days.<br />
So I do not listen to much, just what is forwarded to me by a few friends.<br />
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My sense is, if I may offer a hint of "empathic energetics" is that it is so very complex and crazy that there is nothing being said that is not happening. Everything is happening to some degree, and in varying times, places, intensities, etc. Some of it is actually good, believe it or not.<br />
But I can tell you one thing, what is needed, necessary and critical for future life is that everyone needs to know what is going on by the dark ones, what they are doing how and why. It must be known, this is the truest form of disclosure. It is hard and horrific, some may not want to survive knowing these things the dark lords and their servants and slaves are doing but it must be known.<br />
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It must never be forgotten.<br />
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The path to liberation and wisdom must include seeing it all.<br />
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And then there are those who I have termed "Blue Printers", the architects of creation here on this plane many of whom are not even aware that they are architects of creation and so do not create, so many are missing their calling. Some are aware and are making changes they can see. These are too few.<br />
We need everyone lit up, knowing who they are and that they, with their will based in the integrity of the heart and soul do some spontaneous and improvisational creating on this planet to release us all. There are no rules, nothing.<br />
Create as you will, using all your abilities at once, all the time.<br />
Be attentive, get fancy, get wild.<br />
Be authoritative.<br />
Especially you women who have the strongest protective instincts for life for all still in tact, with the greatest amount of life changing justifiable rage, the kind that can shift realities in NO time.<br />
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Lately, even if I haven't seen or sensed something, after hearing it or reading it, I will eventually see it. It is as I have written before, that humans, real humans are creators, and the hijackers of this realm are using those humans to create their desired realities, and the humans don't even realize they are doing this.<br />
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There is far too much redundancy, many repeating simply what others are saying or writing. This is terribly tragic. And yet through all this some are dissing the popular installed memes of these programs and seeing into the truth, and so applaud these people.<br />
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And then there are the numerous bot (robots), or zombies, or non character players, the soulless, call them what you will, but they are empty and simply follow the directives of the insidious programs.<br />
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Then there are what is called the <a href="https://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/2018/03/video-new-predatorempaths-need-to-hear.html" target="_blank">New Predators a term coined by Lauda Leon, </a>which I experienced and wrote about <a href="https://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/2018/03/why-narcissists-need-empaths-but-dont.html" target="_blank">here,</a> <a href="https://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/2018/03/the-narcissist-is-alien-hive-force.html" target="_blank">here</a>, and <a href="https://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/2018/04/the-hidden-forces-of-life-by-mother-and.html" target="_blank">here</a> . Those are 3 different posts written about my personal experiences, and in retrospect recalling others of the same ilk during my lifetime but not knowing what it was I was dealing with, and for sure not able to handle what I was truly dealing with, until now, and even now "knowing" requires alot of healing time. I plod on for some reason.<br />
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There are countless "unseens" of all variations who are also manifesting their will upon this reality often by simply taking over humans to do it.<br />
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Everyone must know who or what they are, and those Blue Printer Architects must get to creating!<br />
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That said, this is a video I would like to share because it is entirely on point. Some of what she speaks of, for example her devices manifesting where she had not placed them, happens to me often. She thought of it as a test. I think of it as more f**kery. Once someone has seen through the program/matrix and reports it, "they" begin to harass. "They" want us to know "they" are manipulating our reality, and that "they" are listening" to us, those who know "they" do exist and expose them. "Trickery" and "f*&kery" commences. It can be considered intimidation, but some of us are not intimidated, and I am proud of this. I have also had the same type of space craft dreams she speaks of, literally thousands of times over 3 decades.<br />
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Here is the video, if you listen, please share your thoughts, experiences with this.<br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-80088116448003555542018-07-29T10:03:00.000-07:002019-10-04T11:38:50.370-07:00Energetics AND Something is Different Lately, Very Very Different - I moved out of the Matrix *updated 10/2019<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I have to put in an update here because as I read this post, sadly, I must share that this positive energetic change ended rather quickly and has reverted back to its old crap just 3 months after moving here in May 2018, which means the positive left by August 2018. Someone wrote and asked me if the changes were still positive and I shared that they were not. What changed it back? Well, I would have to say, with a great deal of thought, study, testing, retesting and observance, it was john. For 18 years living with him in the older house, and now again, he was only different for the 3 months of getting me out of TN and moving me here to Gainesville, and then he reverted back to his old slothful and negligent zombie like character which was the norm for 18 years. So the question now is, what possessed him for those 3 months to make all those positive changes? Why did it leave? When I queried him about this he also saw that he was back to his old self which he said he buried in the old house....but he doesn't know why he returned. I say it was because his old self never left, but something new, positive and fresh and caring took me out of a life/death scenario, and then left john again to his old self. John asked me how to get that positive john back, and my jaw hit the floor, and I told him "it is not for me to do that, it is for you to want that john back and to do whatever you did before to get him". But since that has not happened, my belief at this point is john was "taken over", for 3 months to make changes, then left. A sorry sorry thing for sure. October 2019. So what I saw as positive changes for others, not just myself, was not the case. I was wrong, sorry to be wrong and am apologizing for such a perception. But joy sure did make me feel all kaleidoscopic for time.....I was a fool......but it was an illusion, a thoroughly complete illusion.<br />
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*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared.
Blessings.
Serena, Lady of the Woods
http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/<br />
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First I want to say that I will be posting differently from now on. I tend to make long ones, when I really want to keep them short. So I am going to try to post short energetics again. Thanks to those who read my little empathic blog. This first section is on Empathic Energetics as I sense/live them and then more on my personal journey for those interested. And I would love your feedback. <3<br />
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<u>Empathic Energetics: </u><br />
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The "something", the "Earth changes" heart/soul based humans have been waiting for is upon us. I cannot be the only one experiencing this. I am sure of it. The Universe I/we are in now is far friendlier now, and supportive of my endeavors as grand or domestic as they may be, and things are actually FLOWING now. There is ease. There is what one can only refer to as something "right".<br />
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Anyone who doesn't believe huge dimensional changes are happening must look deeper, make radical moves, or look more closely, or do something out of character, or a list of many other things, but IT is happening and can be made to happen. One must not only negate the old world, but also create the new you want to live in. That creating part is only for you to do and no one else.<br />
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I am feeling the world now, that I have had in my heart for ages. I committed to living only how I want to live (as much as possible in 3-D).<br />
That there is now a safe space also for others to do so. While it was locked down before, the prison net has broken, and new realities can be made. Must be made otherwise, the old still lives on.<br />
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I have deliberately and intentionally renounced the crazy patriarchal wasteland that is the 3-D matrix filled with soulless beings, to spend all the rest of my own time, energies and imagination creating a world of my own. I needed to do this while I lived. It can be done. There is something critical about this part.....a deliberate all consuming creating of ones own world out of the real energies of love. This is not for my own life I must stress, but that some blueprint of potentiality is forged into reality when one does this with ones entire being, that makes it possible for others. The vanguard, so to speak? <br />
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This can happen for others who do the same. A complete break has to be made, with ones entire being. Nothing less. Only engage as much as what keeps one safe from all bureaucratic complications, otherwise, create your own world.<br />
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I am also deliberately abstaining from reading, or doing anything involving the "old world", for me it is gone. <br />
Empathically......I feel the New Worlds upon us not just because I sense it, but because I am living it. At first I thought it was just the result of a huge sense of relief. No, its far more than that.<br />
It was rather sudden too. Interesting that one quote that has always sung to me was "in the twinkling of an eye".......yes, it can be like that.<br />
But it is imperative that those New Worlds are created by your own hearts and imaginations.<br />
May I suggest you all who want your own world begin to create it with everything you have in you. Even if you think you don't have the energy, I certainly didn't, but it can be done. Somehow.<br />
Find others who you resonate with and can live in peace with and partner up. Find ways.<br />
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I believe in feeling into the new "realities" as such, because there are many now, that they need to be filled in, or are a blank canvas so to speak, that need the artistry of the imaginal realms of those who are creators with heart and soul. This requires action and absolute intention. Go forthe and create.<br />
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<u>This part below is more on my own personal journey and evidence of the New Realities: </u><br />
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I've been wanting to write this for weeks. I just didn't know if it would last.<br />
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There is something very very different in my life.<br />
One could say, I got out of a toxic place and energetics, and I would say emphatically, yes.<br />
But its much more than that.<br />
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One could say country life is different, and that space of lots of green, trees and grass, real Earth beneath ones feet, with fewer people would create more peace and I would say yes again. Its that too.<br />
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One could say alot, but what I'm saying is that it is all of that and more > More what I call "natural" forces of life, which are magical in the always positive sense. What I know to be my Truth.<br />
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There are a crazy number of synchronicities happening, and synchronicities are wonderful events happening in the physical world that tell you the Universe and You and now (re)-United.<br />
These synches or serendipities which is a more fun word, are happening almost every day. I cannot even count how many dozens have happened since I made the move out of TN and back into Florida Country. It literally began when John arrived and helped so much (out of character :-) me pack so we could drive out the next day. But the synchs are happening for both of us independently. For example, he needed that job in Gainesville, and was immediately hired, interviewed only by phone and got the job on the spot. Unlike previous protocols. And Gainesville is where I had said I wished we could move to years prior when I helped someone move here. Synch.<br />
More mundane examples are, I want a specific rare plant and he finds it in a store the next day.<br />
It happened again the other day, when we went out shopping on his day off, and I wanted to check the garden center store to see anything new....(I'm a huge plant/nature person) and my favorite plant is Maidenhair Fern......delicate, lacy, whimsical plants that love water and shade and whose spiritual meaning I just learned is Beauty and Love. So there. <br />
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The same happened with our trees. He and I both wanted Italian Cypress trees and had always seen them in stores but they were very small, dried up and too expensive on top of that. Once here, we found tall ones, very green, healthy, maybe 13 feet tall, taller than our house, and the price was right, and we had them delivered. The same with the 3-ball topiaries. The same with a shallow bowl I spent 2 hours searching for online 2 nights ago, and when we went to H.D. the other day, there they were in terracotta, not plastic, the right size, color and the price was almost thrift store priced compared to what I'd seen online that I liked. They were not there just days ago. This keeps happening with all kinds of little mundane things. Nice!<br />
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2 days ago I had a lovely emotion filled dream of almost being able to have a cat again. I love to have the cat choose me, for those who understand that, but since 2010 none have come though I have tried out a few. This dream was magical in the sense that there was a woman who had 2 kittens, black, both male and they were looking for a home. I was interested but wanting to see if the cats wanted me too. There was a man there who also wanted the kittens. The woman watched and listened to us both. The man was talking more, I was feeling more.....for the cats. The cats remained neutral....though aware that both the man and I could potentially be their new parents. The man seemed to have won out, he was more vocal, aggressive in his desires and commenting on their traits, while I remained receptive. I had fallen in love with them, and finally I fell to my knees in front of the woman, with my expression being one hopeless in love and nothing else to say. The woman however made the decision. She awarded me the cats, and I was shocked because the man clearly claimed them, but she said, "this was not about favoritism, but about love". So she awarded them to me. I felt so mushy grateful.<br />
The next day, when we checked the garden store for new arrivals of plants, I found my maidenhair ferns in a box, yet unpacked as mentioned,! And with this in hand a lovely young calico cat meandered right to my feet and I remembered my dream of the previous night. I was so happy to be petting the furry thing who was loving the affection. The woman who worked there said there were two male kittens there in the store looking for a home. And John said I'd better hurry since a man there was also interested in the cats. It was my dream, in a sense. He had already claimed them. (deja vu) But he could have them. I wanted female cats, they are not territorial and don't spray and stink. The woman told me she had younger females at her home and they too were looking for a home. I may have a lovely furry love in my home any day now. She just called John :D.<br />
It keeps happening. Almost every day.<br />
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I can fix something that frustrates john, and what I cannot fix, he can. Its crazy. Odd that "flow" seems ''crazy" now lolol.<br />
Its "right" to the point that this is what life should be, never was, and now is shocking and takes getting used to. Yet feels very much what life should be.<br />
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A little backtrack. Two days after leaving TN my red and pained eyes of the previous year were no longer red. John also said the swelling of my eyes went down to almost normal. I had to look in the mirror and he was right. The eye problem started when I got to TN. I thought it was the dry air. I kept trying to find 3-D explanations for this new problem. I went to the eye doctor and he found nothing.<br />
The eyes are the windows of the soul. My soul was sick in TN. Something was making my soul sick. Something vile and evil. And I am not a wimp. I grew up in badlands of drugs, violence and poverty and became not only a warrior of my Self but a guardian of others unable to protect themselves. But that is another book.<br />
Since leaving TN my hair stopped falling out and is shiny again. I have less pains. And there is more but I want to move on.<br />
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These changes in paradigm is not just country life. This is not just being away from toxic beings from whatever dimension they hail from. Its not just having my own space.<br />
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THIS is a totally different reality. I look out of my windows and see an Italian Mediterranean garden in its beginning stages. How can this be already? With only a few additions to this land of grass and trees?<br />
This is a totally different reality. It literally feels like I've left that 3-D matrix system and am finally in a world of my own making. I can fall back into old "feeling patterns" but check myself right out of them again, taking note of the reality I am currently in and moving forward. There is a HUGE difference. Its almost like it keeps telling me, "don't think back..... don't feel back...... don't fall back....be present in this fresh new space. Come on, and believe........It is clean and waiting for artistry."<br />
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The feeling is also that I am finally energetically "alone".....with my own thoughts, feelings and energies. Before, in all my previous life apparently, I've been bombarded, albeit unknowingly, with energies from all kinds of things, from other people, from other non-people, from unseens, from EMF's, from solar/lunar energies, Earth energies, etc......and it has been impossible to separate myself from all of that.<br />
It seems now I can. I can feel my Self. I can feel only me when I check in and see what is going on. I can see now when my own thoughts are generating feelings and I can correct or change them. I can see when "weather" is not real weather but manipulated which is toxic also.<br />
I now feel like I can be alone and this feels so good, because being with my Self is so relieving and feels so clear and clean. I can breathe, I can sigh.....with space. I can empty my thoughts when I want. I can be quiet when I want. <br />
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This is hugely different. This is not merely a move to another Earthy location, this is a move to another dimension, another reality, one that is my own, though still here in 3-D.<br />
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They said this could happen. I heard it literally hundreds of times. I spoke of it myself. I determined it my Self.......and now I am living it.<br />
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It seems that the drive from TN, with our things en route to a new home, and john and I driving in a car on the road to a new life, new location, heaven-bent on our old routines of simple joys, was the path, the orbit that took us to a different reality. He drove, Impeccably I might add, because I was so worn out, falling asleep while awake etc and not wanting to poke Murphy that beast of wrongs,.....and we drove in silence for almost 2 days.<br />
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I said in my previous post that some things are unbelievably perfect about this house, this location and this life, even though we literally picked a house out of 2 internet pictures, had the pods with our possessions sent to this location, and were driving to this as a new home before we even owned this house. Crazy, I know. But if you're not just a bit crazy you'll never be able to outpace the insanity of patriarchal systems. You need just a bit of crazy to be able to maneuver around them, to be malleable and spontaneous, and say F*&k it and move forward in ruthless ways. We did that. We had no time to think. We had to move forward. I had a only single day instead of the planned 4, to pack a container thanks to the saboteur repeatedly refusing my POD being delivered days before I had to leave, but I maneuvered and made it work because I had to be a bit crazy. And though
the saboteur tried to assert its own false authority over my circumstances (the supervisor of the
POD called me to find out why it was cancelled, NO I didn't cancel it!
He said the owner of the house cancelled it, I had to beg him to bring
it anyway, thank god my neighbors allowed it on their property and
that is how I was able to have it).......So even with all this and more
happening, we still managed to get out on the day we needed, to get on
the long road to another dimension and another alternate reality. WE
did.<br />
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I am still recovering from being so "sick" on so many levels as I was in TN.<br />
The creation of this New Reality is more mine than his, since he does
not create. He just enjoys what I create, and I have huge huge unlimited
imaginal realms of knowledge and experience from my Soul where I have
lived in absolute Freedom as a Creator. I am still limited here in this
dimension by physicality of material things and funds, but not in my
imagination and intentions. And I am still, after all these years
focused on what I want to create, the beauty, the harmony, the
simplicity, the Peace, the memories of wondrous magic.......and finally it seems my
Universe has formed itself around my steadfast intentions and is forming
itself into manifestation.<br />
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We left chaos. We left crazy. We left sabotage.<br />
It has been consistent.<br />
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So why am I telling you this? Because I don't believe it is only me experiencing things like this, huge changes like this, not just cute stuff, but literally an alternate reality that is friendly and femininely nurturing towards our needs both physical and emotional. Its almost like we speak them in voice and they show up in physicality. That is more than just positive, that is a totally different than Earthly paradigm.<br />
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Now, to move back some years.....<br />
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I have been working on dismantling. And I mean DISMANTLING.......the perilous realities created here by psychopaths. I cannot explain how I have done this, how often, how intensely, or that every breath from my body was all about this for my entire life.....that the trillions of cells in my body lived for this and only this......as far as the first part. And once I saw the dismantling taking place, phase two was initiated by my own initiative, and no other, to create the new worlds for those beauties within the "human" species with both heart and soul. I did that too. And only in 2016/2017, did I hear from others, that what I was creating was being seen and reported by many others, and I stopped. I stopped because it was already coming in. We, the hearts and souls of Humanity are going Home.<br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-32023469200003833342018-07-10T11:20:00.001-07:002018-07-30T04:10:07.551-07:00My New Life July 2018<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Helllllloooooooo People !<br />
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Its been a while, a lot of "life" happening too often, too fast and all has been too much in general, but I am here posting because some of my friends want to know what is happening, where I am living, how, pics of the new place and what I'm doing. Here now, I will tell as much as I can.....so get ready, get a large coffee or tea because I think this will be a long one and with lots of pics. I always like to be succinct but once I get to talking and no one is stopping me, I tend to get into more details, but some have asked for details......so here goes.<br />
In fact I think I will make my self a cup of tea too....be right back....<br />
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Tea is on.....and while I wait a bit, I will say a very Happy Helllooooo to all of my friends who have asked about me and what is happening. And helloooo to all who bother to read my quirky little "Energetics" blog of an empath, I welcome and thank you for being here and even remotely interested.<br />
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I will start with a caveat that I can't tell all of my experiences as I don't want to start a war with something that would make a war out of total megalomaniac afflictions, so I use prudence, the point being to keep as much peace in my world. But I will say that nothing can be exaggerated enough to describe this....... ummm......ahem....."learning curve" shall we say? You cannot possibly know of what I speak unless you lived it. Nothing else compares.<br />
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Back with tea and a huge sigh.....how to begin......<br />
well I am here in a new home, my new home I can say as I co-own this place with John.....John ! people! how can I even begin to express how a lethargic sloth of 15 years, stepped up and out once I left his house? Made miracles happen a year later? He didn't even know he had it in him.<br />
When we parted I thought I'd never see him again and he thought the same. It was an amicable parting since I had to leave due to the planes noise driving me insane all day every day.<br />
He thought he'd just go into his usual ways, being alone and be fine. I thought I'd go into a new venture with others to do house buying/flipping and have a creative life and career. Both of us were more than totally, even dimensionally off the mark. Goes to show what you focus on does not materialize, but that other things your mind and brain could NEVER conjure can come to slap you upside the head so hard, your entire sense of what is real and what is not is fully on the table with equal measure.<br />
Turns out John was human after all and the other I thought was, wasn't. We both had our worlds flipped upside down for different reasons, and then both realizing we work better together.....at least as domestic mates we do. There is so much to tell about this story that it has become a book, a literal book. My friends throughout the years have always told me I need to write a book, albeit about different things, so what to write? when I hate writing??.....well, this last experience has made me want to write. I actually want to write the book about all this and I even have a title already.<br />
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I have taken long before writing this post because I didn't want to speak too soon.....you know, murphy and all his gang......so I kept quiet. But at this point, should I die now, I could now say I finally know what it feels like when things go right....when things work out, when they go smoothly, as they should without hitches, glitches, interference, etc etc.<br />
I know what it feels like now to take a safe deep breath, never had before, ever. I know what it feels like to own something and have a blank canvas to play with, to get creative with and to have at least one person who enjoys my creativity as his own quality of life. I know what it feels like now, to have quiet, and peace, and I mean quiet that is all the time like I like it, not sporadic or broken up with sounds of people or their machines, but all day every day quiet, the predictable kind.... like......wow......its still quiet. I check about a dozen times every day, looking out the windows front and back to see if it is real, if I am still here in the middle of 5 acres of green grass surrounded by dozens and dozens of fully mature trees, and woods and the deer who live in them, and yes, I am still in the middle of this healing green and it is still quiet, after 2 months. I've never experienced such a thing. Quiet and silence and peace were literally moments in my previous 59 years, and they were too precious and too few. Now, the quiet is here all the time, the main presence and foundation of this place, along with the green beautiful.<br />
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The House:<br />
Once John said there was a store opening in Gainesville, I told him to take it, he began the process and he pounded on that like a bull. This fragile, negligent, lethargic, workhorse, turned into the Taurus bull of his nature and got things done. What!?<br />
I was not able to do anything. He had alot to do on his own and I did not for one second believe he would do it all, I mean this is the guy who breaks down in frustration with red lights in traffic, who will put off mowing a small lawn until he gets a city notification. In the 15 years of living with him, it took countless directives to get him to mow his tiny lawn.<br />
What he had to do now was titan-ish for even the most efficient person. He had to secure his job first, get his truck in driving condition which was delayed by 2 weeks!, put his own house on the market for sale, pack and store his things somehow, search and find a house in Gainesville, come to Tennessee to help me finish packing my things and store them, both of us drive to Gainesville in time to close on some house neither of us had time to search for, move us in, then start his new job.....ALL IN 3 WEEKS TIME. Hellooooo?? can anyone conceive of that amount of work? especially for someone like John!!!!!!!!! To top this all off, he had to accomplish all of this while still working full time. I went into despondency because I knew he would never get it done and my chances of getting out of TN and into my own safe and clean space was nil.<br />
But the Taurus Bull and something else came to life. (I get chills). John himself said something took over him and he did everything he could methodically and did not stop. He encountered delay after delay, no help from anyone, his car in the shop for 2 weeks, and endless sabotage every step and yet he did what even would shame heroes to accomplish. Something very intense and strong took him through this, knew the importance of this for saving my life and his own......and it was all done. I am still IN AWE.<br />
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What happened was, once he said he would apply for the Gainesville position, and once he said he got it, then the next thing is finding a place to live right? Do we stay in a hotel first so we have time to search? Does he do this alone and then find one and then come get me in TN? If so then it gets expensive for hotel and he knows no one else he could bunk with for that time. How to do this?? I got online to get an idea of houses. I didn't know what to do, how one goes about such things as finding a house. I've always rented or lived with someone else....how do people find houses? I've heard nightmare stories about how long it takes and how many houses one sees to find the right one, location wise, size wise, price wise, etc etc......one does not simply choose a house from a picture and land there.<br />
I got online feeling lame, looking at locations near his job knowing it had to be close because he hates the commute and I wanted him to be free of that one thing that torments him, was the drive to work and back.....so I looked and saw pictures. I found something that was cheaper than what he had his house on the market for and sent him the link to see. He said it was a nice size but was not interested. I looked further and found nothing that had requirements that I needed which were more than his. I needed to be away from traffic and noise, from men and machines. I wanted space to plant gardens and trees. He couldn't care less he's never home. The house had to have at least 3 bedrooms, one for each of us and a quest room, and had to be move in condition. No fixer uppers like his last. He wanted a 2nd bathroom and a window over the kitchen sink. The location, price, etc. We each had a wish list we didn't even tell each other about, I'll get to that later. ( I realize I didn't get into this, but if any are interested I will post another one about this fun bit). But the basics were proximity to job, away from street and traffic and people, space inside and 3 bedrooms.<br />
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I got online again, searching neighborhoods driving time to his job etc, and found a house that wasn't there before, similar to the first but this one was cheaper and had blue shudders on the windows and I sent it to John. He wasn't impressed. I gave him the name and number of the broker and asked him to at least speak with her and possibly line up other homes to see, make a connection there and start the process, please! They do that don't they? I listed the pros of the house to try to find out why he was resistant, to no avail. He wasn't impressed at all with that house. Upon deeper questioning which always pushes his annoyed button he had a "thing" against modular homes. I said what's the problem when most homes out here are modular? We both need to make an immediate departure, we don't have time. This prolonged things. Whenever we spoke which was about once a week, ( I know, but he's not one to have conversation, though he tolerates mine more now).....I tried to find out what he wanted from a home and what he was doing to find one? Nothing. He looked online once, on his terrible laptop which basically was 10 years old and froze every 30 seconds, and found one house with 2 pictures total, both of the outside and the house was not only right next to houses on all sides, but the street was 10 feet away. NOT. So he didn't know how to go about this either.<br />
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What he finally decided, without telling me was to do a quick sale on his house, and finally called that broker in Gainesville to at least get ideas, and possibly see that one house with the blue shudders and take it from there. I was so helpless! I couldn't do what I usually do to help him, he was overwhelmed with so much to do and had never organized himself before. I went into despair.<br />
We had 2 weeks now.<br />
What I didn't know was that he had called that broker and put a deposit on that house. Without seeing it, he just wanted a location to land and he went and did it. I was floored? flabbergasted? shocked? appalled? impressed? On one hand I didn't care where we landed as long as I was out of that house I was in and in another of my own, and on the other I didn't want to experience any more things going wrong, or not working or anything that needed fixing etc. I was far too sick and weak and traumatized from my past year and years before that, and my body systems were failing. I needed a safe haven. He, needed to just make sure he got to work on s specific day otherwise they'd fire him if he failed to show up. Well how does he do all of this while still working full time ??!?!?!?!? I found out the name of his supervisor at work and explained that he cannot be working right now, he has a transfer to work on, a house to sell, and things to pack, a house to buy and he has to fly to TN to pack and move another household, then get to Gainesville, close on a house we havn't got yet......and HE CANNOT BE WORKING RIGHT NOW, WHY ISN'T HIS APPLICATION FOR VACATION NOT APPROVED !!!! I also had this conversation with John as calmly as I could to speak with his bosses to explain all this as he is never one to speak up and out, and the next day he called me to tell me his last work day was Sunday, 3 days away and now he has an extension of another week or so to make all this happen.<br />
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So......we moved into a house in a city we'd never been to, and which was only the 2nd picture I saw online that was worth considering. He put a deposit on it, without seeing it and before it was inspected.........what could go wrong? !!<br />
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Actually in this case NOTHING. All went smoothly, and 2 months later as it turns out, what seemed folly based on lack of experience, lack of time, lack of organization, desperation and jumping without looking, worked out, because this house is revealing its charms slowly, and how unbelievably perfect some things are. <br />
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I'm getting too much into this one aspect, but I wanted to give you an idea of the stress on top of trauma for me this has been, and for him stress.<br />
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However now I will show pictures of the house. These are from the pics online.<br />
We called it the house with the blue shudders. I'm not crazy about this blue, but others are, but I will paint the shudders a nice turquoise blue when things cool down. <br />
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My favorite part of this house was that the kitchen was already white and the utility room which I've never had is inside the house as our last were outside on back porch. But there is so much space here. Our last house had only one narrow 7" drawer in kitchen. I was very clever in keeping things organized and neat. Here we have lots of space. I even want an island in the middle as it seems so bare. :D:D:D <br />
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This is the back of the house. That carport which I thought such an ugly structure though useful to keep my car under, is turning out to be my favorite hangout. You'll see why. I don't understand though why they didn't put shudders on the back and have such ugly stairs.....we'll have to fix that. <br />
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All is not done, but is livable and very cozy now.<br />
The rains and thunderstorms.....well they're taking getting used to because I've never seen so many storms like this, daily, not even in South Florida all these past years.....its a bit scary, but then everything makes me jumpy. The storms batter the windows directly, never experienced that kind of noise and only panes of glass separating me from that violent storm? scary indeed! John needs to put up awnings on the windows and especially the sliding doors, the sun is brutal, not very good to sit out there for long. And I have developed sensitivity (cause I don't have enough) and experience real heat exhaustion, learned the hard way.<br />
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So now with my things in, I have some pictures. This is before we planted Italian Cypress, topiary and urns with flowers....... <br />
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I had two heavy cement urns I planted with palm to mark the halfway point of the driveway. It is an elegant hello.<br />
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Such a nice corner to do laundry and this has a closet to the left which we love having. We have closets here, did I mention that? Some walk ins! The previous house had only one, aside from tiny bedroom ones.<br />
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Johns' room, god bless him....this will get the work it needs very shortly.<br />
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My bathroom with a Roman Tub.....I need baths as it turns out. Seems the salts and minerals make me feel
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Well, thats the house and how we live now.....all in the middle of 5 acres of grass and trees which is especially beautiful.<br />
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And this is where I play the most, under the carport. We got two potting benches since we had to leave the one we built together at the other house, sadly, I loved it. But moving on....I have these two, where I can keep my things and they are covered mostly. See the third Italian Cypress here? the perfect spot for it on the backside of the house right next to the stairs and I can see it and talk to it every time I come out.....they do give good company you know,,,,they are just a bit stoic.<br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-42666438256369155112018-04-27T06:14:00.000-07:002018-08-27T00:16:23.419-07:00"The Hidden Forces Of Life" by The Mother and Sri Aurobindo<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared. Blessings. Serena, Lady of the Woods http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/<br />
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Hello People.....especially empaths, sensitives and those with Soul Light......<br />
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I am on a mission now....or rather again.......to reveal what has up to now wished to remain hidden. Some of these beings are aware of who and what they are and some of them are not aware of who and what they are and what they do.<br />
These beings will even say themselves that they are of alien stock. I did not believe. I do NOW.<br />
<span class="p">Once the shell shock wears off and I feel clarity, I am going to get to this like a pitbull with a bone.</span><br />
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<span class="p">*Note: Empaths, Sensitives, Ensouled Ones will be the most resistant to this information. Please do not resist. Knowledge of this will protect you, your soul and keep your life and soul YOUR OWN. </span><br />
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But I am here to make it clear.....these creatures are way beyond a mere psychological classification of having Personality Disorders. They are in fact the alien within, a result of hybridization, the result of "Genesis 6:2 "the sons of God saw that the daughters of mankind were beautiful, and they took any they chose as wives for themselves", or anything else spoken of as the historical events of the course of human evolution regarding the interspecies unions, or "merging your kind with our kind".<span class="p"> The facts are that humans have been created, experimented with, mutated, transformed, controlled, stunted, and it continues. The facts are that in our times today, it is pandemic, it has increased. </span><br />
<span class="p">Please note the insanity around you. It is not human evolution, it is foreign devolution. And their purpose is to destroy the Light within those who carry that Light. Make no mistake.</span><br />
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<span class="p">I am here to reveal what has wished to remain hidden, because we will never release our selves unless we see what is truly happening in the real world, not in our belief systems conveniently given to us by those hidden hands, nor in the incessant brainwashing of the greater masses. Wake up. </span><br />
<span class="p">I have been messed with badly. They thought and sought to "take me Out" in uncountable ways throughout my life, which I thought was normal for everyone. It was not. </span><br />
<span class="p">Many friends questioned my choice, but I had "faith" in the goodness demonstrated. </span><br />
<span class="p">I went from the fire into the frying pan. I got worse in my health. Then....WHAM.</span><br />
<span class="p">It was intended to finish me off.</span><br />
<span class="p">It did not.</span><br />
<span class="p">I will not succumb to the darkness that destroys nor to false love and false light that is quick to rabid rage when you do not believe the "show". </span><br />
<span class="p">I will grow in my Light.</span><br />
<span class="p">The more I am messed with, the more I will grow.</span><br />
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<span class="p">I HAVE SPOKEN.</span><br />
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<span class="p">Beloved Ensouled ones, do not be fooled. Wake up. Drop beliefs and discard their brainwashing. SEE what is happening on Earth, around you and in your own life for what it is and recognize the attacks for what they are....not mere misfortune, not bad luck, not just "shit happens" but see it for the orchestrations that they truly are. If you are ensouled, you have been targeted and will be seen, and any attempts you have to assist your Self or others, will result in vengeance. </span><br />
INVALUABLE information below, excerpts from "The Hidden Forces Of Life" by The Mother and Sri Aurobindo. For those who seek to understand the quagmire they are entangled in, in this life, and for those who wish to maintain their Light. <br />
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To be Free is to Know Truth. <br />
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<u>The Hidden Forces of Life ~ Sri Aurobindo & The Mother</u><br />
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“Men are being constantly invaded by the hostiles (occult forces) and there are great numbers of men who are partly or entirely under their influence. Some are possessed by them, others (a few) are incarnations of hostile beings. At the present moment they are very active all over the earth. Of course in the outside world there is no consciousness, such as is developed in yoga, by which they can either become aware of or consciously repel the attacks – the struggle in them between the psychic (soul) and the hostile force goes on mostly behind the veil or so far as it is on the surface is not understood by the mind. <br />
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The apparent freedom and self-assertion of our personal being to which we are so profoundly attached, conceal a most pitiable subjection to a thousand suggestions, impulsions, forces which we have made extraneous to your little person. Our ego, boasting of freedom, is at every moment the slave, toy and puppet of countless beings, powers, forces, influences in universal Nature. All life is the play of universal forces. The individual gives a personal form to these universal forces. <br />
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But he can choose whether he shall respond or not to the action of a particular force. Only most people do not really choose – they indulge the play of the forces. Your illnesses, depressions, etc. are the repeated play of such forces. It is only when one can make oneself free of them that one can be the true person and have a true life – but one can be free only by living in the Divine.” <br />
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“The first attempt of the possessing entity is to separate the person from his psychic [soul], and it is that that creates the struggle. All depends on the extent and persistence of the possession – how much of the being it occupies and whether it is constant or not. <br />
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Hostile forces attack every sadhak; some are conscious of it, others are not. Their object is either to influence the person or to use him or to spoil his sadhana (spiritual practice) or the work or any other motive of the kind. Their object is not to test, but their attack may be used by the guiding power as a test. <br />
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It is one thing to see things and quite another to let them enter into you. One has to experience many things, to see and observe, to bring them into the field of the consciousness and know what they are. But there is no reason why you should allow them to enter into you and possess you. It is only the Divine or what comes from the Divine that can be admitted to enter you. <br />
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To say that all light is good is as if you said that all water is good – or even that all clear or transparent water is good: it would not be true. One must see what is the nature of the light or where it comes from or what is in it, before one can say that it is the true Light. False lights exist and misleading lustres, lower lights too that belong to the being’s inferior reaches. One must therefore be on one’s guard and distinguish; the true discrimination has to come by growth of the psychic feeling and a purified mind and experience. <br />
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Evil forces can always attack in moments of unconsciousness or half-consciousness or through the subconscient or external physical – so long as all is not supramentally transformed. The hostile forces do not need a cause for attacking – they attack whenever and whoever they can. What one has to see is that nothing responds or admits them. <br />
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The hostile forces have a certain self-chosen function: it is to test the condition of the individual, of the work, of the earth itself and their readiness for the spiritual descent and fulfillment. At every step of the journey, they are there attacking furiously, criticizing, suggesting, imposing despondency or inciting to revolt, raising unbelief, amassing difficulties. No doubt, they put a very exaggerated interpretation on the rights given them by their function, making mountains even out of what seems to us a mole-hill. <br />
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A little trifling false step or mistake and they appear on the road and clap a whole Himalaya as a barrier across it. But this opposition has been permitted from of old not merely as a test or ordeal, but as a compulsion on us to seek a greater strength, a more perfect self-knowledge, an intenser purity and force of aspiration, a faith that nothing can crush, a more powerful descent of the Divine Grace. <br />
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Whatever point the adverse forces choose for attack, however small it may seem to the external human mind, becomes a crucial point and to yield it up may be to yield to them one of the keys of the fortress. Even if it is a small postern door, it is enough for them if they can enter. <br />
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Nothing is really small and unimportant in the Great Path. Especially, when the struggle has come down to the physical level, these distinctions cease to have any value; for there “small” things have a not easily calculable index value and are of great importance. On that level to lose a small post may be to make certain the loss of the big battle. <br />
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All have had to pass through the ordeal and test through which you are passing. We would have avoided it for you if it had been possible, but since it has come we look to you to persist and conquer. Patience, quiet endurance, calm resolution to go through to the end and triumph, these are the qualities now required of you – the less spectacular but more substantial of the warrior virtues. <br />
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Also, perspicacity and vigilance. Do not shut your eyes to the difficulty in you or turn away from it, but also let it not discourage you. Victory is certain if we persevere, and what price of difficulty and endeavour can be too great for such a conquest? <br />
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These attacks very ordinarily become violent when the progress is becoming rapid and on the way to be definite – especially if they find they cannot carry out an effective aggression into the inner being, they try to shake by outside assaults. One must take it as a trial of strength, a call for gathering all one’s capacities of calm and openness to the Light and Power, so as to make oneself an instrument for the victory of the Divine over the undivine, of the Light over the darkness in the world-tangle. It is in this spirit that you must face these difficulties till the higher things are so confirmed in you that these forces can attack no longer. <br />
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There are two things that make it impossible for them [the hostile forces] to succeed even temporarily in any attack on the mind or the vital – first, an entire love, devotion and confidence that nothing can shake [embodied non-reactive zero-point consciousness], secondly, a calm and equality in the vital as well as in the mind which has become the fundamental character of the inner nature. Suggestions then may still come, things go wrong outside, but the being remains invulnerable. Either of these two things is sufficient in itself – and in proportion as they grow, even the existence of the hostile forces becomes less and less of a phenomenon of the inner life – though they may still be there in the outer atmosphere.” <br />
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Q: “There are some human beings who are like vampires. What are they and why are they like that?” <br />
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<u>They are not human; there is only a human form or appearance. </u>They are incarnations of beings from the world that is just next to the physical, beings who live on the plane which we call the vital world. It is a world of all the desires and impulses and passions and of movements of violence and greed and cunning and every kind of ignorance; but all the dynamisms too are there, all the life-energies and all the powers. The beings of this world have by their nature a strange grip over the material world and can exercise upon it a sinister influence. <br />
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Some of them are formed out of the remains of the human being that persist after death in the vital atmosphere near to the earth-plane. His desires and hungers still float there and remain in form even after the dissolution of the body; often they are moved to go on manifesting and satisfying themselves and the birth of these creatures of the vital world is the consequence. But these are minor beings and, if they can be very troublesome, it is yet not impossible to deal with them. <br />
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There are others, far more dangerous, who have never been in human form; never were they born into a human body upon earth, for most often they refuse to accept this way of birth because it is slavery to matter and they prefer to remain in their own world, powerful and mischievous, and to control earthly beings from there. For, if they do not want to be born on earth, they do want to be in contact with the physical nature, but without being bound by it. <br />
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Their method is to try first to cast their influence upon a man; then they enter slowly into his atmosphere and in the end may get complete possession of him, driving out entirely the real human soul and personality. These creatures, when in possession of an earthly body, may have the human appearance but they have not a human nature. Their habit is to draw upon the life-force of human beings; they attack and capture vital power wherever they can and feed upon it. <u>If they come into your atmosphere, you suddenly feel depressed and exhausted; if you are near them for some time you fall sick; if you live with one of them, it may kill you. </u><br />
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Q:”But how is one to get such creatures out of one’s environment when they are once there?” <br />
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The vital power incarnated in these beings is of a very material kind and it is effective only within a short distance. Ordinarily, if you do not live in the same house or if you are not in the same company with them, you do not come within their influence. But if you open some channel of connection or communication, through letters, (note: email, facebook etc, in our day) for example, then you make possible an interchange of forces and are liable to be influenced by them even from a far distance. <br />
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The wisest way with these beings is to cut off all connection and have nothing to do with them – unless indeed you have great occult knowledge and power and have learned how to cover and protect yourself – but even then it is always a dangerous thing to move about with them. To hope to transform them, as some people do, is a vain illusion; for they do not want to be transformed. They have no intention of allowing any transformation and all effort in that direction is useless. <br />
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These beings, when in the human body, are not often conscious of what they really are. Sometimes they have a vague feeling that they are not quite human in the ordinary way. But still there are cases where they are conscious and very conscious; not only do they know that they do not belong to humanity but they know what they are, act in that knowledge and deliberately pursue their ends. The beings of the vital world are powerful by their very nature; when to their power they add knowledge, they become doubly dangerous. <br />
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There is nothing to be done with these creatures; you should avoid having any dealings with them unless you have the power to crush and destroy them. If you are forced into contact with them, beware of the spell they can cast. These vital beings, when they manifest on the physical plane, have always a great hypnotic power; for the centre of their consciousness is in the vital world and not in the material and they are not veiled and dwarfed by the material consciousness as human beings are." <br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-65406909511371467792018-03-19T06:45:00.001-07:002019-11-07T06:52:21.701-08:00The Narcissist IS An Alien Hive Force *edited Oct.2018<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared.
Blessings.
<a href="http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/">Serena, Lady of the Woods</a><br />
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I am writing for and to those who know there are both human and alien forces that is nothing like what "we" are. It requires blood. It requires pain. It destroys. It causes suffering. It is sick. It is psychopathic. It is deranged. It is insane. <br />
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These Alien/Narcissists all operate the same. They all operate the same. They are all programmed the same. There is a checklist you can go through. They are a hive creature. Just listen to others. Listen.<br />
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Not all narcissists are alien, unfortunately some are indeed human. But when those who venture to seek out victims offer all the same things off their checklists and can be observed to follow a certain protocol of behaviors and tactics common among them, they are operating all the same. These are your aliens. They have always been here, but now we are awakening to them.<br />
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<u>Misplaced Compassion for "Woundedness" is Your Downfall</u> <br />
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I sadly hear many, and I used to believe this to a small degree, that the evil ones were "simply those who forgot who they truly are"....that they are wounded so much they forgot their divinity. This is true only in very few cases, but in most it is not.<br />
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I have been truly wounded, starting as a child, when my father held me at gunpoint at the age of 4. His father too was a totally sick man. I have had numerous men trying to kill me with guns or what have you, been betrayed often, surrounded by drugs and violence......etc etc etc. But NEVER in all my days did I ever think of inflicting such onto another human being ever. I did become smarter and learned to defend myself against those men and those who inevitably will come in the future for there is no end to them, but I never became the sick one. I never turned into them. Because I am of the Divine Spark. My Soul will not allow me to become sick. In fact what we become are HEALERS.<br />
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They claim any "excuse" or "reason" according to their sick minds to do what they do.<br />
But no being of empathy or love becomes a psycho out to kill others, especially innocents.<br />
I have a soft spot for vigilantes though, but that is another story.<br />
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<u>Pleasant Beliefs vs Awful Truth</u><br />
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If you are not that, you cannot become that. Period. Nothing can corrupt you. Sadly though you can go mad, get depressed and suicidal, but you do not become them.<br />
Psychos are psychotic and a shapeshifeter, a type of chameleon who changes as their needs change to suit their goals. The invader alien is narcissistic. They are not wounded, they are cancer. This "wounded" belief is a projection of yourself (mostly women) onto another trying to make your truth theirs. You believe everyone is like you. I did this for decades and was nothing but chronically stupid and I suffered terribly from delusions so that when the painful truths hit me, it had to be brutal, with the proverbial holy 2x4's over and over till I was black and blue and on the floor wondering WTF is going on?! Only then, so totally broken down, with all my worthless delusional beliefs shattered like glass around me, when all I held to be true was failing miserably, repeatedly, in real time, could I open into accepting what is real, and change from being merely a believer to a knower. It hurt my brain terribly to go from pleasant beliefs to the awful truths. Horrible as it is, and how much I wanted to believe the pleasant nice beliefs, I was living the worst kinds of lies. And in my severe ignorance of beliefs was helping in keeping hidden the toxic presence amongst humanity.<br />
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What I believed got me in trouble. The truth however has set me free. And now I hope to help you be free......be free.<br />
Be free.<br />
Know and be free. Breathe deep.<br />
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<u>Soulless/Aliens Count On Your Ignorance</u><br />
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Those soulless ones count on your belief that we are all the same. It is good only for them if you believe that. They, however, get stronger while you get weaker. If you persist, "they need more love".....you are engaging in absolute foolhardiness and abject stupidity.....you are on dangerous ground. We are most certainly NOT all the same, not one bit.<br />
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They count on this as it continues and fosters more compassion their way, and rich feeding/vampiric times. It is a fatality for you and causes an often irreversible harm to your own psyche for endless years to believe in something so egregiously false. And by your support of them they thrive and you suffer. By proposing "woundedness" as opposed to the truth of them as the predator within, you encourage others to also have such misplaced compassion and further promote more foolish gullible, guileless people into also projecting compassion onto predators giving them more to feed on, and so you become accessory to this pandemic predation. You become the cult like unwitting supporter.<br />
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One must be savvy in picking these alien/narcisist/NPC's out. Be clever in testing them and never give away your heart unless you feel sure you are dealing with something genuine. Intuition, that hallmark signature of women over eons, which has been demonized (by them) is the way to knowing. <br />
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Annihilation of The Divine Spark is its goal.<br />
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Pain is its hallmark.<br />
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You see it everywhere throughout human existence throughout human history. The evil ones are here.<br />
Some are blatant, servants of outright violence, rapists, pedophiles, murderers, serial killers, boston stranglers, dr jekyll/mr.hydes, jack the rippers, genocides, and countless other men who simply reincarnate over and over again en masse......armies and legions in every country of gangsters, soldiers of war, legalized assassins, their churches and Inquisitions, their 911's bombings, self sanctioned weaponized crime organizations, supremacists and separatists out to destroy family and societies, mind controllers, EMF and other nefarious frequencies......etc etc etc, these men have infected life with torment for as long as there have been men. And the violent disease of left brained dominism, ridicule of right brain, war on "feminine" things, the outright war on woman, the war on love, the war on care, the war on peace, the war on critical thinkers. One would think this is more than enough to destroy a species. <br />
Why have humans never learned that killing and hurting others is only sickness. How does it go on and on?? How is it that throughout thousands of years, murder, rape and violence has not diminished?<br />
Who are these creatures? where do they come from? why is there no end to them?<br />
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This is one breed of destroyer. The overt.<br />
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There is another. The covert.<br />
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<u>The Soulless</u><br />
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There are those who want to destroy the innocents, the empaths, the true Divine Spark, The Soul...... they say "Something else had to be done. Before it is too late. Before they (The Light) moves on, gets more powerful and wiser and we can no longer destroy them."<br />
There are the archontic types who were not out to destroy us due to some "laws of universe" but "only" wanted us diminished, wanted us weakened and incapacitated, to keep us small and devolved. Now I know of this other predator who is actually trying to destroy the Light from within, an interspecies predator actively seeking to destroy those Ensouled Ones, the Light, as they are a type of hybrid creature with only one goal for their created lives, to destroy the Light. They destroy one then move on to the next, and often are working many at once. These ones are the most lively and confident creatures walking this earth. There are so many of them. It is not admirable to see those who do not suffer, it is suspicious when one doesn't suffer.<br />
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It has been written in every "holy" text of those who want to annihilate the God Spark.... found in the gentle one, the kind one, the compassionate one, the love. They want to destroy those who espouse love and harmony....who live for Beauty and Peace. They are still out to destroy GOD.<br />
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And there is the one who looks just like us.....hiding within our species, not outside of humanity, but within........in the last place we'd look......and this is one of the more sinister plots.<br />
The "kind charismatic" vampire.<br />
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What would you do if you wanted to destroy someone/s from the inside out? you would ask these questions........ <br />
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"How can we infect the humane species?<br />
How can we live off them without them fighting back? without their knowledge. We want to destroy them from the inside out.<br />
We don't need resistance, we only need to feed/suck vital essence out. How can we do this? Confusion, obfuscation, mixed in with good behavior....so we will not be detected. They will never suspect such a thing, we have taught them not to believe in us.<br />
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"The greatest trick the devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn't exist." ~ Charles Baudelaire.<br />
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<u>The Fungus Among Us </u><br />
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"We will be born into their families.<br />
We will merge within society.<br />
We will gaslight them to foster confusion.<br />
We will perform good deeds so we will be accepted from their hearts.<br />
We will appear as they, they will never know.<br />
We will sow discord, but they will forgive.<br />
We will feed on them but they will go to doctors.<br />
We will create frenzies but they will take themselves into therapy.<br />
We will feed and they will not be the wiser.<br />
They are a free source of willing energy.<br />
If they suspect us we will turn on them and point the finger at them, they are too naive, for they cringe at confrontation.<br />
And by these methods, we will destroy them from the inside out."<br />
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News: The Narcissist/alien is not a dysfunctional human......it is not a real human. It has our biology, but it is an alien force hiding in human form, specifically to dupe and deceive, to be the silent black force that no one can fight because it is not suspected. That is the point, to hide detection, so suspicion will not rise in us. Because humans have uncanny abilities to retaliate and rebuke anything, once they see it. For some evils are powerless when faced down.<br />
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They know, if you don't see it, you can't rebuke it, and fostering cognitive dissonance confusion adds to their power.<br />
Detection is the downfall of the evil that hides.<br />
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<u>They are not human. Its that simple. Now you know. You can drop them, move on and be free.</u><br />
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Some of us cringe when we hear those speak of humanity as being merely biological robots in a meaningless universe........it is true for the alien. They are projecting (themselves). It is however NOT true for us. Our Light and Souls have the ability to transform us. They speak of themselves and proselytize this "meaningless" life so brilliantly because they are convinced and convinced people are soooo convincing......and gullible humanity begins to believe too, and in our hopelessness are ripe for the vampirism. They are self appointed authoritarians on any subject they choose and humans are suckers for those who sound confident and "knowledgeable". Its all a trick, a ruse, don't fall for it.<br />
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<u>We Must Hold On To Our Values and Our Love</u><br />
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For us, there is nothing BUT meaning. There is only magnanimity, potential, greatness, expansion, bliss, euphoria, beauty, and all the ineffable feelings that come with all of that!<br />
For them there is none of that, and they refer often to humans as meatsuits and futility of "existence", and they will ask you why you fantasize in false dreams. Laugh at them! You have just encountered the crux of their lifelessness and their own deep meaninglessness, the soulless.<br />
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<u>You Can Survive Them By Total Disengagement</u><br />
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You can disengage them. Totally diffuse their hidden vampirism. Simply close yourself down to them....do not give them any authentic interaction, no opening of your Self, your heart, your mind, your emotions, your thoughts, nothing. (I have since learned there is a term for this called "grey rock". Know you are dealing with/talking with shit. If you must because you work with them or live with them give them small talk and be polite but always keep it short and simple, and turn around and walk away and they will crumble. However, only time will cure the ick your soul has had from contamination with these creatures, it will have scars and need devotion and lots of self love. These creatures are like radiation poison....it is invisible, scentless, but you will degrade in its presence.<br />
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Remember there are more of them than us, and yes this is about us vs them now, no more f**king around here. I'm not creating division, I'm calling it out! I'm tired of the suffering, the predation, the people who are kind who are in hiding, who are ill, who are victimized and then blamed, I'm effin tired of it all. We need to wake up to the horrid truths and get tough.<br />
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KNOW, if you are empathic you are already known and it is only a matter of time before you find yourself engaging one or likely more of these because they are actively seeking you/us out. If you get rid of one, there will be another behind him. Their hive mind/matrix operates on another level that is highly organized, and then is deployed onto individuals.<br />
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We need to test people, and test them well, and pay attention to our bodies and its messages. I've had messages from my own body that were incredibly strong but my mind could not grasp nor understand the intense warnings and I always dismissed them as being crazy. My mind and judgements were my own worst enemy. My spirit and biology was <u>properly</u> responding to the real and present danger while my mind betrayed me. I will never ever doubt my body again and I will tell my ignorant mind to shut up.<br />
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Test your new acquaintances over and over before you share, before you begin to give, your heart, your feelings, your kindness....Know Thy Self and Know Thy Enemy.....for you dear empath, have a stealth predator who knows how to find your particular brand of richness, but you don't know how to detect them.....they managed this.......and they will come for you over and over again. Feel and know.<br />
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But you can be rid of them.....you sure can.<br />
Then spend time recovering from the slime, nurture yourself in Nature, with gentle loving people and animals, plants, flower essences, music etc. I've said all this already but it cannot be stressed enough.<br />
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*update: since moving away from said creature, I have since had another one come into my life trying to instill his grandness, and try to convince me of his wonderfulness too. He also had the air of ''the mayor'' who knew everyone, all the right people and was "in the know" about everything. He was charming too, that wonderful BEHAVIOR that is so practiced to perfection, the smiles and even the glint in the eye.....so well practiced. I had ''signs'' however about this one I was about to befriend because his friendliness was all so consuming and so grasping, but as I followed him in my car to the farmers market he wanted to show me, a huge plastic garbage can fell out of his trailer and could have killed me if my responses were not fast enough or clever enough, as I did 60mph and trying to dodge that thing with another car on my tail was life threatening in an intense moment. I did dodge the thing as it also bounced a bit to the left and avoided my windshield and I didn't have to swerve too fast and thank goodness the tailing driver also swerved away from me. The sign was ~huge garbage nearly killing me, definitely putting my life in danger and here I am following this one of my own accord~. Metaphor anyone? When we finally parked he blithely apologized for the garbage can nearly causing a possible fatality. There was another clue: complete disregard for my well being. Not, stopping on the side of the road to collect his can, or to check on me, no, just keep driving and then casually dismiss the life threat, no biggie.<br />
Another sign was the phone calls, the friendly "oh lets go for a coffee" thing, and "I will just happen to be in your neighborhood", "oh I'd rather meet in person rather than talk on the phone"....and all sorts of comments like that trying to get you in their presence hard and fast despite me telling him I was not feeling well and needed to be mostly quiet and to myself these days. Then I got the ''butt call'' when they call you and when you return the call tell you the phone did it by itself?.....this is a test to see if you'd be receptive since they ran out of excuses to call you, so they blame the phone and test you. I didn't go for that either.....had too many of them too. Then the next tactic is to outright ask you for that connection and meeting, to pin you down and blow away your resistance and how you respond to that force of aggression is when you will get their true intention. If you fall for the force and meet them despite your own feelings, they know they can control you and will continue to do so. If you say no and mean it, they will drop you like you meant nothing to begin with. No, they are not respecting your ''space" and giving you time, they have dumped you before you could dump them, because they could not bait you. They are predictable. I have learned these things and am able to see them coming, can predict the behaviors and tactics now and it is always to the letter/script/program.<br />
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If you escape one, another will be sent right after. If you are watching out for them now, and can smell them and predict their behaviors which are very predicable and negate them and reject them, they will no longer be sent to you. And I do mean "sent".....because that is exactly what is happening. You dear empath are not attracting them to you by some nonsensical "like attracts like" forces, no, this is more of "opposites is attracting them to you".....more like moths to a flame..... they are literally sent to you because they are looking to feed and destroy, and YOU ARE NOT. A parasite has a function and it is to seek out and destroy those with Light/Soul. There is a pandemic program out there to seek out and destroy. They are a weapon. Deployed with purpose and relentless. Do not go into denial, be weak, ignorant or dismissive.<br />
However, no creature of war can be successful if he is being observed and deflected. <br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-77884159310568669412018-03-16T06:13:00.002-07:002020-09-19T07:27:22.566-07:00Why Narcissists Need Empaths, But Don't Walk, Run From Them!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared.
Blessings.
<a href="http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/">Serena, Lady of the Woods</a> <br />
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February 20, 2018<br />
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As with most "common knowledge" I see written and spoken loosely without much thought, it is commonly said that empaths are attracted to narcisists/alien/vampirics....and this is utter nonsense. Just think about that one. Who "needs" or is "attracted" to having their life essence drained from them? No one. What is happening is what I call "The Lure" or "The Seduction" which empaths are unfortunately prone to falling for. We are not too resistant to this fake behavior as we should be. We simply do not see it coming. The behaviors of the lure seem genuine, often involving "proof of genuineness" via acts of money spent and deeds done and an apparent "its all for you" attitude. It looks and appears real. Its NOT.<br />
The fact is, its the other way around: narcissists/alien/vampirics need the empath. Hence the whole strategy of "The Lure". Empaths do not need their life blood or life energies drawn out of them. There is only the need of the predator. Without the predation, life energies and life forces will stay where they belong and do what they were meant to do, nurture the ensoulled being, and we can be who and what we were meant to be. The predator changes it all.<br />
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<u>Ratio of Real People to Fake People?</u><br />
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I have spent literally hundreds of hours, untold days, months and years, including the cost of my perfect vision, reading, researching, studying the alien presence on Earth. I am sure it has always been here. The tricky part are those who look just like us. This is where it gets tricky, but the fact is aliens are here who look just like humans, and they learn how to blend in. <u><br /></u><br />
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Empaths/Highly Sensitive People, it is believed, comprise only 20% of the worlds population. It is an interesting coincidence that it is also believed by many in the spiritual communities especially of experiencers that empty shell, soulless, alien, NCP's/whatever term, comprise 80% of the population. You do the math. But I do not know for sure. I still struggle wrapping my head around that. I do know that the majority of people are the empty shell ones, with spirit and biology yes, they eat, sleep, reproduce, and have jobs and "relationships", but lack the Divine Spark (soul) which is filled with virtue, emotional nuance, eternal wisdom, and especially authentic heart based response to any situation. <br />
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*Note: there are those who feel the other way around with the terms
"soul" and "spirit". I am using it the way I have understood all my
life. Soul is the aspect that is the Divine Spark from Source. Spirit is
what animates the biology, or body of the living. That is as far as I
care to delve in this.....because it has not been proven either way and I
have not found anything else that explains so much. <br />
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Dont get me wrong, these empty shells/aliens/etc can still do "good deeds" and may even do them often but they always have a reason/motive/agenda for it. It is never simply out of heart for anothers own good, to then move on once the good deed/s are done. There will be something to pay. But the most important thing to know, is beyond having agendas, they are a living black hole sucking Vital Essence out of the living eternal Soul.....and they target empaths as a high source of their energetic needs. For who is more filled with true energy than one who feels what everyone around them feels? That is why empaths always have one or several predators around them.<br />
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They are expert charmers and friendly. They want to get ''in''. It is a tool/device they use to get in.<br />
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These people sometimes, will right away rub you the wrong way, or you will feel ick in their presence, or you will not be able to tolerate them for more than an hour, and you will not understand your feelings. You will judge yourself as being judgemental, or having "issues" or feel guilty about "mirroring" etc etc. But it is not you, not if you are an empath, it is not you. You feel that way for damn good reasons and if so I would say now in hindsight to effin run the other way as fast as you can! Do not feel guilty, or think you're being judgemental, or give them 2nd, 3rd chances. YOU are the one who will wind up in the psyche ward, needing meds, and therapy, and they are on their merry way, with more tricks and on to the next unsuspecting guileless one.<br />
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What I have learned, is that narcissists/alien/NPC's (Non Player Character is a term in the gaming world, that describes
characters that are not controlled by the player but are programmed with
predetermined behaviors) are greatly attracted to empaths for a true endless source of the energies they need. Empaths always have one or more of them around them and feel always drained. It was revealed to me quite simply, they need the empath to both learn from and to steal vital energies. They need to learn how to assimilate into social behavioral 'norms', and to do that they need to emulate, well, real humans with real feelings. They will not get that training from other empty shells. They all need to learn, so they seek out the ones who have feelings, who possess a universe of rich emotion. They observe, learn, and when their trigger moments come, they repeat. They excel at this mimicry. They are masters of timing. But as they are appearing to be human, they are sucking the life out of things, to make things less vital, less in its light.<br />
And no, they are not aware this is what they're doing. They're unconscious vampires/aliens.<br />
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<u>Why Are They Here?</u><br />
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The empty shell people/alien/NPC's are here to keep the status quo. Not just to assimilate, their effects are to remove/replace/delete/ the real humane being, the empathic ones who are divinely lit from within, and to, well....you figure out the rest. I only know they are here and they are master mimickers and cause terrible psychological and spiritual damage and are draining Vital Life Forces.<br />
However, they are flawed. <br />
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I am thinking of this as a takeover. One can call it an invasion or
infestation, whatever, it is done. It is already done. It has happened. But we didn't catch on because "authorities" are completely in charge of the campaign to dismiss their existence.<br />
They are sleeper invaders not knowing themselves for what they are, a perfect plausible deniability deployment. They operate instinctually. It is unconscious on their part. They know not who they are. They are mental creatures/beings who espouse an unemotional propensity. They are of the intellect (trite as that is) and are of a single hive mind, they all function the same way for the same purpose, albeit in biological seemingly human bodies.<br />
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For this takeover to be successful
they had to imitate the real human and humanE behaviors, the last thing they want is for
anyone to watch them or pay attention too closely. Hence the search for the real humane being with feelings. That is why again, Highly
Sensitive People, Empaths, Psychics etc are surrounded by these types
and often do not know what they are dealing with.<br />
This is an infestation of something foreign to Nature. Totally foreign.<br />
They are human robotics in our biological form. Their effects are a disturbing disharmony when in their presence. We don't meld, we don't mesh. We have compassion and are brainwashed to accept all people as equal, as one, and so the gentle folk will always invite them in, ignoring the disharmonious energies, whether they be stark and shocking, or subtle small things you accept for noble reasons, albeit to your detriment. The lack of harmony with these ones is the nexus point to be aware of at all times. You will feel great disharmony around them, regardless of what they say etc, and this is where you EXIT.<br />
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This post is about
recognizing them and how to deal or cope when you cannot escape because
they are either family members, you live with them, or work with them
etc.<br />
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<u>For those lit from within, there are giveaways and I will discuss those.</u><br />
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Though they fool most of the people most of the time, they don't fool every one all the time. There are those few who know that something is off, eg; laughter at all the wrong times, or a repeated platitude that seems a one size fits all for situations from death to storytelling etc. For example they may say, ''oh yeah, sure sure!''....for everything....even when you spoke of death or loss.....they didn't catch themselves. And they always got away with it because most other people are not listening or are one of them. You heard it, but excused it. Misplaced compassion. Pay attention.<br />
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These alien/NPC's are most comfortable with the daily trite and platitudinous way of chatting with the people on Earth, small talk etc. Most people are content to just engage them and respond also superficially and the NPC's really engages this believing they sound so good and ''normal"....and they love that, no questions. Most respond favorably and accommodatingly to their fakeness and no one was wiser. They love this. They are fitting in. You however, will be stopped in your flow, and blink a few times, then blow it over, especially when they have all the quick quips, laughter to cover up etc. Do not blow anything over. If it happens again, go deeper, question and question until you get to the bottom. If no satisfactory response comes, then you have your cue to move on.<br />
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I personally find it abhorrent and cannot stand to engage those people with any amount of conversation more than two words, hello and goodbye. I have been exposed to too much of this vacuous chatting. I even know one who often responds before you even finish your sentence and they didn't realize they responded to the sad news with an ''oh sure, right, right''. Seriously ?!!<br />
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They also possess a mentality that is cunningly exploratory for more tips on how to behave including the timing to "execute the computed response". They will hear a comment or statement one says, and then adopt it for their own. They will repeat this to you hoping you recognize it as a "commonality you share" and you know you said it, or felt it originally, but then this will be repeated by them even though you can't find how it is relevant to them at all. They don't care, they are mimickers and are repeating. And don't you dare question them! They are always right. You may express yourself because some of them know you have that right, but they will dismiss it anyway. They don't need your knowledge, they only need your authentic vitality. <br />
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There are some who are incredibly arrogant and egoic. They are also masters of obfuscation, and will never answer a question directly but will respond with long drawn out statements, and end with a question for you that takes you away from your original question. To fuck them up.....repeat the exact question. You will see lots of blinking.....and then either an indignation or anger that you dared question them, or that you seem suspicious, and they will accuse you of being "behaviorally incorrect" or of doubting them, and think or accuse you of impertinence....wow! LOL. Masters I tell you!!!<br />
Most don't catch this, but bow to this total power play.<br />
Some feel they mastered this behavioral thing and don't allow one to question them so they are simply vampiric and fully ''in their power''.<br />
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If you, in your humanity offer to be social with them and talk and try to be open and authentic speaking of your life and stories, they see this as an invitation, an opportunity for authentic energy ''exchange' mostly from you of course, and for them the opportunity to gain that energy. If you remained guarded there will be no energy exchange. But if you open up and share your emotions, feelings, dreams etc you will be sucked dry. You will have revealed your precious heart's contents and they have learned how to steal yet more behavioral info, to both work on you, and their continual training in ''how to blend'' and they have fed on this precious divine energy. You will feel empty or drained afterwards. Watch for this.<br />
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Sometimes, they turn off the "opportunist agenda" and will sound
"pleasant", and you will feel once again you have been wrong about them,
but then watch for the bite back. The little white lies, the beating
around the bush, the dismissals, the quick quips and platitudes.<br />
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Another important hallmark difference is the Critical Need for Beauty. Those with soul require beauty of Nature as being part of their essence, they require Nature and feel they're in the womb of The Great Mother when in Nature, surrounded by Nature, we crave it and are happiest in beautiful environments with many plants and trees, we are fed by Nature, find joy in Nature. We also require quality real foods and water at all times. The need for Beauty revitalizes the ensouled ones and the rich universe of the Soul and its essence of Source and the stars and cosmos therein. We feel all of this. Conversely the alien/NPC's/aliens use Beauty as a prop. They stage items of beauty around them but they don't "need" them, but use Beauty to camouflage. Some don't bother with this staging.<br />
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A feeling you want to look for in companionship is the deeply peaceful
silence you can share with another, where you can sigh in comfort just
being in the presence of someone. This what you want. <br />
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I can go on and on about this but there is tons of information on the net about this with great
details from experiencers with them, mostly referring to narcissists but I am including the alien/NPC's.<br />
And some of the information on them will vary depending on just how manipulative they are, their intelligence quota, if they have agendas, etc. But you will always feel "off" spending time with them. <br />
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<u>My Advise for Empaths and Highly Sensitive/Sophisticated People</u><br />
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I will however, be short and succinct with my advise for your own sanity......empath and HSP people....do not engage these narcissist/alien people, do not believe they are ''teachable'', or that they are troubled, or had a past that you need to offer compassion to, or that they are "wounded" - huge one, or any other excuse you can come up....just get the hell away from them if you want to maintain your sanity and your life force.....because it is life force they drain. But true life force from those Lit From Within<u> will </u>be drained and the dissonance you feel in your psyche and spirit will need quite a while to recover.<br />
Life force is the most precious thing in the cosmos, and that is what they want. They do not possess this. It is a vital energy that is the possession of the true human, the one with a soul, with rich emotional/feeling content, virtue, good will etc etc.<br />
It is you who will feel vampirized and energetically violated and you won't understand how or why. They never get drained, never feel vampirized and often speak demeaningly of those who do feel this. They do not wind up disturbed or bothered unless they suspect you of suspecting them. But they need you. YOU DO NOT NEED THEM AT ALL. They are not redeemable, they are your parasite. Do not be a willing host. The Earth is littered with them.<br />
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What is also important to know, is that though there are lots of true humans on Earth, they are not all empathic and these ones will be able to tolerate them better.<br />
However, the empath will have a strong repulsive feeling, which initially they may feel guilty about, because geez what has this person done to you (so far)? nothing, they say all the right things, behave well and even do good deeds, so why the ick? However, its the empath who will suffer a growing sickness within that requires lots of space and time and Nature and nurturing away from them to recover. If you live with them, I am sorry. For your own life, if you choose to live with your own autonomy, then get the hell out and never look back, find other empaths and spend time with them.<br />
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You will feel yourself growing dark and wonder how this can possibly be. You will feel suspicion and not know where it comes from and be disappointed in your innocent self. Don't be.<br />
You will loose your playfulness and wonder where it went.<br />
You will loose your vitality and what ability to conjure up happy thoughts in your way of being you and wonder why that is. You will feel anxiety and want meds for the first time in your life.<br />
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The results of being in these soulless beings presence will cost you far more than you could ever think of, more than you can know. You will find yourself aging faster, and though you do all the right things and eat well, you do not understand this loss of VITAL ENERGIES........<br />
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Make no mistake, these ones, including other powers and principalities are the cause of all trauma on Earth, and the traumas are felt by those with Soul. <br />
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I am telling you......run away from them, run from them all and be very careful, dear empath, who you choose to spend your time with. Trust your first feelings, and dont' talk yourself out of them with negative self judgement.<br />
Go into Nature for long periods of time. Buy flowers and plants and surround yourself with them inside your home. Listen only to soothing music and anything that can revitalize your Soul Essence. <br />
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<u>The Greater Scope of the Effects of These Soulless Ones:</u><br />
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So what happens after you realize the vampiric nature of these ones? Their abilities to suck vital energies from a human? What happens if we pan out to look at the greater picture? Of the world?<br />
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I am taking this vampiric capability of these soulless ones/NPC's/empty shells further out than the one person to person or empath/narcissistic effects. These empty shells because of their own lack of vital energies have the ability/need/intent/default-nature to kill the vital energy of the living. It will be sucked out of the person, the family, the workplace, the town, the city, country, the planet. Living things will have shorter life spans, they will not have optimum growth, they will be diseased. Trees will die faster, grow shorter, plants will not be as vital not produce as many flowers, animals will become sick and people become, well, as you can see around you on this Earth what its become.<br />
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I am wondering now, if the planet has been infested with these beings for so long if this has been the demise of the quality of life. How can it not be? How can it not be the toxin, the invisible pollution that has reversed Life Force, Prana, Loving Energy? How can it not be killing what is innocent, what is clean, what is pure what is gentle, what is pristine and prevents all that beauty from radiating its light. Is it any wonder so many beautiful souls, so many great hearts are sick, at home, often alone? wondering WTH life is about really? wondering how they got to where they are, why their dreams didn't work out? how can every effort to gain momentum in ones creation of life results in something backwards or even reversed? Is there such an opposing energy that can do this? I say emphatically yes!<br />
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<u>Final Thoughts</u><br />
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Granted it could be that real ensoulled humans may be the alien on a strange planet, duped into incarnating here in the first place. I don't know who belongs or doesn't. It doesn't matter in this post which is focusing on how the narcissist/alien/NPC needs the empath, and not the other way around.<br />
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I also am coming to terms with the belief that the 20% real ensouled beings/empaths and the 80% alien/NPC/narcissist ratio is real, and I have a theory that most ensouled beings are no longer incarnating in this plane. Those ensouled ones here are the last remnants of Real Humanity, and are phasing themselves out of this false matrix.<br />
In playing further with this idea, could this be the beginning of the end? That eventually the ensouled ones no longer incarnate here and ''the game of life" the archons devised where so many of the dark ones have created this diabolical recycling reincarnation pit, a virtual playground for evil forces of a variety of deviations, into a holographic simulation of horrors in this matrix on Earth, have possibly created for themselves their own annihilation? That when ensouled beings no longer arrive onto this planet and they no longer have victims, they will starve but be locked into their own invention of the recycling incarceration wheel of fortune? Nice to think about. So it could be the archontics, devising a way to entrap souls, have in fact created their own demise? What a pleasant thought.<br />
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Lady of the Woodshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394158858295264012noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2711934265212178648.post-60645945211195110032018-03-14T18:04:00.002-07:002018-03-15T05:04:43.137-07:00Re: "The EVENT" of March 2018<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
*As always, what is written here is meant to be shared.<br />
Blessings.
<a href="http://serenaladyofthewoods.blogspot.com/">Serena, Lady of the Woods </a><br />
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Hello Everyone.....<br />
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Regarding what is being called "The Event" for March 2018.....to all of you who believe and who feel excitement, positivity, emotion, feelings, etc of any any nature that would intend, create, or manifest this Event I would only say, bring it on more so......add more feeling, more emotion, more intention, more excitement.<br />
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But for the naysayers, those who are jaded, those who believed in the ''2012 that didn't happen", or any other major cosmic event that proposed major positive changes on this planet, I would say please consider this:<br />
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if we are creators in any way, if we are manifesters in any way, if we create our reality to any degree, and we do.....then it is up to us to manifest this event. If we should disbelieve, or say "I've believed before and nothing happened"....etc.....then I would say, you are likely preventing it from happening because any disbelief in something can and does negate it.<br />
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I know we have been jaded and maybe even duped, but I would encourage all to bring forthe any and all emotion for creating this event as much as possible. And if nothing should happen, then lets bring it on for the next time, or the next one after that, and we keep on manifesting and adding more and more emotion and excitement until something DOES HAPPEN.<br />
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You/WE Can Create an Event. <br />
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Please consider what any cynicism can do in negating something positive. It is a fact that false events have been planted before to create just this type of cynicism to any potential true event, because we are the creators and it is our energy and emotions which creates what is in this reality even if through the back door of inverted truths, that we create horrors just by witnessing them and containing them in our consciousness. Mostly it is done negatively through hollywood and its black sorcery who write terrible and ugly violent streams of horrid alien fantasy and the media is saturated with this, but it is human emotion and attention to all of that which brings it into reality because we emote it into being.<br />
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On the positive side, it is our collective energy and emotion which can bring in something that we DO want to happen, but it will take the reintegration of the cynics, all those we lost along the long hard journey of life in this reality of manipulations and simulations that have jaded so many creators into a ''whats the use'' type of attitude......<u>they wanted you there, don't let them keep you there</u>. They know of this ''event" and they planted many false ones to make you a cynic, to shut you down.<br />
Dont stay where they want you!<br />
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Let us manifest, and keep manifesting, over and over and over again, until we get what we want.<br />
Let us pray, dance, sing, paint, laugh, meditate, intend, shout, whatever, until this happens, however long it may take....the longer we do this, the more emotion we put into it, it must happen. By the laws of Nature It MUST! <br />
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